siane_silvermyst: 'ello landon, how are you

siane_silvermyst: 'ello landon, how are you?

eternumpace: ello ello, Beth? was that your real name?

siane_silvermyst: aye it is

eternumpace: righto. hows tricks?

siane_silvermyst: tricks are for kids ;}

eternumpace: and for wabbits

siane_silvermyst: *chuckles* so what ya been up to?

eternumpace: nuttin honey

siane_silvermyst: ahhh personally i like cocoa krispies, and froot loops since we on the topic of cereals

eternumpace: i'm more of a wheatabix man myself

siane_silvermyst: ahhh havn't heard of that one

eternumpace: maybe you don't have it there

siane_silvermyst: very possible

eternumpace: Our world is a dark and magical cave into which the Buddha the Father and the one true God ceaselessly penetrate for the sake of the one true orgasm, which is, in a word, heaven, but in a human, the cosmos

eternumpace: Our world is like a smoke filled nightclug, a panacea of proflegate portents. don't you think?

siane_silvermyst: erm.... not sure what night clubs are like tobe honest...so how can i answer that?

eternumpace: have a drink, light a ciggy and make up corny one liners to annoy your husband with, plus speak at the top of your lungs

siane_silvermyst: erm.... welp that not me so....

eternumpace: yeah. i'm not a big club person myself. i was interested more in the metaphor

siane_silvermyst: well not everyone can relate to it ;{

eternumpace: i find myself, i get so obsessing with judging my self and my life that i can miss the gold that is the pure experience, so i created that description of how reality is both dual and nondual, raw and golden

siane_silvermyst: mkay, but why judge ones self, when you can just do?

eternumpace: why in deed

eternumpace: i think i need a wife. do you know anyone?

siane_silvermyst: erm.... i know a separeted chic but she purely psysical type and kinda on hefty side

eternumpace: i read somewhere that a wife can shape one's whole life (for a man)

eternumpace: how hefty?

siane_silvermyst: like 240 or 230 lbs

eternumpace: hmm, that's almost hundred pounds heavier than me. we would like like a hotdog and a bun

siane_silvermyst: heheh yah... and she about 5'6" or so....

eternumpace: so the dog would hang out of the bun by half a foot

siane_silvermyst: *trying hard not to laugh*

siane_silvermyst: how old are ya?

eternumpace: 28

siane_silvermyst: think ya a year or 2 older then her

eternumpace: i have a horny heart right now

siane_silvermyst: the condition sounds rather painful

eternumpace: naw. it is rather delightful

eternumpace: i've just got to remember to go easy on the coffee

siane_silvermyst: mkay

siane_silvermyst: i gotta have me coffee

eternumpace: coffee does me no good. tires me out and gives me a headache

siane_silvermyst: i get a headache if i don't have it

eternumpace: kindof like marriage

siane_silvermyst: lol

eternumpace: yes. that is what ceffeine does! a common physiological response

siane_silvermyst: (to many years of drinking it)

eternumpace: coffee produces and alleviates psychic strain. like bad sex

siane_silvermyst: mkay...explain that one

eternumpace: reading wilhel reich you'd think he thinks that almost nobody has good sex

eternumpace: wilhelm reich writes taht we have a psychic bladder that the needs emptying (pleasure) and filling (anxiety).

eternumpace: or i suppose those could be transposed

siane_silvermyst: name of book?

eternumpace: hmm. thinking...i believe it is called The Orgasm

eternumpace: have you ever tried tantric masterbation?

siane_silvermyst: lol, it sounds mmore like he's deprived

eternumpace: well, that could very well be :-)

siane_silvermyst: nope..., heard of tantric sex

eternumpace: same thing

siane_silvermyst: have no desire to try it

eternumpace: physiologically, masterbation and sex are the same

siane_silvermyst: well my bud is online now, we gonna go gaming

eternumpace: game on game on game on

eternumpace: i need to go do whatever it is i do

eternumpace: bye!

siane_silvermyst: adieu

eternumpace: bless you

siane_silvermyst: you also

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Entering Buddhism 1...

norma-john19: ???

norma-john19: hey

sunravyn2: hey?

norma-john19: how r u

sunravyn2: good and you?

norma-john19: good

norma-john19: there u r

sunravyn2: not many ppl around

sunravyn2: hiya eternum

eternumpace: hi, sun

sunravyn2: ltns

norma-john19: no not many at all

eternumpace: they are probably watching maury povich in the infinite fields of luminescence

sunravyn2: ewwww

norma-john19: ahhhhhh maury

sunravyn2: you still up in canada -or do i have you mixed up with someone else?

eternumpace: sunravyn, is your name meant to be a prepositional clause of some sort, or is it a straight noun?

norma-john19: im gonna be changing my nick soon but i dont know wot to yet

eternumpace: WEll Casseopiea is ancient Queen that was banished to the stars

eternumpace: Mars is both the god of war but also enlightenment from the stuff of life

eternumpace: Merlin is a sage in the tradition of the fisher kings or men in charge of bringing people through the dark mysteries into the light of heaven

norma-john19: ok when i say merlin i mean magician from the time of gwynedd

eternumpace: plus. do not forget that all the gods, male or female, were also androgynous, or capable of taking on the traits of either or both sexes

eternumpace: it is an ancient roman tradition of initiationg yboys into manhood by having sex with them

norma-john19: never will i have a name that has anything to do with that

wongfeihung5518: I would say my worest fear would be loss of control of thought

wongfeihung5518: I have no idea about that, but I do know that humans need fear

eternumpace: i'm reading some wilhelm reich and he illuminates many of my suppositions

wongfeihung5518: In this day and age there are not many really horrible fears