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Faced with my addiction trying to resist halting between two opinions bending and swaying roads pointing to the right another to the left options of choose from to help one win or resist Choosing a beginning to battle to deflect this thing looking in the mirror its hopeless! seems larger than life Old habits began to shout make satisfy the need Winds screamed loudly in my ears blowing so hard I stumbled, after one week and gave in depression followed I had to renew my mind and with sincere prayer calling upon God a spiritual quietness flowed from within calming my heart making clear my misty eyes The presence of your word surrounded my being I knew in that moment I was being helped given strength. With mind of determination I renewed my mind thinking upon good things lovely things honest and pure of good report of virture things that gave praise I stood! and tried again Patiently you waited and with a deep breath of calm depending upon your strength and riding upon the gift of your word I tried again. Pulling pulling and pulling from deep within listening and listening and listening I stood you smiled yet not for the first time finally making the journey reaching the end of that road I stood up and rejoiced I'm more than a conquerer I'm and overcomer among that crested hill |
| I gave In |
| written by e johnson |