Destiny
By Socks O'Connor
"Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice."

    Marta stood in the washroom of her boarding home, nervously fidgeting with her hair. Brigitte walked in, and heard her friend talking to herself.
    "What if he doesn't like this color? Maybe I should put my hair like this. What if he tries something tonight? Oh, darn hair!"
    Brigitte began to giggle, causing Marta to gasp, and become angry.
    "Were you standing there this whole time, Brigitte Somers?" she demanded.
    Brigitte began to laugh loudly now. Marta was not amused.
    "Well, you might at least be of some help to me. How do I look?"
    "You look just like a doll, Marty. Don't worry, if Spot doesn't like the way you look, Gregory always does!" Brigitte replied. Marta threw a damp rag at her, and walked out of the room laughing. Brigitte put the rag in the sink and followed her into the small room they shared.
    "What are you doing now," she questioned.
    "I'm putting my things away. What does it look like, Gita?" She shoved her clothes into the drawer next to her bed and began to make the bed up.
    "Well, it makes no sense to me why you would be making your bed and cleaning up at..." She looked up at the clock on the wall. "Five 'til seven." She watched as her friend finished and sat down on the bed. "Where are   you going tonight, anyway?"
    "I think we're going to see a moving-picture,  but I don't know what else." She began picking at her quilt nervously. 
    "You had better bring a sweater. It's getting chilly already."
    "Thank you, Mother Gita!" She let the quilt be, and instead stood up and began smoothing and fluffing her dress. "Are you sure I look alright?"
    "Yes, Marty," she sighed, "Like an angel. Don't worry, I'm sure Spot will love your hair." She jumped up, grabbed Marta's hand and began leading her out of their room. "You'd better get downstairs or Spot's going to think you stood him up." They walked down stairs to find Spot standing in the doorway, nonchalantly.
    "Spot, you're- you're early!" Marta stammered.
    Spot looked up at the grandfather clock across the room and chuckled. "I don't think thirty seconds counts, Marty. Are you ready to go?"
    Marta nodded, and squeezed Gita's arm before walking out the door behind Spot. Her mind raced as she walked along the street next to Spot.
    What if he tries something? I wonder if Gita was being honest wiht me about this dress. Oh, dear! I think I should have worn the brown one! I hope the picture is good. I haven't seen but one good one. Ah, but what can you expect for ten cents?
    "Marta, did you hear me?" Spot asked, interrupting her thoughts.
    "Oh, I'm sorry, I was thinking," she replied.
    "I hope you don't think like that a lot. I asked you if you wanted to get something to eat before the picture," he repeated for her benefit.
    "Oh, that's alright," she said playing with the bottom of her coat. "I ate soemthing about an hour ago."
    "Alright," he said. They spoke no more until they arrived at the theater.
    Spot gallantly paid for the show, and proudly led Marta into the dark room. Marta's thoughts again reverted to what they were on the walk from the boarding house. She never knew what the show really entailed, because she was so engrossed in her thoughts.
    After the movie, they walked out to the pier. By this time it was dark outside, and the electric lights new the pier cast a dim light over the water. Marta, though the outing was more than half over, was still fretting about her hair, her dress, and other things of no worth.
    Spot looked over the edge of the pier at the dark water below. How many times had he escorted girls to this very spot. How many times had he been able to twist theur minds and hearts so that when he was bored with them, they went heartbroken, and still completely in love with him. He smiled down at the water then turned and looked at his silent companion. Never before had he escorted so quiet a girl. She seemed to him quite distracted, though he knew not why.
    Marta was fidgeting nervously with her coat again. Oh, I should have worn the green dress. I'm sure it would have contrasted my hair better. Oh, but then my eyes would have been drowned out. Perhaps the cream dress would have been better! Oh, why doesn't he say something!
   It was at this time she noticed Spot's eyes upon her. She looked up at him in the dim light, expecting him to say something. He did not say anything. Instead, he caught her up in his arms and kissed her.
    Though this was an unexpected even, it was not unwelcome to Marta. Before she knew it, her arms were hugging his neck, and the two stood there for quite some time on the pier that way.
    When finally Spoy pulled back, he looked down at Marta's face. It looked calmer he decided. He took her hand and began to walk her back to the boarding house, since it was nearly nine when they would reach it. When they reached it, he asked "May I see you again?" in a tone that made Marta weak in the knees.
    "Yes," she replied, eyes downcast. He lifted her chin and kissed her once more, then began to walk back to his flophouse. Marta skipped up the walk when he was out of sight, and stopped sharply before the steps. She wouldn't want to seem too ecstatic. She quietly entered thew front room where many of the girls sat talking or reading books. Not one girl even noticed the late entrance of their friend. Marta became indifferent about this, and stomped up the stairs as if she had not had a good time at all. She went into her room and set her coat on  her bed. She took up her nightdress and ventured into the washroom to change and wash up.
    When she entered the washroom, she found Brigitte standing over one of the sinks washing her face. She said nothing to her friend and went straight into a changing room. When she came back out, Gita was combing her hair. Gita looked over at the opening door and greeted her friend enthusiastically.
    "Hello, Marty! I didn't know you'd come back yet! Did you have a nice time? What did you do? Where did you go? What did he say? What did you say? I want to know all the details!"
    At her friend's enthusiasm, Marta's indifferentce melted away, and she began to gush about the doing of the evening.
    "Oh, I had the most terrific time! We went to a moving picture first, and it was about...oh, what was it about? I remember now! No, I don't! Well, that's not important!  Then we went out to the pier, and guess what he did! Oh, you'll never guess! He kissed me! Two times even! I'm so happy Gita! You don't even know; you can't begin to know! I'm getting the boy I've wanted for ever so long! I'm so terrifically happy it should be a sin!" Then she spun around and began to dance around the washroom with her dress.
    Brigitte laughed heartily at her friends doings and commented, "I suppose I don't know. Just be careful, Marty. Boys like Spot can be dangerous."
    "Oh, don't worry about me! There won't be any problems! It'll just be dandy!" Marty replied with a giggle. "Besides, if he tries anything, I'll lick 'im!" She jumped into a boxing stance and tried to look tough. Brigitte shrugged her shoulders and walked out of the washroom, having finished her business.
    Marta went quickly about hers and finished in much less time than usual. She crawled into bed that night a happy and hopeful girl.  Times are going to be good, she thought, Spot and I will be the envy of everyone around. Even Lillian Pucket and her Andrew Norman couldn't be as envied as I will be. Ah, yes, revenge is sweet... Her mind wandered about for a while until she finally fell asleep.
(In the above part, Spot has no accent, he will later.)

