REALICIDE
YOUTH RECORDS
Robert
Inhuman
Lyrics 2002
WASTED SUMMER (Realicide
live 2002)
ANOTHER
WASTED SUMMER I
MEAN
THERE’S NOTHING FOR ME NO
NOTHING
BAD AND NOTHING GOOD
WILL
COME TO PASS IN THIS BLEAK AND
WASTED
SUMMER EVENING
WHERE’S
A FRIEND TO TALK TO ME
MY
LIFE HAS NO LOVE
AND
MY HEART IS SO WEARY
OF
THESE SUMMERS IN A COFFIN
WAITING
FOR SOME SINCERE COMPANY
THAT
I’LL NEVER REALLY FIND
THAT
I’LL NEVER FUCKING GET REALLY
SEVERAL
YEARS AGO THIS LIFE WAS WORTH SOMETHING TO ME
BECAUSE
I MEANT SOMETHING TO A GIRL I LOVED
AND
WITHOUT THAT I DON’T PLAN TO GIVE THE WORLD ANYTHING
SO
I TRY TO KEEP BREATHING AND I TRY NOT TO STARVE
BUT
I REALLY DON’T CARE HOW IMPORTANT THESE THINGS ARE
I
SLEEP ALL DAY AND I SLEEP ALL NIGHT
REMEMBERING
THE LAST TIME I WAS ALIVE
BEFORE
I SHOT MYSELF I SPENT MY TIME WITH A GIRL
WHO
MADE ME THINK TWICE ABOUT MY HATE FOR THIS WORLD
AND
THIS LIFE SHE MADE ME LOVE
BEING
ALIVE BUT THAT REQUIRED
A
COMPASSION THAT I JUST COULD NOT SUPPLY
SO
KATIE I’M SORRY THAT I LET YOU DOWN
BUT
I KNEW YOU’D BE STRONG ENOUGH NOT TO STICK AROUND
FOR
TOO LONG YOU WERE WRONG YOU WERE WRONG
YOU
WERE WRONG ABOUT ME
I
WASN’T THAT SWEET AND I WASN’T ALL THAT INTERESTING
NOW
I’M WAITING FOR SOME IDIOT TO FUCK UP AND TELL ME HER NAME
IT’LL
BE THE SAME DEAL DRASTICALLY HAPPY
UNTIL
MY LIFE SWINGS BACK AROUND TO HOW IT IS TODAY
SEVERAL
YEARS AGO THIS LIFE WAS WORTH SOMETHING TO ME
BECAUSE
I MEANT SOMETHING TO A GIRL I LOVED WITH ALL MY HEART
AND
I KNEW THAT LOVE WAS REAL BECAUSE OF ITS SIMPLICITY
SIDEREAL
(REPRISE) (Realicide live 2002)
SO
HOW DOES IT FEEL ABOVE ALL OUR HEADS
ARE
YOU SO SURREAL DO YOU LIKE TO PRETEND
THAT
I’VE NEVER BEEN ALIVE THAT I’LL NEVER DIE AGAIN YEAH
SIDEREAL
THE EFFIGY OF SHE WHOSE LIFE DEPENDS UPON
THE
PATIENCE I HAVE I SWEAR I’LL
NEVER
LET HER HOLD THE GUN AGAIN
A
DIFFERENT WAY TO DIE EVERY DAY NOW HEAR ME SAY THIS
“I’LL
KILL MYSELF SOMEDAY” I MEAN FOR REAL THE ONLY WAY YEAH
SIDEREAL
FROM THE STARS AND A PHOTOGRAPHIC REALICISM
“I’m no fun at parties.” “Yeah, I noticed.”
(Vacation Kids 2002-03)
Olivia
– YOU’LL NEVER HEAR ME SAY YOUR NAME
ONCE
I COLLECT THE NERVE TO GO I’M FUCKING OUT OF THIS WORLD
I
CAN LEAVE SO THAT LOVED ONES DON’T KNOW
I
LEAVE NO TRAIL OF SYMPATHY, NO OBITUARY
NO
LOVERS, AND NO FRIENDS
AND NO FORMS OF FAME…
Olivia
– YOU’LL NEVER HEAR ME SAY YOUR NAME
I
CAN LEAVE SO THAT LOVED ONES WON’T KNOW
THAT
I’M FUCKING GONNA GO
ONCE
I COLLECT THE NERVE TO EXIT THIS FUCKING WORLD
-
LEAVE SO THAT LOVED ONES DON’T KNOW, YEAH
BURNT OUT SPARK
(Vacation
Kids 2002-03)
…I
KNOW I’M FUCKING UGLY BUT I’M GOING TO TRY AND LOOK AT YOU
ENERGY
– LAPSED ENERGY – AND I’M STUPID TOO
GRAY
IS THE COLOR BENEATHE THE SKIN OF MY WAKING GUISE
AND
EVERY YOUNG GIRL WHO NOTICES ME WILL SHUT HER EYES
(shut your eyes to me)
BRITNI
IS A BURNT OUT SPARK
BRITNI
IS A BURNT OUT SPARK
BRITNI
IS A BURNT OUT SPARK…
THE
JOY IN MY LIFE LIKE A SNUFFED OUT STAR
AND
THE ETERNAL MORNING I’D BEEN WAITING FOR
WHEN
I WALK DOWN THE STREET
I
WANNA FEEL SO COLD
AND
WHEN I TRY TO SPEAK
MY
MOUTH IS FULL OF DEAD SPARROWS
OH
– NO, NO ONE LOVES ME…
AND
I’VE GOT A FEELING
THAT’S
THE FUCKING WAY I WANT IT TO BE
BRITNI
IS A BURNT OUT SPARK
BRITNI
IS A BURNT OUT SPARK
BRITNI
IS A BURNT OUT SPARK…
HER
SWEET FACE CUT BY THE EDGES OF STARS
LACERATED
DROWNED AND DISLOVED AT HEART
PUMP,
ANTI-SOLUTION, PUMP (Vacation Kids 2002)
chip away the precedent
and sculpt it to misanthropy
my politics appocalypse
to wash away a failed species
no solutions
no solutions
don't trust human perspective
the angle on life that got our world fucked up like this
when war is no more than civilized hate
raw war is the malice that can make you a saint
no solutions
stop pretending to have an opinion
"why i oughta
shake his hand"
"oh hell i oughta
lynch him"
then fucking go ahead or are you all bark
infamy is better than an apathetic heart