TITLE: Love Me Back
AUTHOR: Rainie
EMAIL: [email protected]
DISCLAIMER: Joss, not I.
DISTRIBUTION: Please ask first
CATEGORY: B/A
RATING: PG
PART: 1/1
Buffy's Thought
Dead.
Rotten and mouldy.
Well hidden under a pretty facade.
It hurts so much.
So much I want to cry.
But I can't.
It's almost as so my body refuses to produce any more tears.
My heart, my spirit - all numb. All frozen.
For days and months I have been screaming in pain, silently.
Now there is silence.
My soul too desperate, too burned out to stand up and fight.
Too devastated to even try to live.
My heart has been ripped away from me.
There are memories, of course. But apart from this, there is nothing.
Nothing worth living, nothing worth fighting for.
I am so lonely.
There are only two options.
Angel...
I can not live with an other rejection.
So please, whatever power might be out there, make it quick.
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