Moulin Rouge
Reading: Nothing cause i dont have any new manga :*(
Watching: the screen of my GBA (Mega Man & Bass)
Talkin to: my friends duh!
Thinking of: How great the ppl i love r ^.^
Needs to: get hot and steamy, also known as showering
Dear god stop the pressure on my poor brain. Ive been studying all week, so that i can move up to honors precalculus (dont think thats spelled right), so yea all this math is burning my brain out. I have a cup next to me incase it starts pouring out my ears (my brain that is) that way when i bring it to the hospital, maybe they can like idk pout it back in. So anyways im gonna take the test at 1030 tomorrow (yay i get to go to school and then work! woopi!) so wish me luck. Other than that nm has happened, i did get Bebop the movie *loves it* its sooooo good, im gonna bring it to anime club when it statrts up again, so if u wanna see it go to the meeting in september i think is when Faith said it was gonna start up again.
Off to study XP at~11:32 August 7
*sigh*
Needless to see, I've been messed up for the past week. Wanna know the best part? here;s my Horoscope "If you find yourself feeling a little confused about your direction in life, just try not to take your frustration out on the people around you" I was laughing my ass off for a while. Yea so sry to ppl who ive yelled at recently, well unless thy deserved it in whihch case, bite me :P. Ok well im not working that much this week so ill get to acctuaklly sleep and b happy. So, yea thats about it, ttyl.
Off to goof around at~10:03 August 3
Review
Ok well this update is pretty much specifically for Faith. She wanted me to update her story (which u should all go read!) but her links r being a bitch to me. Ok so here it goes. "The story is really sweet, but dreadfully depressing. Slight typos, is its only flaw, but those were few and not major at all. It's such a cool add on to the story of Faith and if for sum reason u guys acctuaklly like to read our story then u should read her new History of the Vampire Faith Pt II. Ok so lets see, it's good that she incorporates realistic facts making it logical, while obviously remaing science fiction." Ok while thats it i guess, go read the story if u hadnt yet, and if u dont want to read the story then i dont wanna talk to u, ttyall later.
Off to write at~9:59 July 29
Quiz time
Well Faith and Rachel have put their blood, sweat and rage into this quiz *points down and to the right* so you better take it. Just click on the lovely picture and it will take you to the quiz. Well have fun with it. For anyone who reads the story me and Faith r working on, I will have part 6 done tomorrow, hope u'll all enjoy it.
U've been quized at~11:25 July 27
Paying back old dues
After several very long months i finally finished my part of "Love Can Damage Your Health", although it's goin through the editor (Faith) right now and im waitin to hear what she thinks bout it. Once she approves of it, it'll go u on her site, so check up later today on her site. I hope it's good i was up till close to 4 in the morning, last night, finishing it. So yea m thinkin I need a new setup and im open for suggestions. If anyone has some suggestions, im open to any of them.
Uve been hugged at~5:14 July 25
Back to life
Well i got back from camp a few days ago. And for anyone whos wondering how it went, it was pretty miserable. Lets just leave it at my week included me issolating myself from the group and staying in my tent listening to my music, just so i wouldnt have to deal with any of the idiots. So to put it simply, im never going back again. But on a plus side, it helped me appreciate my friends that much more, so now i really love them ^.^. Lets see....I finally start drivers ed tonight XP 630-9 blah! I really need a new layout, but this one is so pretty and i like it, so idk. *Just finished looking over my past updates* I've had sum wierd thoughts, I think its funny. One thing thats changed is that ppl havent been treating me like this disease recently. All the sudden a few of my friends who seem to usually see me as this plague that they would never date, have been saying im good looking and complimenting me like that
I mean its cool, cause i really care about what my friends think, and its not like i have ppl telling me theyd photograph me naked (really just dont ask). I love my friends they always make me happy. Faith, Katy, Megan, and Rachel have really been awesome lately and have been making me feel so happy. I really love u, thanx for helpin me out with so many things. Well i need to go shower now so ill talk to y'all later.
