In the small kingdom of Talmun it was quiet and
peaceful. The people in the kingdom were content, and so was the King.
The people had different statuses, like all people did. There were
nobles and peasants and those who lived by doing wrong. There were
servants and mid-class people. There were prisoners and merchants. There
were villagers and those that had joined the navy or the army.
So, naturally, different people had different kinds
of houses. The wealthy had grand houses, and sometimes build fortresses
if they were around the edge of the kingdom. The peasants, though had
little huts, and everyone else was in between.
They did different things too. The rich kept
notes on the household, and the poor worked in the fields. Well, one
does get the picture. Everyone had different jobs, did different things,
wore different things… but there was someone that everyone no
matter what age or rank wanted to be. To meet. To see.
The Royal Family. The one rank that was very picky
about who joined it. Only Princes may marry Princesses, and the other
way around. Everyone dreamed that to be a King or Queen or Prince or
Princess you had to do nothing, nothing at all! You could just get
someone else to do it for you. Not only that, but each night you had
food on your plate no matter what. Plus, you got the finest and softest
clothes for miles around. Freedom! Pure ecstasy.
That was the dream. The idea. Not, the truth.
Yes, you could order around everyone, you could appoint people with a
household, and you could wreak war, too. But it was not freedom. There
were dangers. For all you knew, someone could poison your food. Stab you
as you slept. There was that much danger, you could trust no one,
occasionally not even your own children.
Royals are rather like actors. They pretend they are
happy for the people, but they really are not. They always have this
great weight on their shoulders, but yet they could never slouch, it
would dishearten the people. Everything was for the people. Their
majesty, their clothes, the way they talked and acted, and what they did.
What they let go on and didn’t let go on. The list goes on.
Occasionally, though, a royal takes the stand and
does what is best for him or her, or even their children. Not the
country. Not the people around them. For themselves. One may think that
that is a pretty selfish act, they are supposed to take care of the
kingdom, and yes it is selfish, but one does need to be selfish once in
a while.
Queen Amayaa was someone like that. She did what was
best for her daughter, and herself. She ran, she took one of the king’s
horses and ran as fast as she could. The King reported to the people
that the queen and her daughter had been assassinated. All was fine.
“Mummy!” yelled Amayaa’s 7 year old daughter,
Rain.
“What dear?” she said calmly as she stirred the
pot of soup.
“I saw a man, and he was riding on a horse that
looked just like Starlight!” she said delighted. Starlight was their
faithful horse who had not after five years of hard work given up,
fallen down or even made the slightest mess.
Amayaa’s face froze. “O dear god.” she
muttered.
“Rain, stay here.” she commanded. Rain sat down
in the middle of the floor and folded her arms.
“I never get any fun.” she muttered. Why had she
told her mother that there was a man outside? If she hadn’t she could’ve
met him and everything! She wondered for a moment why the horse looked
so much like Starlight, but dismissed the thought and thought once again
about the unfairness of it all.
Meanwhile, Amayaa hid behind a tree carefully,
tucking away her hair behind her ear. She heard voices in front of her,
talking about the oddest things like the weather. She remembered the
days that she too was so bored that that was all she could think of to
talk about. She stifled a laugh and slowly brought her head out to
watch.
It was Bronan, the head of the blacksmith’s guild.
He was a very close friend of hers from when she had been a child. The
other people around him didn’t matter, just Bronan, her first love.
She wanted to call out, ‘Bronan!’ at the top of her lungs. Yet she
held back. She knew why. She didn’t want him to find her out, for him
to see that she was not dead. What if he told someone else, and they
told someone else? She did not like gossip at all. She had
never even taken part in it when she was younger, something most girls
her age liked to do, and probably still do.
Amayaa scampered back to the small wooden cabin that
she and her daughter lived in. As she reached the door she regained her
posture and opened the door, but Rain knew her mother too well.
“Mummy, what’s wrong?” she said as soon as
Amayaa entered the door. Amayaa smiled shakily at her daughter.
“Nothing, Rain.” she said dismissively. Rain
narrowed her eyes. Sometimes her mother was extremely annoying. She
would ignore her thoughts and opinions for no reason at all, and
sometimes she pretended she thought was interesting! Rain hated when she
did that. She thought that she should either be interested or not, not
pretend to be interested when she wasn’t. Sometimes she would burst
into tears unexpectedly, which upset her mother quite a bit. Rain was
very good at seeing through lies and separating it from the truth.
Thinking that everyone else could do that too, she was very honest, and
soon it became such a habit that she hardly knew how to lie.
“Tell me what is wrong.” she said. This time she
a had a hard look that seemed to say that her mother must obey
her. This angered Amayaa. No one had any right to look at her like that!
Especially not her daughter. It was a bad day to speak to her
mother like that. Amayaa started to shake, her thoughts of seeing Bronan
flying around inside her head, and slapped her daughter. Rain just stood
there for a moment, her eyes fogging up. She didn’t want her mother to
see her cry, so she ran.
Rain fled to the toilet, a safe, happy place for her.
Whenever she felt upset or lonely or anything, she went into the
washroom. She sat on the counter with her head in her hands and stared
out the window. There was a big field in front of her. It was beautiful,
but she wasn’t allowed to go outside. Mummy had told her not to. In
fact she was ordered not to. She sighed. She loved running around on
those fields.
Then she thought about her mother. Why did she do
that? Was she mad at her? Her young mind fretted. She gulped. She had to
make her happy again! But what would do it? She decided on being good
all week. That will make Mummy happy again! She thought eagerly.
