Hello! This fanfic is about what happens to Haruka when Michiru unexpectedly dies. It is very depressing, so if you are looking for a happy fic go somewhere else.
The song "End of the line" is by Offspring. I don't own the song or Sailor Moon.
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baka= stupid, youma= monster
The End of the Line
By Tomboy Tenoh
There she lay. Bloody and bruised. Two shots in her legs. One in the back of her head. They never found the men that did this to her. They never will, because I found them before the police could and I made them pay dearly for what they did to her.
When the sirens flash is gone
And we�re left to carry on
The memories are too few
They brought her to the hospital. She was barely clinging to life. I knew she was trying to fight with death so she could breath and live just one more day. I made her fight. Hell, she wanted to fight. I kept telling her everything was going to be okay, even though everything around me told me it wouldn�t. But she did manage to stay alive longer then anyone expected her, too. But that�s my Michi, always willing to fight. Always willing to fight just as hard as I do
When the pastor�s music plays
And that casket rolls away
I could live again if you
Just stay alive for me
I lay in my room, thinking. Thinking about her. I loved her. Loved her with all my heart. And she loved me. I even wanted to marry her! But, baka, fool. I didn�t think she would be gone. I always thought she would live as long as I would. We would die old, old ladies. Now, she�s gone. I realize now that I never told her how much I love her or how she brightens the darkest days. I wish I could have told her how special she makes me feel.
Please stay now, you left here alone
It�s the end of the line
Please stay I can�t make it on my own
It�s the end of the line
Make it on my own
It�s the end of the line
Now, I am all alone. I don�t have my partner. I don�t have my friend. I don�t have my lover. I am at a complete and totals lose. My mind is still trying to get it. I find myself sometimes just staring out into space, wondering what all happen.
Now that you are dead and gone
And I am left to carry on
I could never smile cause you
Won�t stay alive for me
I won a race today and I was so excited that I jumped out of my car and staring yelling my beloved�s name. I looked around and painful remembered that she was indeed gone. All I saw was Setsuna and Hotaru walking towards me.
"Good job, Haruka-papa."
I forced a smile unto my face. I didn�t like people seeing my sadness. So I wore a mask, like I have been doing these past two months. Everyone has seemed to recover. Except me. I don�t think I every will.
On the drive home, I took that rode, which we had ridden the very first time we met. It was by the beach, the sun illuminating the waves. It was just her, and me together and at a total bliss.
Finally
Your finally resting day
Is without me
I weep and think of brighter days
What about me?
In my room, I sit huddled in the corner. I got in a fight with a youma today.
"Where�s your partner? She got scared?"
The rage inside my heart burst open as he spoke. How I wanted to rip his heart out and feed it to the dogs. My breathing deepened as I took one last look at him.
"You shall suck the blood which you take from so many." My eyes turned dark, clouded with hatefulness. He grew frightened by my look.
"SPACE SWORD BLASTER!"
You can�t take back the one mistake
That still lives on after life it takes
In that one day, that changed our lives
And bitter memories that are left behind
I am nothing now. I wonder aimlessly around the house, moping about. I don�t run. I don�t race. I just think. I still fight, more brutal now, for the sake that it is the only thing that takes my mind off her for an instance. I am all alone. I am in pain-staking misery. I want to die. Then maybe I will see her again and we can be together, like we should be. But I still have to defend the world. Oh, such horrible things happen in a person�s life. All I want is her back. I want to hold her again. I want to love her again. I want her to be mine again.