Off to wash away the stinky at~ 11:51 July 22
Off to camp
Off to scout camp tomorrow, meaning im gonna miss all my friends for a week, especially since i didnt get to see them all this week either :*(. It makes me sad. *sigh* Well i guess ill have to deal, even though it will suck....i always miss my friends whenever i go to camp. And now i just notcied a few of my mangas came out wit new issues this week!, meaning i could have gotten them. ANd it realyl pisses me off cause i trhought they wernet supposed to come out till next week anyways. But now that i know i could have read them ill really b sad. GRRRRRNESS. well i guess i can wait a week! >< fuckers. Idk thats all i have to say i guess cya all in a week.
Off to whine at~11:55 July 12
Pretty pretty princess
Ok well i saw a great movie today at Tom's, "Prescila, Queen of the Desert", hehehehe Agent Smith crossdressing, so funny. Not much to say. Had to get up early for an eagle project today ><, but i had fun there cutting anything that was living and that was within 3 ft of me, choppy choppy, hehe destruction is good. UGH im still reading HP, thanx to my sped like reading abilities *pissed off at own mind* but o well.
Off to read at~12:16 June 28
Summer a Blazing
Ugh thank gaia it finally feels like summer...wit the heat and the sun, its great I love it. So yea havent been doin much cept for randomness here and there. Saw "The Italien Job" last night, its really good i liked it. Went wit adri and rachel, we had fun. Cept for the whole attempted rapage from them in the middle of the mall, it doesnt help that crowds freak me out sumtimes, especially strangers, so i was like freaking out for them to leave me alone as ppl walked by and looked.XP. Have my first swim meet tomorrow (dont wanna go) after i visit faith at her work place, yea bikage to topsfield. Hmmm nuttin really specail i guess. OH WAIT....I finally got it the new HP (thats harry potter for all u special ppl out there). Other than that nuttin else new.
Severe gamage and readage at~10:40 June.....uhhhhh o yea 24
Been sittin around
Well look who finally updates, me! Havent really been online, excluding my time on IM which is 24/7. Theres a few big things that have been goin on recently. One obviously is that SCHOOL IS OUT!!!YEA BABY!, let the good summer times roll. I can't really tell u the second for the sake of a few ppl, but a lot of ppl know already, so yea..... I think I've been playin Castlevania too much cause I had a really weird, but wicked fun dream last night, i was floating in the air and slowly destorying the world city by city, classic bad guy destruction, but i dont care cause i had fun. Though eventually got bored and decided to bring forth the apoclypse, which was really fun till my friend came otu of no where and stopped me, damn u Jade, hahaha. So then it turned into me chasing her and tryin to track her down to hurt her for getting in my way. Oddly enough it turned out she didnt even want to save the world, she just wanted to fight me before i destroyed everything. Then i got sad cause i woke up right b4 the confrontation, stupid morning/waking up. Hmmm i hope i have the same dream tonight, only with more revenge and destruction MUWAHAHAHAHAHA. Don't wry i wont kill u all, with my power i save a nice little spot suomewhere and throw all the ppl i care about there, maybe ill just create my own planet, I love playin god, beware the power of us immortals MUWAHAHAHAHA. *cough cough* Im ok now, *evil snicker*. So yea goin out to a party soon, woooo paaaaarty, wonder how long we'll all stay fully clothed, i cant imagine too long. OOO on a lighter note i got two new manga's, well one new series:King of Hell (very funny drawing styles at points) and a next one in a series i already have: Rave Master #3 yayness. And im very happy cause the next issues for like all my series come out in like two weeks, ill b over my head in reading sweetness!
Off to party it up and work on my supreme powers at~5:16 June 20
Sooooo Yeaa.....
Nuttin really important happened today. Went out biking wit katy cause i had nuttin better to do, well cept
SLEEP!-.- Thats ok i only have swim team for two hrs tomorrow grrrrrr. So painful. Hmmmm yea idk nuttin else to really say, ttyl.
