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| Copyright - Ivana Vidrich 2002 |
| distorted window sitting on the front porch image of lilac i'm being ignored (eating a pear) bush swaying. then adored juice dripping down her vibrating ignored then adored chin lawnmower, echo of ignored and adored (she doesn't eve care) national public again. radio, car engines at different you with the dark eyes and soft silky sighs stop distances and crushing me under your trauma stop inventing a new varying degrees of drama stop hiding in those deep sleeps and and leaving gas pedal pushing me alone in this reality when you're asleep i must down a one way cope on my own two feet street. close your eyes it could be psycho times - i will walk home in the dark rapemurder gangs waves harassment dogsfearpanicmaniac flash briefly i'll stil move waves rising and walking feet towards a fate i can hope to conciously create backing down again rather than have it dealt killersrapists she'll be there this is what flatland/midland water depraved city-kids dream of |