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"Spot, I refuse to go to yet another lowly bar. We should go to  Rockefeller Hall! There's always a dance there on Thursday nights. Oh, it would be such fun!" Marta protested.

"I ain't goin' to no highfalutin' dance hall where I won't know nobody, Marty. I'll be damned if I'm caught there again after what happened last time! No, we ain't goin' to da Rockafeller!" Spot countered stomping his foot.

"You know Gregory! He's always there! I'm sure we could convince him to take Gita. She loves dancing. Besides, Andrew Norman always takes Lillian Pucket there. You don't want people to think you're less caring than he is, do you? " That was a blow below the belt. She knew he cared, and he made sure she knew it, but to say he didn't was something he couldn't handle. Every week for three months they had this same argument; every week the same things were brought up. Every week Marta threw Andrew Norman and Lillian Pucket up into his face. He looked at her hard in the face.

"Marta, if ya wanna go to da Rockerfeller, go fer all I care, but I ain't goin' wit' ya. Hell, since Gregory always goes, go wit' him. I ain't goin'."

Marta was stunned. Never before had he said such a thing. much of the time she had relented and the evening had ended in his room with a night of love-making. There were, of course, the few times when he had relented and gone with her, but never before had he told her to go without him. Marta got very angry at him for not wanting to go, and yelled, "Fine! I'm going. But don't you yell at me if you hear stories! You told me you wouldn't go, and since you obviously don't care, I'll go with someone who does. I hope you have a nice evening alone, Peter Conlon. Good night!" She ran out the door and back to her boarding house.

Spot sat in the room bewildered for a moment. Had he actually said that? Had she actually said that? He became outraged. He went to bed that night angry as a hornet whose nest had been upset.