Over and out at~10:00 June 10
Self Assurance
I may not b the best person in the world but im pretty goddam decent, anyone who wants to disagree then more power to them, because everyone has their views. But i have always been there for my friend and always will b. I even help ppl i hate with all my heart, because i dont like hurting ppl and thats the bottom line. Ive always been a compliant person and i have always gone out of my way to help a friend, even if they cant/dont do the same. Dont ask me y im writing this because idk and im sure ill hear a few comments from ppl about it because thats how everyone is. Liek the title says idk if this is more just to remind me of who i am and who i want to b, or if its just my way of telling ppl who have a problme with me and my decisionsm, to fuck off. I luv my friends but ill b the first to tell u they try my patince (but thats what friends do) and it sumtimes just gets to me. I no im not the best looking, or the the suavest, but thats me and in fact thats everyone. There are ppl who always look for that stupid word that they cal "perfect". What a stupid word, whoever made it should have been dragged to the streets and shot the next day. Anyways the reason im making the standard speal about not being the best looking person is because sumtimes my firned jsut make me feel like shit. I no i make cracks at myself and i say stupid things all the time, but ill hear from ppl "awwww ur a sweet guy dave u'll find sumone who u'll luv and b happy wit" and then turn around and act horrified at the thought of ever bein wit me. Ppl dont notice but they do it a lot to me, make me feel disgusting and unwanted. I mean it doesnt bother me too much, because im hopin they dont mean to act like that, but its just one of those things that bothers me. The worst part was at a party the other night when my friend cliff goes "coming from anyone else dave, that would have been fine, but just because u said it, its just worng" It hit this cord in me because thats how i have felt for a while, that anyone else could say the things i do and ppl would laugh, but im just this guy u laugh at and not with sum times so they'll just shoot me down, when another person could say the same thing 1 min later and have everyone laugh their ass off (its happened b4). Whatever because these r trivial things that i deal with because i no so many other ppl have real problems instead of how their friends act towards them. That y i hate talking about my problmes sum times, just noing tha almost every other one of my friends have an issue that could blow mine out of the water and turn it to ash. Yea thats my speal for now, i no i have more but as usual, ill get so much off at once i stop caring bout the rest and feel better anyways, which is y i have this, and sum ppl say its stupid.....it hlps me so thats all i care bout XP.
Off to bed at a grooling hour at~12:28 June 8 no wait June 9
Authors Note
Ok this is to the same person as yesterdays update. Im assuming u haven't read it yet given i put it up so late and its so early now. *sigh* anyways what i was going to say is that, I dont hate u, so get that thought out of ur head. When have i ever told u that i didnt want u to b around anymore huh? never. Ive tryd liking u again, but ur such an unhappy person most the time, its hard to b with sumone whos miss doom and gloom, ur personal anthem should b "Flagpole Sitta" by Harvey Danger, "Paranoia paranoia everybody's coming to get me...". I mean i dont want u putting on some half assed fake smile cause then its fake and stupid Dont get me wrong though this is far from an apology....becuase i dont ow u one and sumone so selfish as u doesnt deserve one, so whatever do what u will.
All done at~8 :31 June 7
This is the end
You sit there, acting like the victim, saying noone cares. But the truth is its bullshit. You had friends and they've been here for u and it wasnt till recently that they started walking away. You say i dont care anymore, and the truth is, ive tried, ive been caring, but u no what iim done with u. Ur impossible. All u want to believe is that noone luvs u, so u bitch and moan that ur all alone and that the one u care about hates u. Stop it ok!? cause its stupid and ur being a fool. This may b harsh but i dont care. Ive been patient with u, when i hear that u cry i feel bad that i cant help u, but now im done because no matter what u wont get better because u dont even want to give happiness a chance. Ur a selfish fool who wants attenion from everyone. But who can blame u i no several other ppl like that, but whatever i mean if other ppl doin it then it must work right? WRONG. Im not the one that hurt u, u just remeber that. U dug the knife in my back and walked away. Of courser did u stop there? No of course not, u then come back later and twist that knife and leave me for dead, feeling guilty when i did nuttin wrong. Im sry im doing this to u but u need to read this because i no u will and theres nuttin else i can do, because u use urs to make me feel guilty so ill use this.
P.S.-Welcome to life, life sucks and then u die, but u no what if ur gonna b a selfish bitch who wont consider that i have more important issues than wrying bout u feeling sad because u want to blame me for ur lonliness. Bite me, theres more painful things to life than a relationship, so wake up and learn to deal with it.
