janiepop: heelo hun

janiepop: sorry to have missed you on my last visits

eternumpace: i was just trying to im you

janiepop: I have just arrived

janiepop: this veritable minute

janiepop: how have you been

janiepop: ???

eternumpace: aaah. thaz alright. i don't mind. i'm been very well thank you. how you been?

janiepop: very well

janiepop: Mike is making a good recovery

janiepop: and apart from a fat foot and looking pale he is fien too

eternumpace: excellent.

janiepop: and fine

janiepop: he has been my main concern

eternumpace: my uncle in britain had a small stroke but he is fine and dandy now. otherwise all my family are well too

janiepop: good

janiepop: Landon as we get older lol

janiepop: we start every conversation with what nurses call the 'ward report' lol

eternumpace: my oh my. that's just like me sometimes

janiepop: lol

janiepop: or if we have some medical issues we don't even need to be in any age group te he

eternumpace: well. what i've been trying to tell you lately is that i found great video all about Persephone

janiepop: our health and well being are our priorities

janiepop: did you wonderful ...tell all

eternumpace: well the video is of a lecture given by my faf guy, Joseph Cambell on the meaning of myth

janiepop: ahhh JC

eternumpace: and he talks about the rite of passage of the "initiate" into the mysteries of life

janiepop: nice one

eternumpace: Coming to the doorway to the underworld he is greeted by Demeter (goddess of the outer earth or soil) and then Persephone, who dwells in the caves of the deep earth

janiepop: ahhh Demeter sound like my sister Mary

janiepop: mmm it's like levels isn;t it ...in the mind's 'appreciation' og the ? myth of life

eternumpace: some of the minutia are now lost on me but the essense of the tale is of regeneration into the cycle of birth and death and rebirth, so persephone becomes a sortof Christ like figure

janiepop: I understand that idea

janiepop: the resurrection story to me is only to be understood as myth

janiepop: metpahor

eternumpace: it is interesting, yes. how myth and ancient myth in particular carries such a powerful message, in many ways much more sane than many so called modern allegories

janiepop: yes

janiepop: we got lost at ground zero

janiepop: mysticism got lot from the Church as well

janiepop: lost

janiepop: it's an amazing transition

eternumpace: you are right. JC says that, too, how the equation of history with myth forced a lot of people out of the seats of their soul

eternumpace: it is somewhat ironic though, that religion of most forms is probably redeeming even of itself if practices with a certain sincerity of heart

janiepop: yes ..it seems that the rise of Western materialism did it

janiepop: it isn't so still in Eastern traditions though

janiepop: so it isn't a world wide phenomenon

janiepop: Landon dear as you know I am a Catholic

eternumpace: hmm. that would seem to be concurrent with it but i wouldn't be so quick to give eastern culture a passing grade either, they, after all, do have a rather strange sense or no-sense of the role of the ego

eternumpace: about as much akin to their cultural history as the printing press is to ours

janiepop: I love that .....lol @passing grade

eternumpace: true, though, i would agree that eastern mysticism is in many ways more sophisticated than our occidental trappings

janiepop: I'd give them a passing grade on NOT understanding the role of the ego

eternumpace: but isn't that always the way or rather it is the way that the more fixed we our in our path the more we understand all paths

eternumpace: i read in a book about samurai

janiepop: yes quite so

janiepop: quite so

eternumpace: so there is a synergy between east and west

janiepop: and the dear Dali Lama says that too

eternumpace: yes. i like when he speaks about compassion as the universal religion

eternumpace: he is one of my fav persons for sure

janiepop: he 'cautions' ppl about adopting Buddhism for example

eternumpace: yes. is that so?

janiepop: since he says they will encounter particular philosophical ideas that wil distract them

janiepop: from the practice

eternumpace: yeah. Campbell says something similar, that a westerner coming to do buddhism will utter confuse or overwhelm the fragile ego of the master and so lose the essential message. but i would say that everyone would get something, just not the same thing always

eternumpace: i like zen, personally

eternumpace: The west and the east are, like the sea and sky, ever propitious to one another. One shares reason. One shares purpose. In one the sun sets. In one, the sun also rises. The bi-location of cosmic energy and intelligence makes that thing called love and proves to all nations, all principalities native and abroad in the unseen realms of human imagination, that we are of and are with that music passed from cup to cup and life to death; no less than the communion of angels. There is no brighter and no darker semblance of intelligence than the ability to comprehend the incomprehensible; human love is not just in the basic elements of the universe, it functions perfectly without.

 

janiepop: the DL says they are advised to find , if they can, the essences in their own traditions

janiepop: I know that the Catholic tradition has lost a lot of it's mystical prayer fro example

eternumpace: hmm. wise guy:-)

eternumpace: sorry bout the yello btw

janiepop: he sure is a wise guy

eternumpace: i like to think of us all as a nexus of the spheres

eternumpace: you know what i realized i need to change about my brain of late?

janiepop: you are an amazing scholar Landon

janiepop: what dear heart

eternumpace: ty kindly :-)

janiepop: re brain

eternumpace: i use my analytical or good/bad mind way to much with regard to my relationships with people

janiepop: do you

eternumpace: rather than just appreciate my experiences i judge them and categorize them way too much

janiepop: how so ?

eternumpace: hnmm...

janiepop: that is a stage ..the ego needs to do that at your age I think

eternumpace: yeah? well i would like to grow out of it soon

janiepop: you are even as you speak

eternumpace: i find that my mind just rests at ease because then i am not judging my self!

janiepop: knowing that this is what you'd liek to do  ...it happening

janiepop: there is a difference between judging and observing

eternumpace: i think i am endeavoring to move in that direction. i think it is also important, though, not to have to high expectiations of effecting things per se so much as recognizing how much ability we have to shape and colour our immediet perceptions and memories

janiepop: you will use your towering intellect in exactlt the right way ...as a power for good

eternumpace: i found the other day while speaking wiht my father, that i took on the same mental posture/ state of mind that I might adopt while writing. that was a big revelation for me

janiepop: it sounds like a very good experience

eternumpace: i think it means that i have learned to utilize my animus in a very cognitive fashion in order to deal with the world around me

janiepop: you are getting less ??mmmm 'blown about' by the emotion of the encounter

eternumpace: in so doing, i have burgeoned a fear of authority and of my own sexual desires

eternumpace: thereby alienating myself from intimate relationships

janiepop: now there's something to eb proud of

eternumpace: yes. what you say. less blown about

janiepop: you always put it more elegantly

eternumpace: but i don't know precisely what to do about it accep to accept that my body knows how to heal itself

eternumpace: has been for much longer than i have recognized probably

janiepop: aahhhh now that's my favourite topic ..the body knows

eternumpace: at least, though, if i can accept the problem it means it can no longer have such a strong hold on me

janiepop: well I would say there is a fount of cosmic wisdom which we tap

eternumpace: yes...

eternumpace: wow. i always have such good discussion with you

janiepop: that is mystical prayer

janiepop: as I do with you

janiepop: our conversations are transforming

eternumpace: wouldn't you say though that my "problem" is endemic to most people?

janiepop: yes I would agree

janiepop: you are not alone

eternumpace: and that said "problem" informs the sortof false panaceas that characterize dogma and supersition?

janiepop: but ppl forget the FORCE

eternumpace: the force?

janiepop: yes as time has gone by I have become way less dogmatic aboutthe dogma

janiepop: the FORCE yes

janiepop: it's all the same

janiepop: whether you call it God or the Force

janiepop: or the lifeforce

eternumpace: well einstein did say the intellgence in many the case, which i take for "all" is just the sum of our acquired prejudices by age 18

janiepop: I think we can tap the eternal wisdom

eternumpace: yes. i hope so :-)

janiepop: many stay at 18

janiepop: they don't move on from there

eternumpace: hey, janie. you would like the comedy, DOGMA. you can rent it. it talks about what you are saying.

janiepop: ty will do

eternumpace: i think i might rent it too

janiepop: may I digress briefly

eternumpace: hey, that reminds me. i started that Moore tape about care of the soul today.

