Now what the heck does FFVIII got anything to do with the topic of this page? Well before I continue, I just want to say that I never played any of the FF series, let alone know any plot of the story. But when interested me in FFVIII was the fact there was a girl in the game that I found charming. Obviously by now you know it's Rinoa. From looking at many other fan pages, I noticed how this young heroine is both loved as well as loathed. In all retrospect the only reason that I even have the slightest interest in her is that to me she looks so much like Catherine Liu. I don't know, might be my damaged brain speaking, but I think both girls look so much alike. Not to mention beautiful and glamourous too. Here you guys take a look:
If some of you skeptics think I'm tripping or I'm just plain wrong about the 2, then o well, tell it to someone who cares. As for me I believe in what I think. In fact it was FFVIII which sort of added fuel into my mind. I remember one day when I saw the dance scene with Rinoa and Squall, and I thought the computer graphics looked great, but then when I saw it again, I realized what that short 1-minute scene meant to me. That was when I not only realized I'm in love, but I also noticed some resembalence between Rinoa and Catherine. Seriosuly I thought that my Prom was going to be just like the ball scene in FFVIII. "You are totally idealizing this" as Sid told me when I explained to him what I thought was going to take place. He was right, I ended up alone, along with my pack of stag-going friends. In fact quite a lot of ppl went stag at the Prom, but even so, the fact that I am still alone at the very height of my high school year saddens me. That was why I had the guts to ask Catherine to the Prom, BUT....I didn't have enough confidence to face the fact that she just wasn't interested. In a way I was bitch-slapped, my heart torn, my sanity lost. To the very bitter sweet end my thoughts for Cat have never changed. She looks like an angel and I'll always believe she is no matter how many times she left me to hang myself. Even when Sid told me that "you should've killed her when you had the chance" I still rather take the harsh beatings than let her pretty face get scratched. I once told Sid I was willing to die for her, but he said, "No, you aren't", and truth is I don't know what I was saying. I was too much in love to think straight, but I know I was willing to sacrifice almost anthing. If you continue to the other pages you'll find out how much I really did try to do just to try to win over Catherine's heart. Which of course all lead to FAILURE!!!
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