| Im drowning in this pit of brimstone, Brimstone and fire and sulphur known as life I'm losing the fight, but cant you tell? If only you could, I hide it too well. Im in fear of this darkness deep inside me. But to show fear shows weakness, and weak I'll never be. I walk through this chaos that is my life Always knowthing this black fluid that runs through my veins slowly taints the heart thats never found love. Tears fall from deep, dark hollow eyes like the cold rain that falls from the dark skies above. These deep scars both inside and out, a constant reminder A reminder of dark times long since passed. Im being suffocated in this pit of black tar Stuggling for breath, choking, as the blackness fills my lungs, my mind, my soul. That harder i fight, the faster the darkness takes me over. Im losing the fight, the blackness is winning Im sinking faster, the darkness surrounds If you could only see, but i hide it too well You see only strength, but all i am is a slave. The darkness the master, my soul its great prize. The light is now gone, black all i see I reach out for you, but y ou do not realize For the darkness has tainted your soul as well And the blackness will take you as its next prize. We two together out of black shall rise IIn the heat of great passion, fire burns bright. Twisted, tangled-infinite pleasure mingled with pain. If the price of freedom be the desire that consumes than so shall we allow desire to overtake the darkness And the fires of passion lead us to light. |
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| Welcome to the inner workings of my mind. Enjoy your stay and please do not use any of the writings you see here for your own use. They are personal works and not meant for distribution. They are meant as insights into the black void inside my head. |
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| Ok this next piece are lyrics to a song to yet be pieced together. My co-conspirator on this project has since disappeared from existence. It still doesnt have a title, i have yet to find one that fits. |
| Looking down the barrel Adrenaline pumping, mind racing 6 empty chambers No turning back Load em one by one Slip it in Feed the beast about to take you Let it go Always feedong on your emptiness Show your true color Fill it with steel Blood Red Looking down the barrel Go on, Do it Looking down the barrel Open up and swallow it down Show no fear Now didn't that make you feel better This is what you wanted Bloodstains on the wall Bloodstains on the walls No more of this world All those that took the beast before Enjoy your time in hell. You are next but not the last More will fall Looking down the barrell while you're dead and gone 6 empty chambers Looking down the barrel Load em one by one Take you emptiness Fill it with steel. |
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