b-a poems

B/A Poems by Sired Passion

Disclaimer:I do not own the characters of "BtVS" and "Angel", nor do I own any rights to the television shows "Buffy the Vampire Slayer" and "Angel". They were created by Joss Whedon and belong to him, Mutant Enemy, Sandollar Television, Kuzui Enterprises, 20th Century Fox Television and the WB Television Network,... I own nothing! (Hey,do you think I could be so mean to them?!) So nobody sue!
Couple: "Angel"/"Buffy" -- of course!!!
Spoilers: everything and nothing - makes sense? - and "IWRY"
Rating: ? -- angst!
Thanks to: DB, SMG and all the B/A fan fic writers for keeping me alive
Feedback: Yes please, but be nice!
Author's Note: major angst

My emotions were uninvited.
How much I sometimes wish to stop to feel, to stop to feel at all.
I don´t want to care.No more hurt, no more pain.
But I can´t.
I don´t want to stop.I want to feel.
I tasted love and now I crave for it, I plead.
Sometimes I feel exhausted, numb.
But then again, I can see it in their eyes and I recognize my own passion.

So Love Me

I thought I had dreamt but I couldn´t wake up
my dream spread through time and space
I went from pure love to pain to never ending love in pain
my feelings will never change
I have to tell you that in my dreams
you'll always be with me
so love me in my reality
so love me in my reality and stop me
from falling into my nightmares
that stand for losing you
be with me
cry with me and hold me
touch my soul and never let me go
don't leave me back behind because
I won't move on
knowing you how could I ever
get over you
how could I ever forget you my love
my soulmate my angel
my Angel

Dreaming

Dreaming in my sleep that is day
dreaming sweet dreams of you
making me feel that you are still here
lying in my arms with me
breathing sweet and tender kisses
kissing you with fever and you're never going to leave

Dreaming in my sleep tonight
dreaming of my dreams that I share the day
making me feel beloved and shiny
lying in your arms with thee
breathing you in feeling your beating heart
kissing you with fever and you're never going to leave

Dreaming in my day that is night
dreaming of a life with you
making me feel like my redemption
laying my heart in your hands
breathing you in absorbing your love
kissing you with fever and you're never going to leave

Dreaming every hour of my day
dreaming of my hidden longing that is always
making me feel so lonely without you
laying open my soul to you
breathing in the love you give me
kissing you with fever and you're never going to leave

Every breath I took has been for you
I gave life up to rescue yours

Every breath I take gets harder without you
I want to die without you

Why

Why is the question
that I have fear to ask
Why is the answer
to everything I ask
Why do I love you
because you are my everything
so Why did I leave you
because Why became too much

Love is the feeling
that I have fear to feel
Love is the answer
to everything I long for

Why do I Love you
because you are my everything
so Why did I leave you
because fear became too much

Fear is the nausea
that I feel in pain
Fear is the answer
for everything I run away
Why do I Love you
because you are my everything
so Why did I leave you
because I feel Fear of missing you

Don't

Don't tell me how much you love me
´cause you don't

Don't tell me that everything will be fine
´cause it won't

Don't tell me lies about my life
´cause I have none without you

About T

Desperate feelings are hunting me
through my never ending night.
I'm spending my
time fearing
the realization.
The fear of losing you is running
through my veins.
The pain of loving you is in every unneeded breath I
take.
I love you so much
that it's eating me up inside
to know
that I can't have you,
that I have to let you go.

Time

Time stands still. Nobody out there. The vast is clear into eternity.
My heart pounds strong, my breath moves along, causing giggles from my lover.
Our hands roam free, nowhere else to be, my heart is full of joy.
Pleasure washes over me like it always should be. Only with thee.
Whisper words of love, my soul feels free. Joint as one we move.
I want the time to stop. - Don´t move, I believe I die - of joy.
Screams escape the silent night. You are still here and you´ll never going to leave.
Then my heart stops, I long for your kiss, but the sunrise killed my dreams.

Angel Divine

by Cass and Alex. Sharp fangs break my skin - He´s so much more than pure sin
His lusty body, I love so much... Come on baby, I want your touch
My love for him is so much more - Come lover, take my blood you can´t ignore
The love that flows through these veins of mine
The passion courses through my body up to my brain
Feel my pleasure on your tongue and share the taste
There is no time for us to waste - Eternity isn´t long enough
For two lovers finally united in state of ecstasy
Which is my place always to be

In Loving Memory

The love that rules my heart
is meant to be
by the everlasting beauty of destiny

Like passion is the source
to be able to feel is the point
finest moments are the cause

The price is high to pay
I crave for what is truth
consciousness turns into dream
the highest aim is not to lose

The cruelty of restless fate
the force to rip my world
my heaven falls apart, I´m afraid
blame the angels that invaded my soul

I looked deep into eyes and
felt love that does exist
opened my heart
for the power of passion
longing for eternity in my very own being

When the devil in detail rose
destroyed my sheltering unreality
and pulled me back into my own drowning
in the cruelty of reality

In loving memory of the beauty of destiny

Are the memories everything that is left?
Thank you for letting me drown in my pain.

The End

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