eternumpace: ok. digress away

janiepop: good stugg huh

janiepop: stuff

janiepop: he says a lot about myth

eternumpace: he is very good. i think i might have rented a tap of his before as well. it is marvelous and refreshing

janiepop: great

eternumpace: yeah. a lot of myth. i like that

janiepop: now two digressions

eternumpace: oky

janiepop: 1)

janiepop: you asked me if you think you need a ?wife

eternumpace: oh yes:-)

janiepop: let's take that one first

eternumpace: i can't even talk to my parents about that

janiepop: tell me what you are thinking about that and I will respond

eternumpace: ok

janiepop: while you type I will gran another cuppa

janiepop: b

eternumpace: well, i have thought about it off and on for the last couple years

eternumpace: i am attracted to creating a home having perhaps more control of that home than i did as a child, i suppose

eternumpace: but at the same time i am forever in a state of fantasy over recreating and the actual home i once lived in as a child. so i become a fraid of my desires, thinking they are hopelessly narcissistic

eternumpace: i met a woman last year for instance, and the very sight of her made me feel weak and terribly panicked all at once, so much so i just distanced myself

eternumpace: i don't mind admitting that intimacy terrifies me

eternumpace: so i think i would just go off the deep end

eternumpace: i mean, you see the things i write. i'm a great writer, but communication is not my forte

eternumpace: add to this that an astrolger whom i highly regard informed me kindly that my stars to not favour relationships in my life, that i am much too mental

eternumpace: no pun intended lol

eternumpace: i mean. i am happy. like right now. i get joy from loving interactions. but my mind is way tooo WILD for anything that doesn't have me at the centre

eternumpace: and I am so hopelessly over vigilant with protecting my own feelings that i know i would make a sham of any relationship

eternumpace: i mean, i am honest with myself at least.

eternumpace: is that enough?

eternumpace: :-)

janiepop: it is the start dear heart

janiepop: we can heal what we can feel

eternumpace: well that sounds positive

janiepop: I have called my husband to read this

eternumpace: is gearing up for his shrink appointment tomorrow

janiepop: do you mind ?

eternumpace: he is going to laugh his ass off

janiepop: no he isn't

janiepop: he is pretty wise about men

janiepop: after al he is one himself

eternumpace: ya

janiepop: he undersatands

janiepop: do you mind

eternumpace: well. if he is kind enough to show some interest. go ahead

janiepop: if he reads this

eternumpace: ok. please do.

janiepop: now you wait there

janiepop: he'll read

eternumpace: kk

janiepop: this will taek us a few minutes

janiepop: ok

eternumpace: i understand.

eternumpace: i think you would like something i recently wrote...at...

eternumpace: http://www.geocities.com/rainbowserpent5/WitchesRood1.html

janiepop: Ladon

eternumpace: hello

janiepop: hello back agin after reading the posts above

eternumpace: aye

janiepop: Mike says ....... 'are you trying to tell us you are normal Landon ..everyoen has those feelings ' ?

janiepop: to a greater or lesser extent

eternumpace: *chuckle. well that's good to hear once in a while

janiepop: Mike says that Jane has a lovely expression ...feel the fear and do it anyway

eternumpace: i will have to incant that one from now on

janiepop: smiles

eternumpace: why does the word diaphanous have such pejorative connations. it needn't. it's a very descriptive and ironic adjective lol

eternumpace: today, i believe i am diaphanous

janiepop: what do you mean exactly

eternumpace: a fantasy that is one hair's breath away from reality :-)

janiepop: what about this

janiepop: why not think about putting you toe in the water first

eternumpace: well, my words yes. when one gets all consumes with anxiety

eternumpace: i know. my therapist says to pick some goal that people would understand and then shoot for it

janiepop: about relationships

janiepop: start small

janiepop: test it

eternumpace: i am really good distant friend, though. we need more people like me

eternumpace: and am the guy behind the guy behind the guy

eternumpace: i'm sorry. i know you are right.

janiepop: ROFLOL

janiepop: the fear factor is a big one

eternumpace: feel the fear but do it anyway

eternumpace: i did that ONCE

janiepop: and ?

eternumpace: a few years back. i wanted to cliff jump. a friend helped me to do the breathing right. and i did it!

janiepop: what kind of cliff jumping

eternumpace: and both times i have confessed to women that i was attracted to that I was attracted to them they said no. no. make that 3 times.

eternumpace: about a 30-40 ft rock outcropping over a lake

eternumpace: no. make that 4 times

eternumpace: .no. make that 5 times lol

janiepop: you didn't think you'd jump off a small rock first at all ?

eternumpace: well. yeah. i did start low down

eternumpace: and tested the water first :-)

janiepop: you know Landon

janiepop: you know Landon

eternumpace: yes?

janiepop: now hear this

janiepop: do I have your full atention

eternumpace: yes

janiepop: I hear about your anxiety

janiepop: and I hear about your dread

janiepop: and I hear about your fear of close commuiniaction

janiepop: and being ego centric

janiepop: but

janiepop: but

janiepop: and but I say

eternumpace: ok ok

janiepop: you are very appropriate

eternumpace: you mean like age appropriate?

janiepop: always very very approprite and sensitive to others

janiepop: no

janiepop: no

janiepop: and no

janiepop: no you are always very appropriate

janiepop: you take turns

janiepop: are very respectful of others

eternumpace: not everyone would agree. but i do try i suppose

janiepop: I think you're overdoing it

janiepop: I think you just need practice

eternumpace: yes. that is entirely possible

eternumpace: on both accounts

janiepop: often we can get fearful and what we are fearing is the fear itself ...not the stimulus

eternumpace: if only i could go back to kindergarten with all i know now

eternumpace: i believe that is true, yes

janiepop: me too

eternumpace: i mean like knowing what you just told me lol

eternumpace: christ

janiepop: I usually think that I'd like to be about 27 and know what I knwo now

eternumpace: actually i wish i could be in my mid thirties already. i have this overwhelming sense lately of wanting to be thru with this stage of my life

janiepop: and you will

janiepop: Landon

eternumpace: boy, janie. i always feel like i should pay you. i think i really needed to talk about these things and now you have opened me up.

janiepop: half the people who come here are struggling in marraiges cos they are a bit to self absorbed

janiepop: too

eternumpace: tell me if you agree with this...

janiepop: sure

eternumpace: i read that a woman shapes a marriage, or a man's life and that a man is the form of her shaping energy

eternumpace: let your husband read That!

eternumpace: but i suppose one could and should read that symbolically in terms of feminine and masculine

eternumpace: a woman, i suppose, is the agent or initiator of communion. is that true?

janiepop: Mike agrees that this is largely true

eternumpace: oh. wow. that's cool :-)

eternumpace: joseph campbell wrote that btw

janiepop: tell you what I think

janiepop: he's a smart guy that jc

eternumpace: what do YOU think?

janiepop: I was as narcisstic and hedonistic as anyone

janiepop: when I was young ...relatively anyway

eternumpace: *chuckle. funny to hear you say that. that means woman i have met may actually grow up to be as cool as you. cricky. what a thought!

janiepop: and

janiepop: abort that idea and say this

janiepop: you would be a gift Landon

janiepop: to any nice woman

janiepop: I mean this most sincerely

eternumpace: wel bless my heart. i would love to believe that. my confidence could probably use the boost

janiepop: courage she said and pointed to the shore lol

eternumpace: wow. i like that. what is that from?

eternumpace: i may use that :-)

janiepop: The Lotus Eaters I think ? Tennyson

eternumpace: hmm. interesting

janiepop: going back to hedonists

eternumpace: this computer is worth a million dollars to me because without it, we would not be able to talk. tee hee

janiepop: moi at prebaby stage

eternumpace: i'm listen

janiepop: babies and the shaping force for women

eternumpace: babies are the shaping force for women?

janiepop: I had a baby at 27 and that baby needed a lot of help

janiepop: yes women put aside their egos when they have babies

janiepop: most do

eternumpace: hmm. that's neat

janiepop: something happens

eternumpace: so it can be a kindof rebirth for the mother?

