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haven't blogged in a while.
arcadia band review was last saturday. second place out of eleven! <33 we rockkk!
lately i've been quite bored ... but i'm trying out for springline so that gives me something to focus on. i really hope i make it =D
chrono cross is so fun! old, but fun <3
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disgusted.
plagued.
i really need to change. and break bad habits.
i just feel really repugnant right now.
it's just all about self-control.
i can change.
i want it bad enough.
i just need some thinspiration.
| | posted at 7.35 pm |
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today was our first parade competition, at la palma.
we actually did pretty okay! we got an 83 point something, i think. but we got a five-point deduction because of something really venial mr. f did. so technically the band's score was a 88 point something. which is so much better than our field show score ^___^
well, i might as well start from the very beginning of the day. i woke up at 5.45 AM. very early - too early x___x and then i got to school at 6.15ish. there we did the normal pre-competition stuff, which equates to: get your uniform and sit down and talk for an hour or so and then go on the bus and then leave. mmhm .. me and stephanie brushed on the bus. =) anyway, so we got there and did our parade and whatevers (it was very hot, and disgusting), and after that we changed and went to ralph's to buy some food. i shared a roast beef sandwich with my twin. i wonder what she did with the leftovers .. yeah. anyway, after that we went back to the bus and mr. f gave us a little talk on our scores and then we came back to school and then i got in line to put my shako away except first we needed to help unload the trailers which i did and in doing so i was rewarded by being allowed to put away my shako very very early and then i put my clarinet away and then i went home and that was a really long run-on sentence.
i played chrono cross today. it's addicting o___o
that's basically it.
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i immensely dislike _____________.
really, really, really.
EDIT >>
what could go in that blank? i'm not sure, because the list just goes on and on and on and on...
| | posted at 9.33 pm |
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feeling kind of stressed.
headaches are very annoying.
especially when you're trying to get things done.
sometimes i wish that i could just stop everything. it doesn't have to be for a long time, you know? just enough for you to catch your breath and sort things out. mentally. but i can't, and of course, i know it. so i just have to deal with it, i guess.
the good news is that i'm [almost] done for today. i still have to memorize this one part in my music, but for the most part i'm good enough. and i finished my hw, cleaned my room, etc. so i guess technically i could "stop everything" and take a break ... except that there are still so many things rushing about in my mind. so i guess what i really meant was that i'd get away from everything, even my own nagging thoughts. which is kind of silly, because if i'm thinking about it, then i obviously am in charge of it (i mean, no one else could be o___o) so that means that if i want it to stop, it will stop. but it doesn't.
now i'm going to get all nerdy and say that i want to know why. i want to know exactly why.
i wish i could be like dumbledore from the harry potter series. he can just dump his memories into that swirly silver thing called a pensive (correct me if i'm wrong, i haven't read hp in a while). if i had one of those i'd put all these unnecessary things cluttering my mind in it.
and again, of course, i know that i can't.
so what's the point in thinking about it? i don't know, maybe it's just the dreamer in me thinking. wishing. hoping. for something that is impossible.
pardon me if i sound rather .. cynical? but yes, that's how i sometimes am.
| | posted at 9.09 pm |
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[almost] 20 months <33
i love my daviddd.
today i went to the valley for a family get-together thing. we went to the macaroni grill. something very [quote] "xanga-worthy" [end quote] happened ...
my cousin jessica was eating this chicken thing covered in tomato sauce and cheese. about halfway through, she stopped eating it and her mom (my aunt) looked at her plate and gasped. she said,
"this chicken isn't even cooked!!"
and then there was this whole episode involving (potential) salmonella, lots of "i'm sorry"(s), even some tears (my cousin was scared), the manager, a forgetful chef, and a poor waiter caught in the middle.
what i want to know is: how she ate half a chicken and did know that it was raw.
all is well, however, because she's perfectly fine. (for now)
anywayy, after that, we went back to their house and i played with their uber-cute dog named JELLY! <33 he's a pure bred, four and a half month old maltese. tooooooo darn cute.
mmhmm ... and on the car ride back all i could think about was my lovely david. cause he's just so awesome like that. <333
| | posted at 9.57 pm |
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band comp today. i really really hope we don't get a 40-something again. x___x
i'll blog again later?
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WE IMPROVED! yay. we still got third place out of three, but at least we weren't terribly far away from first place (~10 pts).
i don't know why, but i find this so funny:
me: i've always wanted to try kickboxking.
twin: me too, because i always wanted to kick boxes.
twin love <3
today was the last field show competition for seniors ... i hope they all had fun =)
| | posted at 10.48 pm |
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Yay, new site ^___^
i was getting a bit tired of xanga.
real websites are so fun. (go free hosting! xD)
those little circles up there are going to be navigation. fyi.
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finished the navigation! i'll be working on other areas soon =)
might as well actually blog while i'm at it.
today was a pretty okay day ... i was REALLY tired though. i couldn't wake up this morning x___x marching was KILLER. at least that's done for today. a good thing: NO HOMEWORK! i have no homework this weekend ... i'm so happy ^___^ anyway .. today i didn't bring a jacket or sweater or anything and i got kinda cold soooo david lent me his sweater <3 haha i still have it. it smells goooooodddd xD
this is all for today .. maybe more later? ;D
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