These lyrics were writen after a really hard time in my life.

If you only knew
The places I have been
You would notice I am nothing
But a young girl full of sin
If you only knew
The things that I have done
You would realize you don�t know me
And I wouldnt be your goddess of the sun
If you only knew
The people I have hurt
You would stop trying to pick me up
As I�m lying in the dirt
*Its the things you cant hear
And, wouldnt want to be told
They are just the reasons why
You arent here for me to hold
Its the things I cant tell you
The things you will never know
They are the sole reasons why
I silently watch you go*
If you only knew
The words that I speak
Your eyes would fill with tears
And your sympathy would grow weak
But you don�t know
The places I have been
You think that I�m a goddess
A good girl resistant to sin
You don�t know
The things that I have done
You think you know me well
And that I am impossible to shun
*Its the things you cant hear
And, wouldnt want to be told
They are just the reasons why
You arent here for me to hold
Its the things I cant tell you
The things you will never know
They are the sole reasons why
I silently watch you go*
You don�t know
The people I have hurt
You pick me up every time
Wiping off the stains of dirt
You don�t know
The words that I speak
And your eyes are full of joy
And your caring grows stronger, not weak
I could tell you everything I�ve done
And everywhere I�ve been
But I would hate to see tears flow
Over your kind hearted grin
*Its the things you cant hear
And, wouldnt want to be told
They are just the reasons why
You arent here for me to hold
Its the things I cant tell you
The things you will never know
They are the sole reasons why
I silently watch you go*
In order to spare us both
Of humiliation and ache
I am letting you go
Sadly knowing what�s at stake
*Its the things you cant hear
And, wouldnt want to be told
They are just the reasons why
You arent here for me to hold
Its the things I cant tell you
The things you will never know
They are the sole reasons why
I silently watch you go*
Copyright 2001 Tina Wisniowska