.--------------------------------------------------------------------. | Session Start: Wednesday, November 16, 2005 | | Participants: | | ...bullshit ends (8) - (L) Robyn (L) (Rawralicious@hotmail.com) | | Matty --> campfire fun!!! yeahhhh (mattystheman@hotmail.com) | .--------------------------------------------------------------------. [05:55:11 PM] Matty --> : hey. did robyn say anything to you about running away? [05:55:11 PM] ~*Heaven*~ ( auto-message: Calling people...wheee [05:59:46 PM] Matty --> : *poke* stop calling people and come help meeeeeeeee [05:59:46 PM] ~*Heaven*~ ( auto-message: Calling people...wheee [06:02:11 PM] Matty --> : if i keep msging you, will you come any faster???? [06:03:43 PM] Matty --> : ARGH GET YOUR BUTT OVER HERE [06:03:44 PM] ~*Heaven*~ ( auto-message: Calling people...wheee [06:06:02 PM] Matty --> : ok fine. well, ill fill you in anyway [06:06:09 PM] Matty --> : your girlfriend has disappeared [06:06:19 PM] Matty --> : has people panicing their asses off [06:06:43 PM] Matty --> : and as far as i know, she didn't tell anyone she was planning on running away [06:06:44 PM] ~*Heaven*~ ( auto-message: Calling people...wheee [06:07:15 PM] Matty --> : fine then. [06:07:19 PM] Matty --> : bye. [06:07:23 PM] * Matty --> campfire fun!!! yeahhhh is now Offline [06:26:28 PM] *Sara* MATTY: Matty! [06:26:37 PM] Matty --> : uh...hi [06:26:44 PM] *Sara* MATTY: Agh is she back? [06:26:50 PM] Matty --> : hell no. [06:26:54 PM] *Sara* MATTY: dammit. [06:27:01 PM] Matty --> : i just wanted to know if she told you anything about running away [06:27:11 PM] Matty --> : shes been gone since monday night [06:27:15 PM] *Sara* MATTY: she said something [06:27:21 PM] *Sara* MATTY: but i didnt know if she was serious... [06:27:29 PM] Matty --> : whaddid she say? [06:27:33 PM] *Sara* MATTY: She said like "i should hijack a plane and go to alaska' [06:27:38 PM] *Sara* MATTY: let me get the logs if i can find them [06:27:44 PM] Matty --> : nope. she wasnt serious [06:27:48 PM] Matty --> : not about alaska [06:27:51 PM] Matty --> : or planes [06:27:54 PM] Matty --> : she hate planes [06:27:58 PM] Matty --> : *hates [06:28:07 PM] *Sara* MATTY: meh [06:28:11 PM] Matty --> : dammit. shes impossible to find when she does this [06:28:23 PM] Matty --> : my mom is having kittens over her [06:28:31 PM] Matty --> : nicks mom is freaking out [06:28:49 PM] Matty --> : the social worker is freaking cuz she was supposed to be WATCHING her [06:29:09 PM] *Sara* MATTY: :( [06:29:14 PM] Matty --> : and robyn has dissappeared off the face of the earth [06:29:23 PM] Matty --> : ten bucks says shes downtown [06:30:15 PM] * Matty --> campfire fun!!! yeahhhh has changed his/her name to Matty --> milk carton time! [06:30:31 PM] Matty --> : dont worry tho. [06:30:36 PM] Matty --> : shes a big girl [06:30:36 PM] *Sara* MATTY: >.< [06:30:45 PM] *Sara* MATTY: Dude- This is me were talking bout [06:30:51 PM] *Sara* MATTY: a worry about her nonstop anyways! [06:30:54 PM] *Sara* MATTY: *I [06:31:00 PM] Matty --> : she can take care of herself better then anyone i know [06:31:18 PM] Matty --> : she ran away for 2 weeks. then she decided she'd missed too much school an came back once. [06:31:32 PM] *Sara* MATTY: [04:09:50 PM] ~*Hotaru*~ Stand by : Hey [04:10:25 PM] <3 Robyn <3: hi [04:10:39 PM] ~*Hotaru*~ Stand by : how are ya? [04:10:51 PM] <3 Robyn <3: meh [04:11:04 PM] ~*Hotaru*~ Stand by : *huggles* [04:11:25 PM] <3 Robyn <3: *huggles back* [04:11:36 PM] ~*Hotaru*~ Stand by : anythin going on? [04:12:16 PM] <3 Robyn <3: im about to resort to hijacking a plane and going to alaska [04:12:29 PM] ~*Hotaru*~ Stand by : ^o) [04:14:47 PM] ~*Hotaru*~ Stand by : why alaska [04:15:20 PM] <3 Robyn <3: cuz its far away, and nobody would think to look there [04:15:31 PM] ~*Hotaru*~ Stand by : So is Missouri :P [04:16:54 PM] <3 Robyn <3: *shrug* [06:31:33 PM] Matty --> : and everyone was like...o.O [06:31:48 PM] Matty --> : ...hmmm [06:32:00 PM] Matty --> : she might ust go to missouri [06:32:03 PM] Matty --> : *just [06:32:05 PM] *Sara* MATTY: its where i live [06:32:10 PM] Matty --> : i know i figured [06:32:28 PM] *Sara* MATTY: It shouldnt be hard to find me if she got to my town- its a small town called Peculiar [06:32:33 PM] *Sara* MATTY: actually getting directions.. [06:32:36 PM] *Sara* MATTY: is a different story. [06:32:56 PM] Matty --> : idunno, hell, for all i know, shes might be somewhere around here [06:33:07 PM] Matty --> : probably that [06:33:08 PM] *Sara* MATTY: I just hope she'll be okay and will come back soon [06:33:14 PM] Matty --> : shell be fine [06:33:20 PM] Matty --> : coming back soon is another story [06:33:25 PM] *Sara* MATTY: :/ [06:33:44 PM] Matty --> : & we got midterms today. i think she forgot ... [06:33:54 PM] *Sara* MATTY: meh [06:33:55 PM] Matty --> : she'll be fine [06:34:07 PM] *Sara* MATTY: You're prolly right.. I just worry [06:34:10 PM] *Sara* MATTY: about her and all my friends [06:34:13 PM] *Sara* MATTY: a lot lately. [06:34:23 PM] Matty --> : i know shell be back by december [06:34:30 PM] *Sara* MATTY: One is basically literally Dying, you know robyn's many problems [06:34:40 PM] *Sara* MATTY: another nearly accidently killed himself on drugd [06:34:41 PM] *Sara* MATTY: s [06:34:51 PM] *Sara* MATTY: god knows what else the rest do [06:35:02 PM] Matty --> : o robyn pulled a nice stunt and got more meds. i think thats what pushed her [06:35:34 PM] *Sara* MATTY: Meh do you mean she grabbed her meds and took them or you think they made her want to more? [06:36:07 PM] Matty --> : no. i mean, she pulled a stunt, the people put her on more meds, and i think thats why she ran away [06:36:11 PM] *Sara* MATTY: oh [06:36:14 PM] *Sara* MATTY: gah brb [06:36:17 PM] Matty --> : yeah [06:36:18 PM] *Sara* MATTY: dont leave. [06:36:26 PM] Matty --> : dammit. well hurry up [06:37:17 PM] *Sara* MATTY: im back already [06:37:19 PM] Matty --> : ok good [06:37:24 PM] Matty --> : cuz im going soon [06:37:42 PM] *Sara* MATTY: okay if you get any updates you HAVE to tell me okay? [06:37:47 PM] Matty --> : sure. w/e [06:37:50 PM] *Sara* MATTY: please [06:37:53 PM] Matty --> : il try. [06:38:12 PM] *Sara* MATTY: okay.. wehter you believe it or not.. I really really really care about her [06:38:20 PM] *Sara* MATTY: Shes the one person who understands me.... [06:38:30 PM] Matty --> : w/e [06:38:49 PM] Matty --> : arrrrrr. [06:38:55 PM] *Sara* MATTY: what\ [06:39:03 PM] Matty --> : phone [06:39:06 PM] *Sara* MATTY: ok [06:39:06 PM] Matty --> : her cell [06:39:11 PM] *Sara* MATTY: what? [06:39:16 PM] Matty --> : i have her cell [06:39:32 PM] Matty --> : she gave me it, and she was like "i dont have pocets hold this for me" [06:39:37 PM] *Sara* MATTY: :/ [06:39:38 PM] Matty --> : and she disappeared [06:39:43 PM] Matty --> : so i've been leaving it on [06:39:46 PM] *Sara* MATTY: >.< [06:39:46 PM] Matty --> : incase she calls [06:39:59 PM] *Sara* MATTY: maybe she did that on purpose [06:40:03 PM] *Sara* MATTY: do yout hink so? [06:40:06 PM] Matty --> : yeah [06:40:11 PM] Matty --> : nobody can trace her phone [06:40:14 PM] *Sara* MATTY: i hope she does call you [06:40:22 PM] Matty --> : yeah [06:40:25 PM] *Sara* MATTY: will you tell me if she does? [06:40:32 PM] Matty --> : maybe [06:40:35 PM] *Sara* MATTY: >.< [06:40:44 PM] *Sara* MATTY: you really dont like me do you? [06:40:52 PM] Matty --> : not even a little. [06:41:00 PM] *Sara* MATTY: At least your honest. [06:41:06 PM] Matty --> : true [06:41:21 PM] *Sara* MATTY: thanks for telling me at least.. that shes gone.. [06:41:29 PM] Matty --> : yeah. you deserved to know. [06:41:33 PM] *Sara* MATTY: thanks.. [06:41:36 PM] Matty --> : n/p. [06:42:14 PM] Matty --> : oh and by the way, i have valid reasons for not likeing you. i dont just randomly hate you, so dont think that. [06:42:18 PM] *Sara* MATTY: I know [06:42:21 PM] *Sara* MATTY: you like her. [06:42:25 PM] Matty --> : yeah [06:42:37 PM] Matty --> : and she couldnt deal with breaking up with you [06:42:42 PM] Matty --> : so she broke up with me [06:42:50 