Off to be happy, because i try in life~11:42 June 5
Snaps like a twig
Yea uhhh sry bout today to a couple ppl. Ive just been so angry at a couple ppl and a few other ppl rnt helping me at all even if they dont mean it. I'll just keep reminding myself that the summer's almost here and i can see certain ppl at will, not forced to see them. Im not looking for a response when i write these updates. Im not specifying any one person with this, cause everyone reads these and seems to think i want a response. I dont, im just writing things out and letting ppl no where i stand. Think of it like the newspaper, u read it and thats it, u dotn go writing letters to the editor, well sum ppl do, but they'r idiots. So just dont talk about it, read not talky. Whatever, do u what u want, >,< im startin to get snappy, stopping now. ok bye
Off to rest at~9:44 June 3
What r u wearin?
Like my pretty new layout? You better cause i luv it and its stayin for a while so ha. Im so horny today, so if i say any raunchy comments well deal with it. Ive been like this since i woke up, not really sure y just need to make out with sumone really bad. *looking at pretty bishies* it makes me happy to look at them ^.^ :P, happy and hornier that is. Well im goin to the movies later to see the Italien Job, I wonder if i'll see my pretty boi? I kinda hope not dont think ill b able to look away if i see him. Ok well im gonna go get hot, wet, and steamy in the shower -.~
Off to get soapy at~3:12 June 1
Sleepy....
Ugh i was stuck at a cookout for 6 abd a half hours! Not that it was that bad for the first 4 hrs. The last 2 and a half were just painful as hell, so bad. So yea feelin better than last night, not that anyone listned to me when i said id be better today. Hmmmm dont no what to talk about. Saw Finding Nemo last night, it was a cute movie, really funny. Everyone already knows how last night went so i wont bother goin into it. I will tell u that there will probably b a second and im sure itll b great hehehehe so happy. How do u like my dream girl. Faith drew it just so id move cove out of the way so she wouldn't have to see it...she's no fun sumitmes hahaha. Ok well im off to play games and talk to a certain sumone ^.^.
Off to flirt at~9:30 May 29
Light at the End of the Tunnel
This darkness that surrounds us, it blinds us, chokes us, leaves us for dead and heartless. This happens to us all at times and im finally breaking free of mine. Unfortunatly now that im free ive realized its left me out of balance. Ive been thinking it was just my perception, but now ive realized everything is off. My muscles are junk and soft, i have no control over my energy, it's just draining out of me non stop, and everything down to my emotions are hard to control (not that i dont have mood swings anyways *cough cough*). Another major issue goin on is how, with all these issues, for once in my life, ive been putting myself at the top of the list, i didnt even mean to. It's just i cant help anyone until i finally correct myself and make me balanced, otherwise i could break again and i cant do that to everyone else. So yea big day tomorrow. I no ive been annoyin people wit it talkin bout ti non stop but im sry its just a big thing for me and its really important. It's not like i meant to have this become a game/interest for ppl. Of course the way things go with my friends, I seem to have random effects here and there. I sumtimes wonder if ppl think i love attention or sumtin, the way im always so outrageous, and do weird things, i really dont think i want it, but i kinda wry that i am some idiot who demands attention. Myabe I am >< I really hope not, but i guess i'll have to live with it if i do, acctually ill probably beat it out of my head if i have to
Off to check my brownies at~7:06 may 29
Im out of it
Ive always prided myself on my perceptiveness of ppl (as u can see from yesterdays updtae), but ive completely been off for the past like two weeks. I mean it's not like im great at it and its not like i can read minds, hell i dont even control it, it just happens. And i mean its really pissin me off that i cant guess anything right...stupid as it sounds. Whatever i dont feel like complaining bout this (even though thats the point of theese things), whatever im bein stupid (will u shut up already!) got it stopping now. Hehehehe voices in my head. Hmm well tomorrow we go back to school weekend was pretty uneventful, well thats a lie, but it was a usual weekend wit the friends (no offesne guys) cya all tomorrow.
MANGA.....AWAY! at~8:25 May 26
