A little screwy on the dates those last few entires...*shrug*. Training is complete. SLT, Mock Door Mass Exit - 34 Tower w/ combat load & mass exit. Swing Harness & EMergency Landings/Collisions...Now all that seperates me from my silver wings is falling outta a plane 5 times next week. Mandatory 5 mile run at about an 8 min pace -- too easy.
Tomorrow is easy street - we were let of early today as it was. Roll call isn't till 0630 tommorrow! I recall those days when that was horrendously early...Hahahaha! Sheesh.
Got a letter from Karmen Anderson Today -- She was supposed to outprocess today & be on her way home...Kristy Wright said to say "hi"...Sent a letter to Christa yesterday. Amazing how many I have known & do know, yet how unlucky in love I seem to be. I was wondering earlier if it's God's way of "getting at me" for my questioning . As in if I were to have faith & belief, I'd find the woman I "seek". Had a discussion on religion w/ Joe & Dan. Their faith is strong but I cannot help but question the validity of this: their staunch determination that their religion -- i.e. straight laced christianity, is the only valid religion leading to the glory of God. Forgive my thoughts but that is _awfully_ pompous.
Yet I must wonder, if life is a spiritual test, am I failing because of my indecisiviness and lack of faith? I can only assume so...yet I'm justified my thoughts to myself quite well over the years, haven't I. What real reason besides stubborness have I though? After all - there are many questions unanswerable w/o some sort of higher power...
"Magic Bus"