janiepop: you don't realise it

janiepop: yes Landon I think that is how it happens

eternumpace: wow

janiepop: giving birth

janiepop: is rebirth for some but not all

eternumpace: yeah

eternumpace: ok

janiepop: it depends

eternumpace: thomas moore said something interesting to me today

janiepop: I think that in giving rebirth we somehow 'transfer' that to others

janiepop: especially others around us

janiepop: maybe men ?

eternumpace: about the far reaches of narcissism we may actually find that there are parts of ourselves we confuse for others and fall in love them only to discover they are us

eternumpace: that transferrence thing seems really tricky

janiepop: it is tricky

janiepop: women can get totally lost in it

janiepop: I have and still do sometimes

eternumpace: all that we see or seem

eternumpace: a dream within a dream

eternumpace: or a nightmare ugh

janiepop: sure

eternumpace: sometimes i think blinding terror is the only real light

eternumpace: i bet you didn't think i could be that pessimistic

janiepop: there seems to be a time when I don't want to get called back into it though

janiepop: I have been like that at times dear

eternumpace: called back into rebirth?

janiepop: yes

janiepop: that is the resurrection story

janiepop: IS

eternumpace: persephone

janiepop: yes dear

eternumpace: i saw an ancient tree of life. on the bottom was Thalia, a muse. on the top, Thalia again, one of the three graces that pour experience in and pluck from the vine of life. Thalia is Abundance

janiepop: do I have a new name ?

eternumpace: so I suppose we must all agree that life is a growing experience

janiepop: life is a journey

eternumpace: a new name?

janiepop: Thalia

eternumpace: if you like :-)

eternumpace: you are certainly a wealth of wisdom

janiepop: I like Perspehone but maybe I'll work with Thalia

eternumpace: and Mike can be Odin that one-eyed god lol, like this monitor, the all seeing cyber eye

janiepop: you'd hope so at 57

eternumpace: Well i bet a lot of the muses gods what have you were transposed and rethought blah blah blah. not only that. but it is widely accepted that they were all androgynous

eternumpace: so it seems the very nature of myth is to be transubstantial, much like us

eternumpace: taking from real life and giving back to it

eternumpace: wow. there's a master's thesis lol

janiepop: Christ has died Christ is risen Christ will coem again

janiepop: we are transformed every time we accept that as LIFE

eternumpace: ya. The graces and muses are the femine versions of Christ or Christ the masculine version of them, the triple goddess

janiepop: that was the jesus message

janiepop: yes

janiepop: when we accept that radical message that Jesus gave

janiepop: we have eternal life now

janiepop: no need to wait

eternumpace: yes. i agree with that.

eternumpace: we become one with the spirit

janiepop: an unconditional love and a radical forgiveness of oursleves and others

janiepop: yes we tap the eternal source / God / Krishna/ Budddhanature

janiepop: etc etc ...many mant names

janiepop: religion was originally karma

eternumpace: how's that?

janiepop: the internal state of peace and well being

janiepop: man is not war like

janiepop: man is peaceful

janiepop: that staedy resting state of peace

eternumpace: http://www.geocities.com/rainbowserpent5/WitchesRood1.html

eternumpace: you would like that i think

eternumpace: eternumpace?

janiepop: I will read it

janiepop: yes eternumpace

janiepop: know what

janiepop: you are really about 57

eternumpace: someone told me that edgar allen poe used to fear being buried alive

eternumpace: 57?

janiepop: everyoen has got one of those

janiepop: fears

eternumpace: interesting how neuroses mirrors reality

eternumpace: i may be a Heinz 57 but i'm not 57 lol

janiepop: intelectually you could be 57

eternumpace: that's a thought

janiepop: what makes you think that you need a wife

janiepop: well at least a partner

eternumpace: oh. well, i think about it now and then. and when i do i can feel what it must be like to just snuggle up with someone and watch a movie and laugh together

janiepop: sure

eternumpace: and of course when Joe Campbell said that marriage was just as good as death well he had me hooked!

janiepop: so it's the close companionship

janiepop: wowowowwo

janiepop: back up

eternumpace: lol

eternumpace: well, mystical death

janiepop: sounds good on paper

eternumpace: i know

janiepop: happens rarely

janiepop: he might have had that kind of marraige

janiepop: don't be trapped lol

eternumpace: i 'm sure the more you talk with me the more you realize how little chance there is that in the deepest recesses of my being i truly wish to be in holy wedlock

eternumpace: ;-)

janiepop: not at all

eternumpace: i can't really picture myself married

janiepop: it can be bad

eternumpace: accepted maybe to my pen

janiepop: real bad

eternumpace: yeah. that's what scares me sober whenever i get a heart-on

eternumpace: to the Norse and even earlier, writing and esp the stylus or pen was a very real marriage of heaven and earth

janiepop: your parents would instill a lot of confidence in you about this ....apart from the divorce statistics ..I hope that isn't too intrusive dear

janiepop: sorry as above ...wouldn't instill

eternumpace: ha ha. you'v got that right. my parents didn't share one happy day together since i was born. that i can tell you for sure

janiepop: so you have JC waxing lyrical and your parents

eternumpace: yep lol

janiepop: what a dilemma

eternumpace: yeah

janiepop: on the horns of

eternumpace: of eternity?

janiepop: I have a wise old lady friend called Norah

janiepop: she says this

janiepop: and it's as good a summary as I've heard

janiepop: a giver and a taker will be ok ...toubled at times but ok

eternumpace: k...

eternumpace: that'sneat

janiepop: two takers ...... it won't last

janiepop: but aaahhhhh

janiepop: two givers will live their bliss

janiepop: it's the simple truth

janiepop: now Landon dear

janiepop: it's about time for me to scoot

eternumpace: woody allen said on tv that since being married he has become much more religous because he prays all the time

eternumpace: hehehe

janiepop: off and see if I can catch up with paula

eternumpace: well. there aren't words to thank you as usual

janiepop: please don't mention woody allen lol

eternumpace: i only hope i take everything you said to heart

eternumpace: ok ok

janiepop: you make me feel wothwhile Landon

eternumpace: you make me feel possible

janiepop: do you know a band called the Whitlams

eternumpace: no, i don't know of them

janiepop: well they sang a fantastic song

eternumpace: i know  a group called the Bee Gee's sang "life is love and I life you.."

eternumpace: or something like that

janiepop: Woody Woody ....you didn't do it did you ........... we loved your movies

eternumpace: hehehe

eternumpace: that poor fool for love

janiepop: Mia mummma mumma Mia ...he didn't DO IT did he ?? ..we loved his movies

eternumpace: hey. tell your hubby Mike thanks for taking some time with me.

eternumpace: *chuckles

janiepop: I will do so

eternumpace: everybody needs somebody sometime

janiepop: bye dear one

eternumpace: basic human need of a system transpersonal dialiectic and vice versa

janiepop: another wonedrous transforming conversation

eternumpace: ok. bye bye! *hugs**

janiepop: bye bye and hugs

 

     

 

 

Entering Pagan Chat 2...

 sexypagannymph: U kow ihvae a bread mechine that those woudl go so wel in

 cernonnos: u do eh?

 sexypagannymph: hehe soon patience is a virtue

 cernonnos: now wench!

 sexypagannymph: heeh

 sexypagannymph: mm eturnum

 eternumpace: hiyas

 cernonnos: suilad mae govannan Eternum

 cernonnos: <bows>

 eternumpace: back at you, bro

 cernonnos: MM and BB to u

 eternumpace: *bows

 sexypagannymph: while your down there mind doing a friend a fav cern??

grin*

 cernonnos: behave u

 sexypagannymph: mm dram

 sexypagannymph: lol

 dramahlan: mm sex

 cernonnos: well erm don't behave u...lol

 dramahlan: in fact... mm all *smiles at the room*

 cernonnos: Suilad mm and bb to u Dram<bows>

 sexypagannymph: i need more ice cream brb

 cernonnos: hehe

 cernonnos: make sure ur poppet gets some too u big meanie hoggin all the ice cream

 eternumpace: your love is better than ice cream

 cernonnos: can be one in the same

sexypagannymph: she is eating cookie right now

 cernonnos: well give er some ice cream too

 eternumpace: most dates i have been on finish a distant second to a warm bath and a good book

 eternumpace: i heard that in a movie once

 dramahlan: *s* date?

