you make the call
personally I know the person who wrote this stuff has some serious issues...
her broken wings cannot fly
her broken legs cannot run
her broken arms cannot hold
her broken heart cannot beat
dark angel dieing
there was no prevention
there was no doctor
there was no medicine
there was no cure
dark angel dieing
there are no friends to say goodbye
there are no mourners standing at the grave
there are no witnesses to mark her passing
dark angel died
and no one cared
I know that you still care, but the love, the love is no longer there and
I can still feel the pain
I know I have to hold it in, after all I've been with other men but
I can still feel the pain
It cuts me to pieces when I see, you with her right in front of me and
I can still feel the pain
you can have all my thoughts, I don't need them anymore
you can have all my hopes and dreams and all my happy things
all my smiles and all my sighs as I tell you goodbye
I dont need them anymore
take all my pride, take all my pain,take all my tears that fall like rain
take my heart and my soul,as I watch you leave and go
I don't need them anymore
you can have my dignity and pride, I dont need it anymore
you can have all my fire deep inside, I dont need it anymore
you can have all that I lack
as you leave and don't look back
as I tell you goodbye
I don't need you anymore
I want to be alone with you
but it can't be and you can't see me
but your always on my mind
just another face in the crowd
you can't hear my voice, the noise is too loud
I'm lost in the sea that surrounds the stage
and you'll never see my face after the lights fade
but your always on my mind
I see you and I want to be there too
I want to be alone with you
but you can't see me and I know it will never be
but you are always on my mind
I need you
I must be needed
I do not want to be told
I want you
I must be wanted
I do not want to be told
I love you
I must be loved
for if not , then I am not
and you are nothing to me
I am blind
to those who had ears and yet didn't hear my cries
I am deaf
to those who had emotions and yet didn't feel my pain
I am not real
eyes that are blind, ears that are deaf
tongues that are mute, hearts that are cold
where exists reality and where illusion?
is reality a world of statues in which I wander
endlessly, watching faces frozen in a kalidescope of color? or am I the statue stationary in time watching the world circle in frozen eyes of illusion?
to what beings belong dispair?
where do tears flow when they fall down
our cheeks like waterfalls of sorrow?
what is the human condition akin too?
Is life the same as death?
Is closing one's eyes forever the same as
opening them upon the infinite endlessly?
Is one's last gasp the beginning of the first?
when does life begin and when does it end?
Is the first the last and the last the first?
knowing is not the same as learning
knowing the beginning, knowing the end, does this not end the learning of living?
without learning then there is only knowing that
we are the objects of derision
and we are the beings who own dispair
he seems nice
craps, he's cheating with your best friend
play the game again, draw your cards
he says he is different
busted straight, he stole all your money
play the game again, bet on black spin the wheel
he says he's just a big teddy bear
red's the winner and teddy broke your arm when
dinner was late
play the game again , and again, and again
loser everytime
you live, you learn, you fight, you try
but nothing is as it seems
get an education follow your heart, and the world will be yours
but reality is a one room shack with three starving kids on the floor
the car is broke and so is your heart as the next night shift begins
you sell your soul to make the dough and wonder how it will end....
death is not fickle nor does he lie
he is what he is
silent and all encompassing
as he makes his way in the world death does not turn away when needed
he never denies the one he is with
death does not leave one soul for another
considered more desirable
death does not use and abuse for pleasure
he grants all his love equally
death is my lover forever
and in his eternal embrace
I will find peace at last
you didn't give a fuck if I tried
You thought it lame that I would die without you
till I got a gun and loaded the same
left only a note with just your name
left you feeling the guilt and taking the blame
till it ate you up inside
You were heartless to me until I was gone
Now all you can hear is our last song
and its driving you so crazy that all you can see
is that your life is pointless without me
now it is too late to say I did care
now is is too late so say I wanted to be there
now it is too late to regret the past
the love is gone and only guilt lasts
so what will you do now that your alone
guiltstricken and lonely and on your own
no matter where you go and who you may see
my revenge is this....you will only see me
grab your shotgun , your 9mm and lets go
gun down the idiots , the freaks, the jerks
for some it is fun , for me its just work
blood on the pavement
blood on the wall
not gonna stop untill they all fall
down
down
down
who's next???
Your teachers lied to you, you will never use calculus
Your preacher lied to you, salvation doesn't rely on one attendence every Sunday
Your boyfriend lied to you, you weren't the first and you won't be the last
Your wife lied to you , she wasnt playing bingo at 2 am
Your kids lied to you, they have 200$a day habits and syphillis
Your insurance company lied to you, you are covered, they just aren't going to pay
Your doctor lied to you, the benign lump is cancerous and it is spreading
Your police lied to you, they let the child molester go free
Your government lied to you, what you don't know can hurt you
Your judicial system lied to you, your guilty until proven innocent
Trust no one...and get fucked anyway