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Marta dressed feverishly and quickly did up her hair in the most fashionable way she knew how. She ran downstairs and caught up the reciever for the house telephone.
    "Hello? Garrison's Boys Home, please. Thank you. May I speak with Gregory Haynes, please? Thank you. Hello, is this Gregory? This is Marta. I know, it has been a while. Listen Gregory, are you going to the Rockefeller tonight? You are? Oh, good! Might I come with you? I thought you wouldn't mind! Listen, how soon can you get here? Ten minutes? Terrific. I'll be ready. See you then."
    Marta hung up the reciever with a sense of triumph. She was going to the Rockefeller, whether Spot liked it or not.
    She went back upstairs and looked herself over in the mirror. She decided to giver her hair another try. Lillian Pucket would not show her up this time. She surveyed herself once more in the mirror. Perfect, she thought. Now even Lillian coldn't outshine me. I'm going to be gay and flirtatious and have a terrific time. I'll show Spot not to tell me no.
    "Marta," Celeste Douglas said with a questioning look on her face. " Gregory is here. He said to tell you to hop to it or you'll be late." It was obvious she had a question she wanted desperately to ask, be she refrained and only looked at her confusing acquaintance.
    "Thank you, Celeste. Tell him I'll be down in a moment. Musn't seem too eager, you know!" Marta replied with a laugh that reminded Celeste of one the Devil himself might have. She nodded and quickly ran down the stairs. Marta took one last look in the mirror and walked towards the stairs in the most stately manner she could muster.
    Those at the bottom of the stairs could have sworn it was a queen decending rather than Marta Blythe whose parents couldn't be bothered with her at home. Gregory immediately felt this and was filled with pride at the girl he had the honor of escorting to the social capital of New York City.
    Marta smiled regally at her comrades, then at Gregory who was extending his arm to her. She took his arm and they walked towards Rockefeller Hall.
    When they entered, Marty forgot all about Spot and the argument she'd had with him just half an hour before. She was put under a smell from all the electric lights and fancy things. Surely this was heaven! She was shown to the coat room, Ladies lounge, and ladies powder room, and was soon back at Gregory's side. He wasted no time in getting her on the dance floor. There she could see and be seen by all, particularly Lillian Pucket.
    Sure enough, she saw Lillian Pucket and Andrew Norman. Lillian smiled graciously at her as they passed on the dance floor. Marta noticed a glimmer from Lillian's left hand. She supposed it was an engagement ring. She smiled demurely at Lillian, as if she knew something that Lillian didn't.
    Lillian smiled back at her, but there was a question in her eyes. Marta smiled radiantly with a sense of triumph.
    When the dance came to an end, Marta and Gregory made their way to the side and were soon found by Lillian and Andrew.
    "Why, Marta, you're looking better than ever!" Lillian gushed. Marta couldn't believe what she saw before he. For some time she had wished to show up Lillian Pucket, and now, she felt as if she had.
    "My, it has been a long time, Marta, hasn't it?" Lillian continued, slipping her arm through Marta's. "Do you remember when you stayed at my house when your parents went out of town for two weeks?" Yes, Marta remembered it. "Ah, what times we had. I'm sure my dolls never got more use than they did that two weeks! My mother was just asking me where you had got to. I'm sure that if you had not been here,I would have hunted you up, because I've missed you so. You don't know how often I've thought of you! Haven't I often mentioned my dear friend Marta to you, Andrew?"
    Andrew nodded. His face, though, told he was not being truthful. His voice, on the other hand, would not betray him.
    "I'm so happy to have met the imfamous Marta Blythe. Who, may I ask, is your friend, Miss Blythe?" he questioned.
    "Oh, I'm so sorry!" Marta exclaimed in the same tone Lillian and Andrew had used. "This is my good friend Gregory." She detatched herself from Lillian and squezed Gregory's arm.
    Gregory smiled gallantly. Not only was he getting the girl he had pined over for more than a year, but he was conversing with people of the elite social set. Gregory couldn't think of anything at that moment that would have made him happier.
    The band began to play again, and Lillian and Andrew ploitely excused themselves to dance.
    Gregory turned to Marta after they were gone.
    "Marta, you gave them the impression we were seeing one another."
    Marta looked at him. I'm supposed to be Spot's girl, but what of it. Nobody has seen us here for two months. Besides, Spot was being a stubborn ass. He won't know if I satisfy myself with Gregory for a few weeks. Aw,what the hell! she thought.
"What if we were, Gregory?" she cooed, playing with the buttons on his shirt. "I think you're awf'ly handsome. " SHe looked up at him to see his reaction. He showed no signs of protest. "Why don't we get out of here. You can show me...ah...hmm...your rock collections!" Gregory agreed, innocently thinking she was finally showing an interest in his collection. Little did he know that Marta had something else in mind.
