Untitled

Unfinished
My troubles seem to never diminish
They just elict more questions my mind's unable to finish
Can't comprehend
    Can't understand
Can't solve these problems with just a paper and pen
Another dust in the wind
Another roadway that ends
Another glacier to melt
Another hand I was dealt,
    I lost, but
Another hand to play
Another day to live
Another word to say
Another life to fulfill
Another life to find a place I belong
Another reason to believe why I'm here all along
All alone despite the people around me, people beside me,
                                  people behind me, hiding from me
People who test me, people who try me
The demons beside me
    The demons inside me
Reside in me, the pain is alive in me
    Wounds compile in me, comprised of
My repeated mistakes, repeated regrets,
    Anybody feelin' me yet?
They say history repeats itself, naw...
    I say "We repeat history"
Consistantly wishing a different ending to come
But it won't as long as we continue this path,
    continue this cycle,
       continue to think without finding a damn thing insightful
In spite of the fact, I'll still and will continue to write
In hope that someday I'll find something
Inside of my words that ease the burns in my heart,
    burns in my mind, caught up in these days of our lives
Remembering these times, thoughts flooding my mind
The head of the game, my pen my partner in crime
    my words confined only by the ink of the pen, the length
       of the paper, the size
          of these lines
Size of my my eyes open wide like my mind
    No need to blink,
       I think, therefore,
I am,
    I is,
        I was,
            I do.
Continue to do,
    Continue to breath,
       Continue to dream,
          Continue to see as I
             continue to be
Continue this path, crowded or alone
    Yearning to catch up,or learning to walk
On my own.
    A river's just a river,
        flowing Yesterday's past,
Down its Present winding bends,
    for Tomorrow's course to last.