Beckoning from within,
this hatred that I breathe,
there is no escaping
its everywhere I see.
I close my eyes to shield against
the anger which is wept.
I can still hear
the haunting chill of fear,
screeching through me
like a sordid lost soul.
The angry lies which live inside
threaten to mutalate ones' mind.
Hold your breath
in the prescence of evil.
Breathe not, your hatred upon me.
This hatred that i breathe,
beckons from within,
annihilating my senses
Hence, suffocation.
Copyright �2002 Rhiannon S. Davies
Take away, this overlay
of doubt and anxiety.
It's making me crazy,
it's making me numb.
If only the chill would leave me alone,
I could be content with tomorrow and
completely forget every yesterday.
This oozing muck in which I lay,
seeps from the shaded darkness of the sun.
A flashlight can not even delay,
the disgusting eruption of much anticipated hate.
I will disappear now into the slime,
this twisted place I'll leave behind.
Haunting shadows will forever reign,
my tattered heart which attracts profuse pain.
Copyright �2002 Rhiannon S. Davies
Follow me, now my dear,
we'll walk into the water
and completely drown our fears.
Feelings and memories
will sink to the bottom.
Life will slowly leave us behind,
aching misery and joyful times.
Never again will we feel emotion.
Happiness always turns to hurt
and sadness just multiplies.
Copyright �2002 Rhiannon S. Davies
Empty is how I feel.
No tears left to spill,
no rage left inside.
Desertion of my emotions
inspired by many closenesses.
I am left not sad, but numbed.
Copyright �2002 Rhiannon S. Davies