 cernonnos: I like date they are juicy and sweet

 eternumpace: what is the precise nature of your query, dramahlan?

 cernonnos: lol

 dramahlan: lol light hearted humour friend *s*

 sexypagannymph: I'm not gonna touch that one with a ten foot pole because u asked me to behave'

 eternumpace: tee hee

 cernonnos: nooo I told u to behave wench

 eternumpace: do i sense some sexual tension in here?

 cernonnos: hehe not with me...lol

 dramahlan: not in dis courner

eternumpace: haha

 sexypagannymph: lol eternum I am sex lol

 eternumpace: so says your name

 sexypagannymph: dram even called me it

 eternumpace: how does it feel being sex?

 dramahlan: *raises an eyebrow and wonder how he had done that*

 sexypagannymph: feels GOOD

 sexypagannymph: hehhe

 eternumpace: lol

 sexypagannymph: if it feels any other way you are doing it wrong

 cernonnos: vahlahad siene mae vanya

 eternumpace: my mother always told me to meet a good whoresome girl. or was that wholesome? i always get those confused.

 sexypagannymph: lol

 eternumpace: of course, i in no way mean to infer that you lack discernment in the vast arena of your

sexual mengagerie

 dramahlan: greetings dhaan

 sexypagannymph: mm alien

 alienkind: Hello Dram!  And everyone else.

 eternumpace: hello. looks like the eyes are popping right out of youer greenish head

 cernonnos: SUilad mae govannan Alien MM and BB to thee<bows>

 dramahlan: dhaan head of to my place and I will catch up with you there

 dramahlan: mp all thx 4 ya company *s*

 dramahlan: have a great eve *S*

 sexypagannymph: mp dram

 cernonnos: np namrie <bows>

 cernonnos: erm namarie

 eternumpace: hands on your iggy buttons, friends and aliens, we are about to take a ride on the word train...

 eternumpace: . I think we are all always being spatially intelligent, which is the beauty of

eternumpace: spatial intelligence, it's almost a synonym of mythology in the best sense of the

 eternumpace: word. That is, we get our sense of ourselves through our movement through

 eternumpace: space and time and feeling, but specifically through the physical and

 eternumpace: ideological architecture of the world. And this sense is structured like any story.

 eternumpace: However, what if there is one main story like one main branch that runs

 eternumpace: through all time and every person even into the future? Literature and culture

 eternumpace: resonates with this branch or tree or story and the tree is likewise repeated in

 eternumpace: part or whole in every leaf of grass so to speak because presumably we and

 eternumpace: every event is completely involved in the growth of this tree. Consciousness is

 eternumpace: biological but not necessarily limited to what we term biological for the simple

 eternumpace: reason that if human terminology is purely a function of neurochemistry then

 eternumpace: we would be hopelessly bound by our own sense of what consciousness is; it is

 eternumpace: a mystery. Hence, spatial intelligence is that grand story about how

 sexypagannymph: mm Kiss

 cocainekiss: Ello

cernonnos: suilad m'lady Kiss<bows>

 eternumpace: you must realllly like cocaine, cocainekiss.

 cocainekiss: How are you all tonight?

 sexypagannymph: horney and hung over hehe

 cernonnos: well at least she's honest

 cocainekiss: Lol

 sexypagannymph: that i am

 cernonnos: getting prepared for beltane here myself

 cocainekiss: Coke is great stuff... but I choose the name for the love in irony theme.

 eternumpace: sexypagannympgh. it behooves me to ask you some psychosexually invasive questions.

 sexypagannymph: *smiles swetly* i wouldnt have it any other way

 sexypagannymph: ask way

 eternumpace: number one) was your father engaged in a career that gave him a lot of authority?

 cernonnos: hehe

 cernonnos: typical

eternumpace: just a question!

 cernonnos: mhmm

 eternumpace: she said i could ask

 sexypagannymph: no he is finance manager for a car dealership lol

 eternumpace: see. there. i was WAAAY off

 cernonnos: could have told u that

 sexypagannymph: why u saying that iwas dominated by my daddy there for that is y i am the bawdy wench i am today?

 eternumpace: no no no non no

 eternumpace: i'm just like anyone else, curious about he human condition

 eternumpace: and my self of course

 sexypagannymph: then drop the psychobable and talk to me

 cernonnos: humans are a condition

 eternumpace: ok doky doggy daddy

 sexypagannymph: cute

sexypagannymph: just be yourself

 cernonnos: by all means

 sexypagannymph: no need to over analize things

 sexypagannymph: just be

 cernonnos: analize eh?

 eternumpace: i suppose it is my own societal prejudice, then, that makes me think something is wrong with an openly sexually assertive female

 cernonnos: know where ur mind is

 cocainekiss: Is that you in your icon, Nymph?  Your very beautiful.

 cernonnos: suilad puck m'lord mae govannan>bows>

 eternumpace: ptssh ptsssh. bad eternum

 sexypagannymph: no i ws raised right and all i just dont inhibit myself i dont believe that if a woman openly wants sex she is bad its a stupid double standered

 cernonnos: Aye it is cocaine

sexypagannymph: and hello pucky pooh how are u tonight?

 eternumpace: i agree, sexy

 cernonnos: seeeeeee she called u pucky poo too!

 sexypagannymph: hehe

 sexypagannymph: and yes it is me in my AV

 cernonnos: and aye she is indeed very beautiful

 sexypagannymph: shamless flatterer

 sexypagannymph: lol

 cernonnos: tis I tis I

 eternumpace: agency (or sexually initiative) and communion are therefore not mutually exclusive i imagine

 cernonnos: goos question

 cernonnos: erm good

 eternumpace: that's my marxist cultural pseudometamorphoses smacking me around

cernonnos: thinking of something quaint to say Jen?

 cernonnos: lol

 sexypagannymph: no dancing for my daughter

 cernonnos: he asked u a question ..HOW RUDE!

 eternumpace: well. questioin statement i suppose

 cernonnos: aye

 sexypagannymph: dont like ppl who feel the need to excert their IQ with inane overanilizing phycho bable

 sexypagannymph: no offense Eternum

 cernonnos: ack omg he was being himself like u asked

 eternumpace: *chuckle. not Trying to. *weeps uncontrollably

 cernonnos: she nay wished to answer that with me in the room best guess

 eternumpace: i am not that smart. really. i mailed a letter once with no address on the front

 cernonnos: intelligence and attention to detail are not one in the

cernonnos: intelligence and attention to detail are not one in the same

 sexypagannymph: ha he is being himself but also scared of seeming ordinary

 eternumpace: hahaha

 sexypagannymph: lol

 cernonnos: well humans can't help that now can they

 sexypagannymph: i also stil have a bit of wine in my system

 eternumpace: speak for everyone, sexy

 sexypagannymph: and no my dear though u are absolutly adorable if i wanted top say something sexual i owudl lol

 eternumpace: one thing I do know FOR SURE, is there are no ordinary people lol

 cernonnos: tact is a virtue as well

 sexypagannymph: eternum u seem cool at least in my book

 cernonnos: hehe is that so Eternum?

 sexypagannymph: tact is for ppl not witty enough to be sarcstic

eternumpace: well, my mum will be glad to hear i am well liked :-)

 sexypagannymph: got that off a shirt hehe

 cernonnos: clever

 sexypagannymph: i am in a weird mood today

 cernonnos: really? noooo ye don;t say now do ye

 sexypagannymph: so forgive me if i step on any toes it is entirely unintentional

 eternumpace: You are sooooooo sarcastic

 sexypagannymph: you are?? where to puck

 sexypagannymph: ah to be with the lady snow

 cernonnos: that was fast

 sexypagannymph: thats love

 cernonnos: at times

 eternumpace: .oO she must be deep throating her cocaine

sexypagannymph: well i am happy for you pcuky poo *big hug*

 sexypagannymph: *pucky

 cernonnos: goos show puck

 cernonnos: erm good

 sexypagannymph: i better get an invite to the wedding

 cernonnos: ahhh see looky there

 lady_snow_: LOL

 sexypagannymph: ah speaking of which hello Snowy how are you??

