TITLE: Yesterday's Ghosts
AUTHOR: Rainie
EMAIL: [email protected]
DISCLAIMER: Joss, not I.
DISTRIBUTION: Please ask first
CATEGORY: B/S
RATING: PG
PART: 1/16
Losses
So vulnerable.
So almost human.
I watch him sleep.
My mortal enemy, curled up in bed.
How am I ever gonna tell them? Tell him?
My body aches - Angel...
What happened? How could he do this to me?
And Spike?
Didn't you get it?
Didn't you realize I wanted him to defeat?
Didn't you realize I wanted him to end it for me?
Why couldn't you just leave me to die?
Now all will get hurt.
How am I ever gonna tell them? Tell you?
My eyes drill into the sleeping vampire.
Why?
I know he can feel me, just as I can feel him.
God, please, make it go away. Please don't make me hurt them, again.