04.16.99
One week down. Mock Door - 34 Ft tower; PT runs & the grand PLF -- Prachute Landing Fall...Qualified on everything -- also did Parachute Recovery Methods...Training is a bit more demanding -- but doable..
There's a woman here SPC Allen, Roster # 11C. (We put our RN#'s on our Ballistic Helmets) that reminds me of christaaa...I find myself staring at her sometimes -- smae hieght, hair & countenance seemingly atttitude from what I've seen. I'd approach her but she & another guy already seem a little intrigues with each other.
I went to a briefing a few dasy ago about RIP -- Ranger Indocranation Program...and it looked exciting to do, be put in a Ranger Bn & go to Ranger School...but I'm getting sick of training -- been over 6 months...I want to go to permanent party & regain semi-real life status...i.e. go see a show!
I feel drained. It's hard to conjure wholistic thoughts about myself & my path. Kennedy's trying to hook up with another female...it's funny in a way, but sad in yet the same way -- Rivas just a couple weeks ago/away...
Georgiaaa...say it again -- place has no meaning now. Nothing's changed except the people.
Everyone wants to go out tonight, btu I'm really just not up for it. I dunno thought, I don't want to be a party pooper...
I saw Wysetta briefly a few days ago at the chow hall, but didn't get a chance to say hello...
In the past six months, my entire life has changed forever. This military life has taken hold & shaped me into a better person to an extent -- my drive & focus has grown stronger -- I'm much more devoted to certain tasks assigned me.