I smile at myself in the mirror.
I like it, it's true, I have nice teeth.
OK.
People mention things to me.
I never really believed it before.
I smile alot. I can't help it.
I think if I don't smile in 30 minutes in public I'm definitly
dead or real pissed off. (I'm only that pissed off at home)
Anyway,
I guess I'm pretty.
I am learning to love myself.
It's a long process.
It's alot of looking, alot of analyzing, I guess.
Discovering.
Yeah, discovering, lol
I am but a soldier of war, a fighter against my own sanity, a warrior in this battle of right and wrong; of good and bad. I am but a peacekeeper, standing up to see that everyone gets what they should. I am immensely intensified by the love of others.To see such light revolve around them makes me proud as a mother to her child. My solitude comes from fright of getting too close, of making too many connections, of feeling too much of their pain. I cannot handle to see them cry, I cannot handle to see them die. Inside my little heart breaks about 10 times a day, inside my little heart falls repeatedly in love.
Ok... so let's get back to the point.
I was trying to introduce myself but as usual I drifted. ^_~
So yeah... I'm the narrator. The navigator, the guide, the author, the writer, the....... Well... Me.
Nice to meet you :) Hope you enjoy your ride.
I'm not quite sure of what I intend but
I hope it is enjoyed as much as it is for me.
I enjoy to write, it makes me feel good. I think I feel good.
I even think I am happy. I think it's a matter of choice. To be happy or not.
I have been unhappy, it really sucks.
I don't like it at all:P
So, happiness, a choice.
Keep that in mind.
