Last Night
I cried myself to sleep last night
Wishing you were there.
I begged and begged so many times
For the answer to my prayers.
But I know now that you'll never come,
You never will be here.
At least not in the way I want you to,
No matter how much you care.
In some ways I am happy,
I'm glad that you're not here.
But the rest of me is lonely,
Because you are not near.
For in my heart I love you,
I think of you every day.
But as long as you can maker her happy,
I know that's where you should stay.
For you see, she is my best friend,
My sister through and through.
And there is nothing I would take from her,
No, not even you.
No matter what I feel for you,
You should be by her side.
And I will help her keep you there,
And help her keep her pride.
I know she truely loves you,
I know you love her too.
But now you must realize
Just how much she means to you.
For I know that you will lose her,
Even if she wants to stay.
You must make a decision,
Before she drifts away.
