TITLE: Yesterday's Ghosts

AUTHOR: Rainie

EMAIL: [email protected]

DISCLAIMER: Joss, not I.

DISTRIBUTION: Please ask first

CATEGORY: B/S

RATING: PG

PART: 5/16

Midnight Thoughts

Out.

Our secret is out.

Not that I had anything to do with it in the first place.

Although I like thinking of it as our secret, since matter of factly I'm the only one who knows, well except for the slayer, of course.

She still refuses to talk.

Sure, she kinda relaxes around me.

But hey, you don't need to be no bloody clairvoyant to...

Was that double negation? Ehw, she really messes with my brain!

I suppose she's right to keep this one from her friends.

Her watcher - boy, I can imagine him freaking.

The slayer's unhappy. I can see it in her eyes.

Well I'm unhappy, too, though I'm not the one carrying the brat my idiot of a sire shot her, looking like a whale, anytime soon.

I wonder.

Does she hope to get rid of it?

Is that why she keeps up slaying?

Or is it more like she hopes for Angelus to turn soft, if he were to find out. No. She can't be that stupid, can she?

Oh blast it, this is so bloody ridiculous.

And still, I really feel for her.

And I really need her to talk.

Part 6

get me outa here