 cernonnos: happy as well I take

 lady_snow_: *smiles* Never been so happy!!

 sexypagannymph: yes

 sexypagannymph: Btw snowy congratulations on capturing the puckster he needs it

 sexypagannymph: hehe i think so

lady_snow_: I have no tabasco sauce fer my eggs

 lady_snow_: Fuckin A

 eternumpace: ooooh. get your fingers on the iggy button i feel the word train rumbling down the tracks, steel on steel on top of mortally wounded angels oh my

 lady_snow_: LOL,Ok...ima be right there

 cernonnos: hmmm hard to imagine an irish woman actually saying fuckin a

 sexypagannymph: lol cern

 lady_snow_: Sounds like Fookin Ah

 eternumpace: we would be hopelessly bound by our own sense of what consciousness is; it is

 eternumpace: a mystery. Hence, spatial intelligence is that grand story about how

 cernonnos: lmao

 eternumpace: consciousness is written into the fabric of every structure from bridges to works

 eternumpace: purely of the imagination, to everything. It is about the divinity of humanity

 eternumpace: and civilization which must then be approached with a reverence for all human

eternumpace: invention, especially since it may not be purely human or maybe more than

 eternumpace: human. There is a pattern to our understanding and even if we cannot

 eternumpace: understand it, we can recognize or remember it. Spatial intelligence is not a

 eternumpace: new or old way of knowing, it is a new and old orientation to knowledge that

 lady_snow_: I say fook quite often...its my Hail Mary

 cernonnos: hmm

 sexypagannymph: lol snow

 lady_snow_: *opops*...got ketchup on my comix

 lady_snow_: *shit*

 lady_snow_: brb

 cernonnos: that'll do donkey

 sexypagannymph: lol

 eternumpace: is the language of the gods.
.
to sleep perchance to dream

 eternumpace: i can prove you are dreaming btw

 lady_snow_: Back and wheres my Puck

eternumpace: for in the world of dream, libido is our credo

 lady_snow_: arg

 eternumpace: ack

 sexypagannymph: there he is

 lady_snow_: Yay!!

 cernonnos: speak for urself Eternum

 eternumpace: lol. ok

 eternumpace: *gives himself a  preemtive shush

 cernonnos: our is entirely too much presumtuos

 cernonnos: erm

 cernonnos: hehe

 eternumpace: you fookin beautiful / you fookin sexy beasts / I'm in every one of yer fookin cocks / yer fookin sexy teets

 cernonnos: getting careless with my grammar now

 lady_snow_: hahahahaha SPLAT!!

 sexypagannymph: lol liek the IMviroment snowy

sexypagannymph: that is NOT a snow ball

 lady_snow_: I look the way you want to look, I fuck the way you want to fuck.

 cernonnos: omg I haven't heard that in sooooo long

 lady_snow_: Yah...its a bonafide porno cum shot

 lady_snow_: Right in yer fuckin eye,no less

 sexypagannymph: lol

 lady_snow_: hehe

 eternumpace: oh god

 eternumpace: lol

 lady_snow_: We were raised on television to believe that we'd all be millionares, movie gods, rock stars, but we won't. And we're starting to figure that out.

 eternumpace: wot?

 lady_snow_: WB!!

 lady_snow_: *falls down laffin*

 cernonnos: me thinks snow and I are the only ones that know what she is saying...lol

lady_snow_: On a long enough timeline, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero.

 lady_snow_: K

 lady_snow_: LOL cern...Puck knows

 sexypagannymph: brb

 lady_snow_: kk!

 eternumpace: i disagree most posthumously

 lady_snow_: We were selling rich women their own fat asses back to them.

 cernonnos: at the radisson in london atm preparing for beltane rites tomorrow

 lady_snow_: The richest,creamest fat of the land!!!

 eternumpace: we we raised to believe in right and wrong

 lady_snow_: Our fathers were our models for God. If they bailed, what does that tell you about God? You have to be prepared for the possibility that God does not like you.

 eternumpace: we were raised to believe that mystical history had nothing to do with histriography

 sexypagannymph: back

 lady_snow_: Look, if you want to torture me, spank me, lick me, do it. But if this poetry shit continues just shoot me now please.

 sexypagannymph: lol

 lady_snow_: *chuckles*

 eternumpace: who are you talking to?

 lady_snow_: I am so bad,it hurts

 lady_snow_: Its a quote,fanboy

 eternumpace: fanboy?

 lady_snow_: Tank Girl...thats the movie

 lady_snow_: Eh...Fanboy,yah

 cernonnos: namarie mae govannan all MP and BB to thee all will be in my blessings tomorrow <bows>

 lady_snow_: MP Cern mate!

 eternumpace: bye bye :-)

 sexypagannymph: fare thee well gentle friend may thy day be full of life and peace Merry part

 sexypagannymph: so snowy whens the wedding?/ *grin*

 lady_snow_: *smiles*

 lady_snow_: Whenever he says

 sexypagannymph: no take it from a married woman.... u have to get contro

now *grin*

 lady_snow_: lol...We switch on it...lol

 sexypagannymph: but seriously i am very happy for the both of you

 lady_snow_: I've never felt this perfect though

 lady_snow_: Thank you sexy!!!

 sexypagannymph: puck is a good friend and you make him happy so that makes you great in my book

 lady_snow_: He had me the first night we talked...*smilin like a goof*

 sexypagannymph: it saves me the trouble of setting him up with someone lol

 lady_snow_: haha

 eternumpace: i heard marriage is better than death.

 lady_snow_: Hes got a great voice

 sexypagannymph: i know the feeling snowy.... btw my real name is Jennifer

 sexypagannymph: lol u know i have never heard it lol

 lady_snow_: lol...I'm really Snowy

 eternumpace: Snowy is your real name?

lady_snow_: Its a nick,but had it since I was 4

 sexypagannymph: u are gonna have your hands full with that one, i think i am gonna buy u a big wooden rolling pin for a wedding present hehe

 lady_snow_: My mum calls me snowy

 lady_snow_: lmao@rollin pin

 lady_snow_: I'm a chef,you know

 lady_snow_: lol

 sexypagannymph: or a big cast iron skillet

 lady_snow_: *has cast iron and a metal rollin pin*

 lady_snow_: Can we say Ouchie?

 sexypagannymph: lolol

 lady_snow_: haha

 sexypagannymph: then you are all set

 lady_snow_: Ohhh I'd never do that

 eternumpace: ooh. i feel it comin again...

 lady_snow_: *whistles all non chalantly*

 eternumpace: new or old way of knowing, it is a new and

eternumpace: new or old way of knowing, it is a new and old orientation to knowledge that

 lady_snow_: You need to fart,mate?

 sexypagannymph: i know but it looks more impresive to have a rolling pin in your hand while u are yelling at him

 eternumpace: human love, human personality, paradox, irony, and humor. It is who we are. It
haha. kindof

 lady_snow_: lmao Jen

 lady_snow_: Eter....just look at yourself......

 eternumpace: ok. i'll bite. why should i look at myself?

 lady_snow_: There is no such thing as right and wrong, there's just popular opinion.

 lady_snow_: You have to at some point,Eter

 sexypagannymph: very true snowy

 lady_snow_: Puck!!! WB!!!

 sexypagannymph: like i said to him just be...

 eternumpace: yes. that is very true. i thought you were being literal

 sexypagannymph: Wb pucky poo

 lady_snow_: I don't suggest having a mirror on your bathroom door if it faces your potty...thats just

disturbing

 sexypagannymph: done ebing kicked to the cyber curb??

 eternumpace: there is no rigth nor wrong. there is only the experience of harmony

 lady_snow_: *falls down,kissin Puck*

 sexypagannymph: *sigh* i miss that

 lady_snow_: You know what crazy is? Crazy is majority rules!

 eternumpace: life is a great big consensus. he who has the most imaginative body wins

 eternumpace: the witches rood

 lady_snow_: *pulls out cyber Bass*

 sexypagannymph: *sigh* eternum quit anilizing things just be

 lady_snow_: *flix on Jay Gordon*

 sexypagannymph: just hang out and talk

 eternumpace: *chuckle sexy. i'm sayin thankyou to the godesss.

