Memories

Sitting alone
In the back of the room,
Angry and scared
And full of dark gloom.

Thinking sad thoughts
That no one shall know,
I cry to myself
Though tears never show.

I get up to leave.
My thoughts spin around,
I get real dizzy
And fall to the ground.

I wake back up.
There are people all around.
Dazed and confused
My thoughts still spinning 'round.

I stand up and walk
To my next class.
I'll try not to think
Of my dark painful past.

My New Life

Scribbled feelings
On torn paper,
Broken hearts healing
In the land from our maker.

Life goes on
As if nothing happened,
But the light is gone
And the room is darkened.

Then you open the door
And light floods in.
Darkness no more
My new life will begin.

Waiting

Waiting for the world to end.
Waiting to find my true best friend.

Waiting to cry again tonight.
Waiting for the next big fight.

Waiting for my first real love.
Waiting to see if he's from "above."

Waiting to see if my heart he'll take.
Waiting for my first heartbreak.

Waiting makes my world go 'round.
Waiting keeps my feet on the ground.

Waiting here where I lie.
Waiting for the day I die.