    They walked quickly in the brisk September air to the place he boarded at, and quickly walked up to his room. Marta entered, disgusted at his disorder, and Gregory followed and shut the door behind him. He walked over and pulled out his rock cases, which consisted of two old cigar boxes with make-shift wooden slats in them to separate the rocks. He pulled them out one by one, explaining each rock's origin and type as he did so. Marta watched him and pretended to be interested until she could take it no longer. She went over to the bed where Gregory was sitting, took the rock boxes and placed them on his clothes chest.
    "Gregory," she purred, sitting down onto his lap. "Couldn't we do something more fun now? I think I've hear all about rocks that I can handle for one evenin." She began to unbutton his shirt, and he began squirming while she did it. Once his shirt was unbuttoned, she began to undress herself. By this time, all his reservation was gone and he was genuinely excited about what he knew was about to take place.
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    Brigitte sat in class fidgeting. Where is Marta? My God! She didn't even come home last night! Oh, what if she's hurt? What if she's been kidnapped? Or Raped?? Oh, God! Maybe she's lying on the street somewhere...dead!
      "Gita!" Relic said, shaking her. "Pay attention! It's time ta go! Geez, how many years have ya been doin' dis school t'ing anyway? Ya can't seem ta figger it out.
    "I'm sorry. I was just thinking about Marta. She didn't come home last night and she wasn't at school today. I don't know where she could be!"
    "Aw, dun worry 'bout it." Relic sneered. "She's probably wit' my brother. You know dey sometimes do dat. I think it's gross. I wondah wut in da woild he's wit her for. Dere's so many oddah goils in New Yoik dat he could have, but no, he's jus' gotta have Marta Blythe- da city tra--"
    "Relic," Brigitte interrupted. "I wish you wouldn't talk like that about her.  She is my friend."
    "Awright," Relic sighed. "Hey, lets go an' see wut mischief is brewin' in Manhattan. I hear Jack's got a new goil! Gave Sarah the ol' boot a couple a' weeks ago. Let's go see who the new hussie is!"
    "Sarah isn't a hussie! You know that as well as me!" Brigitte cried.
    "No, she's not, but she's a cat of a dif'rent color. Jack doesn't usually go fer da goils like her."
    "Well, anyway, I heard Sarah gave him the boot, and she's got a new guy!"
    "Let's go! Now I gotta know!"
    They began to walk towards Manhattan, gossiping the whole way.
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    Spot got out of bed and headed into the washroom with his clothed. Marta laid there for a moment. Ah, this was the life. To have two boys at your beckoning call, and no chance of either finding out. She lazily crawled out of the bed and put her clothes on. Her hair was a mess, and luckily Spot had a mirror in his room. She pulled her hair back into a bun once mre and looked herself over. Not bad, she thought. At least, for not having a thourough cleaning since yesterday morning and much activity since. She smirked at her doings for that twenty-four hours. Perhaps she would go to the big dance on saturday night and do the same?  What harm would it do? She went home with that decision full in her mind. Nobody was going to tell Marta Blythe what to do. No, sir.
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    "I don't know, Peppermint. Perhaps I should go with Joseph, though he hasn't asked me. We're supposed to be courting. Oh, but he's such a sour-puss about dances. Maybe I should go with Chester. Oh, tell me what to do; I know I'll never decide on my own!" Melody Andrews aid while walking through Brooklyn with her good friend Peppermint Blake.
    "Go with Chester. I don't want you being grumpy because Joseph always is at social outings.  Besides Chester gets along well with Teddy. Did I tell you I'm going with Teddy? Oh, yes, I remember. I told you last night. Do you suppose Spot Conlon will be there?" Peppermint replied.
    "You don't have to tell me his last name every time, Peppie. He is my cousin, after all. I don't know if he will be there. Anyhow,  it won't matter if he is or not, since he is with Marta Blythe. Oh, I heard she was at the Rockefeller last night with Gregory Haynes. Isn't that just a scandall? I wonder if Spot knows about it. I'll bet it's just a stupid rumor." Melody said with enthusiasm.
    "You know, Mel, you're beginning to sound like Miriam Crowe. She's such a gossip. I don't think there's a thing about anyone that she doesn't know. I did hear about that, anyhow, and that's why I asked. I thought he mightn't be with her anymore." Peppermint sighed.
    "It doesn't matter. We're going to have a jolly time whether or not--oof!" Melody tripped on her skirts and was on the ground before she could catch her balance.
    "Melody!" Peppermint exclaimed. "Are you alright?"
    Melody had turned herself over and was now sitting on the ground. "Yes, I'm fine, but I'm afraid my dress is filthy. We'd better hurry to the flop house so that I can change." Melody stood up an began walking. Peppermint glanced over her friends appearance and began to giggle quietly.
    "What's so funny?" Melody demanded.
    "Your dress is," Peppermint replied.
    Melody playfully slapped her friends arm and they walked into  the flop house at which they had just arrived.

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