01.20.99

No time to write yesterday – had the norm 2 hour FG shift from 0100-0300, ao I crashed a bit early to get some sleep…

DS Teope was not pleased w/ the cleanliness of the commen areas that day, so we were forced to clean during personal time…

That day included inprocessing & bus rides…This day included detail, being appointed leader  (due to rank)  of a detail, and more detail…Have been getting to know Wright quite a bit, and I like her, a lot…from her actions, the feeling is of lust slightly mutual ?  It’s the oddest feeling that I’ve known someone like her – she so reminds me of someone – the cloest I can come is Lydia…but that’s just not quite right.  Something screams déjà vu but I’m sure I’ve never even seen her b4 – she lives in Virginia and is going back NG…I’m left to wonder, once again, about the possibilities of reincarnation & glimpses of past life – experiences through such déjà vu – My 1st trip to Hawaii w/ Mom & Dad – swimming in the ocean I felt an ever keener sense of déjà vu – but perhaps it was my young age, uncomprehending of so much still that makes it stronger than this new deja vu…boggles the mind it does, but facts are, I really like this women, and, luckily enough, will be spending the next three months near her…Yes, class will not start until Feb 8th, hence all the detail…

I’ve found myself recanting an earlier statement…the army has changed me somewhat…I seem more serious & focused now, less “lost in the wind” & given to such unpredictable & illogical acts…