 sexypagannymph: cool beans snowy, u know i liven in portland for about 3 months

 lady_snow_: *sings*...walking...waiting...alone without a care...hoping,and hating,things that i can't

bare

 eternumpace: when you know your self. life is all joy and pleasure. johanne strauss said that

 sexypagannymph: Snowy u want touse my staff on him??

 sexypagannymph: very true

 lady_snow_: I have my Bass

 lady_snow_: *weilds it*

 lady_snow_: lol

 sexypagannymph: i am my self completely and utterly

 lady_snow_: I am me as only we can be

 sexypagannymph: ooh love that movie!

 sexypagannymph: shop smart shop s-mart hehee

 lady_snow_: *singing*.....i've slept so long with you...its tearing apart,too...how'd i get this far?playing games with this elf heart!!

 eternumpace: what movie?

sexypagannymph: my hubby even says groovey like ash

 lady_snow_: *chuckles and keeps playin*

 lady_snow_: tie yer shoes TWICE!!

 eternumpace: music of the spheres for which thalia, goddess of abundance is the first and last great Muse

 sexypagannymph: heehhe

 lady_snow_: I could go for some pez

 lady_snow_: lol...*shrugs*

 lady_snow_: Oh hells yeh!

 lady_snow_: *hopz on pucks lap*...i love you!!

 sexypagannymph: pezz is cool

 eternumpace: Breath, as a libation (or totem element of taboo rite of consumption) syncopates the mind within with the mind without, forestalling a vision which transcends both thusly: there is no right now wrong. there is only the experience of Harmony *:--)

 eternumpace: .oO wishes he had a pez dispenser

 lady_snow_: Cassandra in Greek legend, you recall, was condemned to know the future but to be

disbelieved when she foretold it. Hence the agony of foreknowledge combined with the impotence to do anything about it

 eternumpace: wow. i like that

 sexypagannymph: yes know that feeling well

 lady_snow_: I pulled that outta my ass mind

 eternumpace: lol

 lady_snow_: lol

 sexypagannymph: and an orgy sounds good puck but i think snow woudl object lol

 sexypagannymph: J/K

 lady_snow_: *doesn't know me very well*,lmao

 eternumpace: sun dances in your fantasies. moon dances in wet dreams. but the stars inside our cosmic tide our dancin to the orgy of our copulating streams.. SC

 lady_snow_: You are a total nutcase, completely deranged, delusional, paranoid. Your thought process is all fucked up. Your information train is jammed, man!

 sexypagannymph: hehe

eternumpace: *chuckle

 lady_snow_: My father is God! I worship my father!

 lady_snow_: My father's going to be very upset when he hears about this! And when my father gets upset, the ground SHAKES!

 lady_snow_: LMAOOOOOOOOO

 eternumpace: you have a real good head for movies.

 sexypagannymph: ugh i hate being here alone *pouts*

 sexypagannymph: i dont even have a tv to watch all my movies on

 eternumpace: isn't your daughter with you, sexy?

 sexypagannymph: she 10 and half months old lol

 sexypagannymph: i mean an adult conversation lol

 lady_snow_: *loves it when Puck does that*

 eternumpace: where is this puck fellow?

 sexypagannymph: true

 lady_snow_: GET OUT OF MY CHAIR!!!!(Arctik & Maiden)

 sexypagannymph: but i need varity besides she is a lil diaper dictator all she says is now mom

sexypagannymph: cool

 lady_snow_: GET OUT OF MY CHAIR!!!!(Arctik & Maiden)

 lady_snow_: hahahaha

 eternumpace: hahaha at diaper dictator

 lady_snow_: *love love loooooooooooves Puck*

 sexypagannymph: she is i swear she is cussing me out at times

 lady_snow_: Sorry. Sorry. I got a little agitated. The thought of escape crossed my mind, and then suddenly - suddenly - suddenly I felt like bending the fucking bars back, ripping the goddamn window frames and eating them - yes, *eating* them! Leaping, leaping, leaping! Colonics for everyone! All right! You dumbasses. I'm a mental patient. I'm *supposed* to act out!

 eternumpace: god bess the beasts and children - Carpenters

 sexypagannymph: yes u are puck be thankful u found someone to put up with your funky ass lol

 lady_snow_: hahaha

 lady_snow_: *claps and runs around*

 eternumpace: light their way, when the darkness surrounds them...

sexypagannymph gets down

 lady_snow_: *kisses Puck*

 eternumpace: i swear there is a pole running from out my ars right to the centre of the earth. where the earth goes. i go

 sexypagannymph: i love this song

 lady_snow_: "If a warrior's head were to be suddenly cut off, he should still be able to perform one more action with certainty." What the fuck does that mean?

 lady_snow_: It's poetry. The poetry of war.

 eternumpace: hmm. i've got that loving feeling,,whoah that lovin feelin

 eternumpace: i like that

 eternumpace: one more action

 lady_snow_: It is bad when one thing becomes two. One should not look for anything else in the Way of the Samurai. It is the same for anything that is called a Way. If one understands things in this manner, he should be able to hear about all ways and be more and more in accord with his own.

 lady_snow_: *goin all Cain here*

 sexypagannymph: hey redeemed

 eternumpace: new or old way of knowing, it is a new and old orientation to knowledge that

 sexypagannymph: *gets up and dances around the room

lady_snow_: If one were to say in a word what the condition of being a samurai is, its basis lies first in seriously devoting one's body and soul to his master

 eternumpace: hey, RED

 sexypagannymph: i need to get laid!

 lady_snow_: Me too!

 lady_snow_: hahaha

 eternumpace: have you ever tried tantric masterbation, sexy?

 lady_snow_: It is a good viewpoint to see the world as a dream. When you have something like a nightmare, you will wake up and tell yourself that it was only a dream. It is said that the world we live in is not a bit different from this.

 lady_snow_: How fuckin cool is that?

 --redeemed--: hello etern

 eternumpace: that's cool, lady snow

 lady_snow_: *nods*

 sexypagannymph: eternum sweety i aspect a fertility goddess and tehre

for any type of sex for me is intense

 lady_snow_: *lites ciggy*...Cool

 sexypagannymph: i woudl jsut prefer to have someone else to play with if u catch my meaning

 eternumpace: snow, i also read in "the divine romance" that there is nothing in "real life" that cannot be repreoduced by a nightmare

 eternumpace: i catch your continental drift, sexy

 lady_snow_: Nightmares are just intense urges you can't face but that in your dreams

 eternumpace: libido is our credo tee hee

 lady_snow_: *gets a beer*

 eternumpace: Redeemed. why are you so quiet today?

 lady_snow_: LMFAO

 --redeemed--: etern,,,waiting for an intelligent subject,,,,lol

sexypagannymph: I need more wine

 eternumpace: redeemed. would you like to read the witches rood? then you could comment on THAT

 lady_snow_: Well,reds...with you here,the intelligent stamina will never produce...anything but a rabbit turd,and thats just not cool

 sexypagannymph: ouch snowy hehe

 lady_snow_: haha...

 eternumpace: hey now. lets not be mean friends and neighbours

 lady_snow_: I say fuck the neighbours

 lady_snow_: I have a shovel

 eternumpace: he who knows anything knows that every one is right. the wise know how everyone is right :-)

 lady_snow_: And a few free hours

 sexypagannymph: lol

sexypagannymph: Gets up and belly dances around the room*

 sexypagannymph: i love to sance it is so sensual

 sexypagannymph: *dance

 lady_snow_: Well shit brix,mate...reds comes in here pissin and moanin bout non intelligence,yet he still sitz up there like sum meth addict at the methadone clinic at Christmas

 eternumpace: the first fucking palaver / echoed through my mind / like ages come and gone / we are all dancing / in patterns that make ocean move / said continental wind to continental grind / of hips /and lips / and totems out of time

