Dead And Alone

Sitting alone,
She slits her wrists.
No one is home.
She clenches her fists.

Anger and pain,
Frustration and fear,
As blood pours from the vein,
She knows no one will care.

She lies on the ground.
Things start to go black.
She wants to turn around,
But it's too late to go back.

In her last couple breaths,
She closes her eyes.
Afraid to face death,
She starts to cry.

And now there on the floor,
She will lay.
Till somebody finds her
On some sorry day.

Goodbye Dad

All the things you said,
They didn't mean a thing.
With all the things you did,
And yet I still feel the same.

All the time you lied to me,
And told me "I love you."
And all the times that I lied back,
And said "I love you, too."

All the things you did to me,
That made me want to cry.
And all the crap you put me through,
Yet, I stayed by your side.

So here's to the perfect life,
That we will never have,
This, my final goodbye,
It's to you, my hopeless dad.

As I lie awake
And watch the sky,
I don't want to sleep,
I just want to die.

I just want to die,
And leave this place.
This cold and dark world,
Of shame and disgrace.

To leave this place,
And all that's in it.
To never look back.
No, not for a minute.

I want to never look back.
I just want to die,
But somehow for now,
I'm still alive.

Go ahead and make the cut,
It's not like you'll feel the pain.
You're numb to it since long ago,
Your prior cuts were all in vain.

Go ahead and make the cut,
The cut that will end you life.
End all your pain and suffering,
End all your toil and strife.

Go ahead and make the cut,
You know that people won't care.
Take your life without thinking twice,
End all you anuish and fear.