I wish I could tell you
All the things I wanted to say,
But the words get lost
And fear gets in the way.
I'm sorry for the promises I made
That I didn't keep.
I understand the pain now
As I toss in my sleep.
I know I promised you a tomorrow
But denied you of today.
Had I known I was going to lose you,
My broken promise would not have been made.
I apologize for the confusion
That I have caused.
I miss the friendship and love
That I have lost.
I wish you would talk to me
And help me understand,
The way you feel for me
Please give me your hand.
I don't want to hurt you
Or cause any more pain.
I just want to hold you
And feel you again.
I won't make you a promise
That I don't intend to keep.
I just wish we could be
Together as we sleep.
I don't know if things will work
Or if we are meant to be.
I just wish you knew
That I am truly sorry.
Who knows what the future holds.
I guess we will have to wait and see.
I hope in time you will understand,
And someday forgive me.