 --redeemed--: im waiting for intelligence to break out in this room,,,i can wait,,,lol

 lady_snow_: *hugs my Puck*

 eternumpace: Redeemed is a very patient man *chuckle

 eternumpace: btw, that was very funny, lady snow :-)

 sexypagannymph: brb i am off to dance

lady_snow_: Intelligence is like a shit...sometimes it comes out fast and free...other times your sweatin ona porta potty pushin out a retard log

 eternumpace: lol. you certainly have a way with words

 lady_snow_: Heh....thanx Eter

 lady_snow_: Thanx again..*chuckles*

 lady_snow_: *whistles*

 lady_snow_: *pegs reds with stale old peas*

 eternumpace: personally, i think Redeemed's avatar is diaphanous

 eternumpace: or is that diaphynous. runs for dictionary

 lady_snow_: If that means shitty,then I agree...otherwise,I have to refer to the dictionary

 lady_snow_: lmao

 lady_snow_: I am so in love with Puck!

 eternumpace: boy, i sense i a lot of built up resentment for poor ol Redeemed

 lady_snow_: In the words of the ancients, one should make his decision within the

space of seven breaths. It is a matter of being determined and having the spirit to break through to the other side.

 eternumpace: what book is that? i would like to find it

 lady_snow_: Reds just takes up otherwise useless space

 --redeemed--: etern,,,im the richest man in here,,,and not a penny to rub together,,,,

 eternumpace: she has a cutting tongue. me thinks one day she will bite herself tee hee

 thuumper666: hello

 lady_snow_: Ha...me?

 lady_snow_: No way

 eternumpace: hiya, 666

 eternumpace: i have done it myself many the time, snow :-)

 thuumper666: did you just see what god did to us?

 lady_snow_: There is something to be learned from a rainstorm. When meeting with

a sudden shower, you try not to get wet and run quickly along the road. But doing such things as passing under the eaves of houses, you still get wet. When you are resolved from the beginning, you will not be perplexed, though you still get the same soaking. This understanding extends to everything

 eternumpace: wow

 eternumpace: i say wow

 lady_snow_: Wow?

 eternumpace: that is incredible

 eternumpace: very funny, 666

 lady_snow_: Puck is cool as anything

 eternumpace: did puck write that?

 lady_snow_: *kisses Puck*

 lady_snow_: Huh..me? No,I thought,I typed

 lady_snow_: I am

 --redeemed--: sex is a good thing,,,but in my opinion,,,you all overdose in

it,,,

 eternumpace: *does not kiss puck*

 lady_snow_: LOL

 lady_snow_: *smiles*

 lady_snow_: Our bodies are given life from the midst of nothingness. Existing where there is nothing is the meaning of the phrase, "form is emptiness." That all things are provided for by nothingness is the meaning of the phrase, "Emptiness is form." One should not think that these are two separate things

 eternumpace: *does not know who puck is except to say he will marry shortly and well me thinks*

 --redeemed--: etern,,,you still living out there on that island,,??

 lady_snow_: I am being super Shou-Lin Monk style...however you spell it

 eternumpace: yes! redeemed. and no! i jaunt back and form between my two parents' homes

 eternumpace: me being buggered up in the head and without useful labour

eternumpace: lol. ok, lady

 lady_snow_: When one has made a decision to kill a person, even if it will be very difficult to succeed by advancing straight ahead, it will not do to think about doing it in a long, roundabout way. One's heart may slacken, he may miss his chance, and by and large there will be no success. The Way of the Samurai is one of immediacy, and it is best to dash in headlong.

 eternumpace: ..."we catch time in clouds of immediate fascination.."

 lady_snow_: *does kung foo moves*

 eternumpace: *is a kung foo fighter*

 lady_snow_: Oh yah?

 eternumpace: yah vay

 lady_snow_: MORTALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL KOMBAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 --redeemed--: etern,,,JESUS can help your buggered brain,,,just ask HIM,,!!!!

 eternumpace: lol

lady_snow_: *ques music*

 eternumpace: you are tres cool for a chick. you are a chick right?

 eternumpace: thanks, Redeemed. I pray all the time :-)

 lady_snow_: Yep...ima girl,ima chick...I am  me!

 eternumpace: you are you :-)

 lady_snow_: I belong to Puck!

 eternumpace: I am you and we are three the ritual of eternity

 lady_snow_: I am me as much as we

 lady_snow_: Heya BC mate!! MM

 eternumpace: i am getting the hankering for video games

 o0-----bc-----0o: mm there snow lass

 lady_snow_: Oh man...I so have gotta play diablo 2

 eternumpace: i'm a karma karma karma karma chamelion. i come and go. i come and gooooooooooo

eternumpace: iheard that was a good game

 --redeemed--: PUCK,,,THE SPELLS WOULD JUST COME BACK TO YOU,,,

 lady_snow_: *lost with Puck*

 lady_snow_: LOL..Always Lost

 --redeemed--: PUCK,,,SAME THING,,,

 eternumpace: ooops

 master__puck: I only send out good, and then I sen daway bad,

 master__puck: least Im trying to but yous STILL here!

 lady_snow_: It is said that what is called "the spirit of an age" is something to which one cannot return. That this spirit gradually dissipates is due to the world's coming to an end. In the same way, a single year does not have just spring or summer. A single day, too, is the same. For this reason, although one would like to change today's world back to the spirit of one hundred years or more ago, it cannot be done. Thus it is important to make the best out of every generation.

 lady_snow_: *breathes*

eternumpace: can't we just all get along?

 s_irwin: hello all, how is everyone this evening?

 master__puck: do we have to?

 lady_snow_: *winkz at Puck*

 eternumpace: thanks again, snow. i'm saving all of that

 --redeemed--: PUCK,,,ALL YOU NEED IS JESUS,,,THEN YOU CAN KNOW TRUTH,,,UNTIL THEN YOU ARE BEING DECEIVED BY DEMONS,,,

 master__puck: Oh you so deserve this one REd

 _xx-genesis-xx_: HI  every1

 lady_snow_: Jesus called,reds...he said stop typing in caps,your already annoying

 lady_snow_: Glad ya enjoyed it Eter

 _xx-genesis-xx_: hi   redeemed

 _xx-genesis-xx_: have not seen you  since you were a mug

 eternumpace: redeemed, i know your heart is in the right place. but i hate seeing you get verbally trampled on by these kind and kindof albeit wicked people :-). so if you

could, it would only help your case if you tried to turn down the volume figuratively and literally just a teensy weensy little bit

 --redeemed--: HELLO XX,,,

 _xx-genesis-xx_: nice  to   see  ya   again

 --redeemed--: those were the old days,,,

 _xx-genesis-xx_: yup

 master__puck: The flame of the Eye of Horus shall consume thee.
Taste thou death, O Redeemed,
get thee back, retreat, O enemy of Ra,
fall down, be repulsed, get back and retreat!
I have driven thee back and I have cut thee in pieces.
Ra triumphs over Redeemed. Taste thou death, Redeemed.
Ra triumphs over Redeemed. Taste thou death, Redeemed.
Ra triumphs over Redeemed. Taste thou death, Redeemed.
Ra triumphs over Redeemed. Taste thou death, Redeemed.

Back, Fiend, an end to thee!
Therefore have I driven flame at thee,
and therefore have I made thee to be destroyed,
and therefore have I adjudged thee to evil.
An end to thee, an end to thee!
Taste thou death! An end to thee.
Thou shalt never rise again!

 _xx-genesis-xx_:   that  it  was

 lady_snow_: Gee Eter...you smooth talker

 lady_snow_: Wicked go the way of the Samuri

 o0-----bc-----0o: mm genesis

 --redeemed--: xx GOOD TO SEE YOU ALSO,,,HOPE LIFE IS BEING GOOD TO YOU AND YOURS

 _xx-genesis-xx_: hi   bc

eternumpace: i meant wicked in a wicked good way

 _xx-genesis-xx_:   how  are  you

 lady_snow_: I'm not wicked...am I?..*talks to me*...Well,are I?

 eternumpace: i have had my own brother call me the Devil so i know what it feels like to be on the short end of the supersitious idjut stick

 o0-----bc-----0o: am good ta

 master__puck: I know what you're thinking...and you ought to be ashamed of yourself! (Arctik&Maiden)

 lady_snow_: The devil is overdone as Martha Stewart at Kmart

 lady_snow_: Fuck colour coridinating

 eternumpace: i think the devil is a good guy. just misunderstood

 lady_snow_: He doesn't exsist

 master__puck: I am done :-) hope you like the shitstorm commin bud

 o0-----bc-----0o: what ya mean as............martha stewart IS the devil

 eternumpace: lol master puck

 lady_snow_: He hasn't left me any messages.I'm highly disspointed

 lady_snow_: lmao BC

 master__puck: incarnate

 o0-----bc-----0o: aye

 _xx-genesis-xx_: There is no other God. Satan killed him.

 lady_snow_: Fuck Martha Stewart!! Martha Stewart is polishing brass on the Titanic!!

