Razor

i see it in the corner
shiny metallic glint
make it seem so easy
and so innocent

i hold the treasure in my hand
a cure to hide the pain
no one understands me
so i can no longer refrain

i cut the surface
i feel the blood draw near
the pain startles me at first
i scream but no one cares to hear

it trickles down my arm
warm blood on the floor
pieces of my dying
what am i still here for?

it stops
i am drained yet i live
undead as i walk to my bed to cry
all i had was my life to give

take me away from this pain
the pain inside
the razor has made me numb
from the pain i cannot hide

take my now
ree my wretched soul
let me pass
so i can kill my pain
as i decay in the sweet summers grass