PM] *Sara* MATTY: I know.. [06:43:11 PM] Matty --> : shes afraid you'll do something stupid if she does. [06:43:18 PM] *Sara* MATTY: ..i wouldnt.... [06:44:10 PM] Matty --> : and her reasoning was "you know i cant lie, and it hurts her to know that im dating you, and i dont want her to do anythign stupid. when i have enough guts to do this, you'll be the first to know" [06:44:26 PM] *Sara* MATTY: sounds like her. [06:44:30 PM] Matty --> : yup [06:44:42 PM] Matty --> : shes too nice for her own good [06:45:11 PM] *Sara* MATTY: if it makes you feel any better I'll tell her when she gets back that she doesnt have to woryr about me. [06:45:22 PM] Matty --> : yeah. like thats gonna change anyhting [06:45:36 PM] *Sara* MATTY: Im not lying. I wouldnt do anything. [06:45:50 PM] Matty --> : you cant tell her i said anything. [06:45:55 PM] Matty --> : and if you say that, she'll know. [06:46:06 PM] *Sara* MATTY: why cant i tell her. [06:46:10 PM] Matty --> : because [06:46:12 PM] *Sara* MATTY: She deserves to be happy [06:46:19 PM] *Sara* MATTY: if its with you [06:46:21 PM] *Sara* MATTY: then fine. [06:46:24 PM] Matty --> : thats not going to make her fucking happy! [06:46:43 PM] Matty --> : thats gonna make her attempt suicide again. [06:46:49 PM] *Sara* MATTY: *sighs* [06:47:03 PM] Matty --> : apparently you said someting to her that pissed her off. she comes int hte next day with her arms mangled. [06:47:11 PM] *Sara* MATTY: Me?> [06:47:15 PM] Matty --> : yes you [06:47:19 PM] *Sara* MATTY: Lovely. [06:47:34 PM] Matty --> : it was like she took a frigging chainsaw to her wrists [06:47:42 PM] *Sara* MATTY: Are you sure it was me? [06:47:44 PM] Matty --> : yes [06:47:48 PM] Matty --> : she said "SARA" [06:48:04 PM] *Sara* MATTY: To what, just said that, or to a question? [06:48:15 PM] Matty --> : i asked her why she did it [06:48:27 PM] *Sara* MATTY: great. [06:48:29 PM] Matty --> : she said "Sara and i got in a fight. I didn't know what to do" [06:48:41 PM] *Sara* MATTY: *sighs* [06:48:46 PM] *Sara* MATTY: I wish she knew.. [06:49:03 PM] Matty --> : and then apparently you said somehting else. and she went major suicide trip. and came back all happy happy. [06:49:07 PM] Matty --> : freaked me out. [06:49:18 PM] *Sara* MATTY: I would do *anything* to take her pain away you know. [06:49:28 PM] *Sara* MATTY: I would fucking take it a nd put it on myself if i could. [06:49:35 PM] Matty --> : yeah, well if you keep this up she'll kill herself [06:49:44 PM] *Sara* MATTY: keep what up? fucking caring? [06:49:47 PM] Matty --> : i don't know what to say to her anymore [06:49:57 PM] *Sara* MATTY: You think I know? [06:50:10 PM] Matty --> : everytime you say something to her that makes her think, makes her doubt something, she freaks out [06:50:13 PM] *Sara* MATTY: Your THERE. I'm not. If I was there I could do better. I KNOW i could. [06:50:23 PM] Matty --> : meds have her strung to fuck [06:50:30 PM] Matty --> : any little thig sets her off [06:50:48 PM] *Sara* MATTY: Thats great, While mine are making me feel emotionless hers are fucking her up [06:50:50 PM] *Sara* MATTY: Fucking great [06:51:15 PM] Matty --> : oh she had whateger you had im guessing cuz for a few days she was completely emotionless [06:51:30 PM] Matty --> : i thought she'd gotten her tongue pierced again cuz she wouldnt even open her mouth [06:51:51 PM] *Sara* MATTY: tell me something, do you enjoy making me feel guilty? [06:52:44 PM] Matty --> : nope. [06:52:52 PM] *Sara* MATTY: right then.. [06:53:19 PM] Matty --> : i gtg [06:53:35 PM] *Sara* MATTY: bye./ [06:53:45 PM] Matty --> : thought u needed to know [06:53:50 PM] *Sara* MATTY: yea sure. [06:53:53 PM] Matty --> : srry if you feel guilty [06:53:56 PM] Matty --> : but bye. [06:54:01 PM] * Matty --> milk carton time! is now Offline [06:54:48 PM] * *Sara* MATTY OR NICK: MSG ME ASAP OR EMAIL ME: heaven.leigh.driscol@gmail.com --- Robyn! Where are you? :'( has changed his/her name to ~*Sara*~ No. Thats all I can say is No. Don't ask me why. NO. fucking failure....