 _xx-genesis-xx_: why  did he leave ?

 master__puck: gets a monty python stune stuck in his head*

 _xx-genesis-xx_:   was  just  bout  to have  fun

 master__puck: "SIt on my face and tell me that you love me,

 lady_snow_: I dun ask,I just accept

 eternumpace: you guys are too hard on Red. he is my friend and i like him

 master__puck: not hard at all!

master__puck: he preaches my evil ways and I preach his insanity!

 lady_snow_: Thats great Eter...thats great,but...seriously...I forget what I was thinking

 eternumpace: he is like an aged person you know?

 eternumpace: he could be your grandfather

 master__puck: hopefully thi stime I sent a shitstorm large enough to keep him in xtain chat and out of here!

 o0-----bc-----0o: yes, we know

 lady_snow_: Aged just means he'll be dead soon

 _xx-genesis-xx_: just   playin  a round  with him  its   always  been  that  way 

 o0-----bc-----0o: i have known him fer 5 years, and ya point

 lady_snow_: *grumbles*..Go play with Merle

 _xx-genesis-xx_: he comes  and  preaches   and  we  bitch 

 eternumpace: ya,. i know i know

 _xx-genesis-xx_: just like old  times

 lady_snow_: I dun think you do Eter..*taps yer head*

master__puck: yep, sept Im getting meaner now

 eternumpace: *hears a cavernous echo*

 master__puck: this time I sent REAL chants over

 lady_snow_: Yup...and then I laugh.

 master__puck: used to just babble and scare him

 _xx-genesis-xx_: lol

 lady_snow_: *flopz on Pagan chat couch*

 lady_snow_: ooo..a peanut

 eternumpace: we all animals trying to find our way, no?

 master__puck: *flops on snow*

 lady_snow_: oowwwie

 lady_snow_: Dorko

 master__puck: HUman blanket!

 lady_snow_: Nooooooooooo

 lady_snow_: Yer gunna squishy me!

master__puck: *tickle master!*

 eternumpace: human means "from space" in my vocab

 lady_snow_: hahaha

 eternumpace: so we all aliens

 lady_snow_: Oh man...nooooo

 master__puck: lol

 master__puck: *sits up and grins*

 eternumpace: calling all aliens come and rescue me now. beam me up to the Mother ship

 master__puck: Light growing dimmer...can't breathe...beam me up, GOD. (Arctik&Maiden)

 lady_snow_: You know, taking us out for ice cream in the middle of a blizzard makes you wonder who the real wack jobs are.

 master__puck: lol

 eternumpace: hehehe

eternumpace: ok. is that tank girl?

 eternumpace: what is that?

 eternumpace: i want to see that

 master__puck: ~~Oh baby...I want to play with you!!!!~~{ca}

 master__puck: 20 days!

 lady_snow_: So, what's your diag-nonsense?

 lady_snow_: No,not Tank Girl

 lady_snow_: You want Tank Girl

 lady_snow_: Lock up your boys!!!

 eternumpace: tee hee

 master__puck: hmmmmmm

 master__puck: better enjoy it, Im stealing her away from the room soon!

 lady_snow_: I was a dog, but because I was really good, they moved me up to human being status. [Looks down his mutant body.] Ehh... sort of.

 lady_snow_: ---Tank Girl

 lady_snow_: Look, if you want to torture me, spank me, lick me, do it. But if this poetry shit continues just shoot me now please.

 lady_snow_: Look, it's been swell, but the swelling's gone down.

 eternumpace: i am my best friend's imaginary friend

 master__puck: I am my own grandpa?

 master__puck: I am IRON MAN!

 lady_snow_: Your best friend is you,I'm my best friend too.We share the same views and hardly ever argue.Eat spam from the can,watch late night c span and rock out to old school Duran Duran

 o0-----bc-----0o: heyas rael bro

 lady_snow_: *guitar solo*

 eternumpace: omg, lady_snow you are some kind of great poet come lately i swear

 master__puck: and shes all MINE!

 lady_snow_: I just started coming here too

eternumpace: i gather that, puck :-)

 eternumpace: marriage and everything

 lady_snow_: LOL

 master__puck: *hordes snowy*

 lady_snow_: *loves it when he does that*

 lady_snow_: ;-)

 master__puck: k hope you enjoyed her cause Im keeping her all to myself now!

 master__puck: *tosses snowy over shoulder and heads for the door*

 eternumpace: get a room, you two

 master__puck: bout to!

 eternumpace: may the bird of happiness fly over your heads!

 lady_snow_: Oh, I'm not here with these fellas. I've got a pig in competition over at the livestock pavilion, and I am going to win that blue ribbon!

 lady_snow_: *laffs*

 eternumpace: surreal but lovely

 lady_snow_: The moral of the story is never trust a man in white who says he Satan

 master__puck: I satan!

 master__puck: Todays moral is: Never ask whats in a hotdog

 holy-usul: hi BC

 lady_snow_: haha

 holy-usul: I am back

 o0-----bc-----0o: ello

 eternumpace: in IM

 holy-usul: wanna argue with me today

 holy-usul: =D!

 o0-----bc-----0o: nah

 holy-usul: ok

 holy-usul: o.0

 holy-usul: =/

holy-usul: when you hear how old I am it might piss you off even more

 lady_snow_: I'm up to getting pissed

 o0-----bc-----0o: hm?

 lady_snow_: *chuckles*

 o0-----bc-----0o: why

 holy-usul: I am 16

 holy-usul: =D!

 holy-usul: I just know alot

 o0-----bc-----0o: good fer u..............but dont reley on it all, it will all change

 holy-usul: true dat

 lady_snow_: Moles and trolls, moles and trolls, work, work, work, work, work. We never see the light of day. We plan this thing for weeks and all they want to do is study. I'm disgusted. I'm sorry but it's not like me, I'm depressed. There was what, no one at the mutant hamster races and we had one entry into the Madame Curie look-alike contest and he was disqualified later. Why do I bother?

holy-usul: I always listen to other peoples opinions and if I hear something that sounds good it'll prolly affect my opinion

 holy-usul: I am big on listening to opinions

 master__puck: :-) real geniius

 master__puck: and we were going to make you queen of the winter carnival!

 lady_snow_: Look at it this way. Considering the type of people you are and the environment you're in, this may be the only chance you ever have in your entire lives to have sex!

 lady_snow_: hahaha

 lady_snow_: *crax open my dorko brain*

 master__puck: dont eat that! dont you know that these can give you very larg breasts? oh no! Im too late!~

 lady_snow_: It's a penis stretcher. Do you want to try it?

 holy-usul: yeah puck

 lady_snow_: I'm just kidding. It's yet another in a long series of attempts to avoid responsibility

lady_snow_: My need to engage in homicidal behavior on a massive scale cannot be corrected, but, ah, I have no other way to fulfil my needs.

 

eternumpace: so saith charlie manson. the preeminent anti-hero of the twentieth century

lady_snow_: Sorry...I got bored,I saw your name,my hand slipped.It was delusion on a vp scale

eternumpace: lol k. there is truth in everything. put that in in yer vp piple and smoke it.

lady_snow_: Theres truth in anything you wanna belive...truth is insignificant.Truth is redundent.

eternumpace: in a dream. there is all truth but not logic or vice versa but ne'er the two shall meet at once!

lady_snow_: Thats if you even believe you exsist

lady_snow_: Its like a headache even excendrin can not touch

eternumpace: ahumpgh

eternumpace: hey. i got to go.

eternumpace: next time!!!

lady_snow_: K...laterz mate

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