Disclaimer: They all belong to JK Rowling, I just borrowed them. They certainly
will be glad when I bring them back, because I'm a very sick person
Pairing: SS/LM
Rating: NC-17 (overall)
Warnings: BDSM, auto-aggression
thanks to hainuwele for beta-reading
Category: Darkfic, Drama/Angst, lightened up with a healthy amount of Humour
Summary: Snape's time at university, when he meets Lucius Malfoy, Lord Voldemort
and other nice fellows
Highway to Hell, Interlude: Love and Pain
By Ratwoman
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Lucius's POV
One says, there are people who are devoid of any feelings. I wonder how that
must be. No love, no pain, no fear.
Contrary to popular belief, I'm not one of them. I really love my wife. She is
perfect. Beautiful, intelligent, sharp-tongued, what more could a man wish for?
For a start, I wish she'd not be so... disinterested in sex. I tried everything,
I was gentle, imaginative, considerate, but she just lay there rigid as a board,
eyes closed, enduring the act.
If those Muggles who raped her as a child were not already dead, I'd torture
them to death slowly.
At least, she is bearing my child now, and I don't need to bother her anymore.
Severus is different. Once the fire in him starts burning... He's a completely
different person in the bedroom. However, I love both sides of him, both the
submissive lover and the sarcastic arrogant bastard.
Why do feelings always have to hurt? Why do I have to feel pain when I see
Narcissa suffer? Why do I have to feel pain when I see Severus is not well? Will
I also feel pain when my son is not happy?
Love scares me.
TBC