10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl
next to me. She was my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her long
silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that,
and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for
the notes she had missed the day before. handed them to her. She
said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell
her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love her
but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears,
mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked
me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing
she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three
bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me,
said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell
her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said,
"he's not gonna go" well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th
grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would
go together just as 'best friends'. So we did. Prom night,
after everything was over, I was standing at her front door
step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her
crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't
think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said- "I had
the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell
her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love
her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I Could blink, it was
graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angle up on
stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine-but she didn't
notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she
came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she
lifted her head from my shoulder and said- 'you're my best friend, thanks'
and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want
her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm
just too shy, and I don't know why.
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married
That girl is getting married now. I watched her say 'I do' and drive
off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be
mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before
she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came!'. She said 'thanks'
and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm
just too shy, and I don't know why.
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be
my 'best friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote
in her high school years. This is what it read: "I stare at him
wishing he was mine; but he doesn't notice me like that, and I
know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to
be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know
why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! 'I wish I did too...' I
thought to my self, and I cried.
Do yourself a favour, tell her/him you love them. They won't be there forever.
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