Rain rushed out of the washroom to clean the dishes,
mop the floor, dust the house and finish cooking supper for the two of
them.
When Amayaa got back from the market she was shocked.
The whole house was so tidy! She sniffed the air. And supper was
finished too! She smiled thinking of the free day ahead of her. Then she
frowned. Rain must be scared of her. She never usually did her
chores.
The week went on that way. Rain thought her mother
was mad and Amayaa thought her daughter was now scared of her, it was a
mess. It sure didn’t help when Bronan came that Friday night.
Amayaa sat cross-legged in front of their fire place.
She was thinking of her daughter, how badly she had scared her. Why had
she slapped her? What had she been thinking? She knew the answer to that
one. Bronan. Bronan, Bronan, Bronan! She had been thinking of him
and how she would never be able to have a relationship with him.
Rain, on the other hand, was locked in their bedroom
delving in a book called The Girl Who Charmed Ra. It was magical
and mystical and it involved all the things she liked in a story. This
was the only book she had read, and had she read it! She had practically
memorized every word and phrase in the whole book! Her mother knew many
stories and had been teaching them to her, but since that day
they had barely talked, much less told stories around the fireplace.
Thinking this made Rain upset again, so she decided not to think it, and
just go on with the story.
There was a rapping at the door. Both heads perked up
and ran to get the door yelling, “I’ll get it!” It was Amayaa who
eventually did open the door, beating Rain. At that very moment Rain
decided to learn to run faster, how else was she to beat long-legged
Amayaa?
As Amayaa opened the door, her mouth seemed to hang
open in the shape of an O. Rain felt like tugging at her mother asking,
“Who is it Mummy? Why are you staring like that?” but she restrained
herself.
“Amayaa?” said the man in front of them. Rain
recognized him as the man she had seen on the field with the horse that
looked like Starlight. His expression was one of pure shock and joy.
Amayaa was too shocked and scared to be happy. She had known he was
around but she hadn’t known that he knew she was around. Maybe
he didn’t even know! Until now, anyways.
“Bronan?” she croaked nervously.
“I-I thought you were dead!” he said happily.
“I’m not…” she whispered. Bronan grinned,
“I can see that now.” he tilted an eyebrow
gesturing that he wanted to know what had happened. Amayaa gave a shy
grin and ordered Rain into the bedroom. Rain unhappily obliged, not
wanting to upset her mother again.
Amayaa sat down at their quaint couch, gesturing
Bronan to sit down as well, which he did. “Tell me your story first.”
she muttered. Bronan grinned.
“You’ve always been able to make me do whatever
you want me to. Well, the King has been found to be asthmatic or
something. I think it’s… sterile? Yeah. He can’t make babies
anymore for some reason. Oh yes! His new queen and him both have a
disease! I just can’t remember what it is!” he said rubbing his
forehead. Then his face brightened up. “Ah! Tessex, they both have
Tessex! If they have a kid it’ll pretty much be dead when it’s
born. By the time it reaches five it’ll be in pain constantly and it’ll
die. So they aren’t going to be able to have a baby.” he looked at
her curiously. “Is that girl your only daughter?”
“Yes, she is.” said Amayaa.
“Well, then she is still the heir to the throne.
Why don’t you tell them? Otherwise McKinnon will become the king when
the old one dies!” he looked at her seriously. “He is a bad man.”
“Bronan, you’ve always had prejudices against
him.” said Amayaa dismissively. She looked at him seriously. “Besides,
I am not making my daughter live through the hell that I did.” Bronan
sighed, he was one of the few normal folk who knew what royals had to go
through each and every day.
“If you say so.” he said still not believing. “Anyways,
we got some new horses, and that’s about it. Now tell me your story.”
said Bronan leaning in keenly. As he smiled, all the little hairs on his
beard wiggled, making Amayaa laugh, which made Bronan laugh etc. The two
of them couldn’t stop laughing, and when Bronan started to hiccup it
didn’t make it any better. Eventually Bronan held his hand to stop the
laughing. He needed to regain his composure. He held in his breath
counting thirty seconds in his head. Amayaa bit her lip hard to stop the
laughter from bubbling from a spring that hadn’t bubbled over for five
years… since she had left Bronan in fact.
“Now tell me.” said Bronan seriously. Amayaa
sighed, there was no way out of it.
“I escaped the castle on a horse, road carrying
Rain,” Bronan gasped, so her daughter was the original, and pure
heir. Amayaa nodded. “Then I looked around for a place to live and
chose this place.” she said gesturing around her. Bronan nodded in
approval. “We’ve been living here since.”
“That’s not a very detailed account.” said
Bronan. Amayaa looked at him.
“That is all I am willing to give.” she said
stubbornly.
Just then Rain decided to open the door to ask a
question she had been wanting to ask ever since she had been banned from
going outside. “May I now go outside?” she asked with the
slightest hint of an edge. She felt a bit jealous that this man had made
her mother laugh all of a sudden. She had never been able to do that.
“Yes, Rain.” said Amayaa waving her hand in a
shooing motion. As Amayaa and Bronan talked, Rain leapt outside for her
dose of the outdoors.
Rain loved it outside. There were birds and trees and
flowers. Her favorite was the trees. She loved the way their branches
waved in the wind. It was as though they were holding a fan, like they
were hiding their eyes from the bad. So Rain would sometimes just look
at the trees for hours on end, trying to see their eyes, wanting eagerly
to be one of those who could see.
One time she did see it. It was as though the trees
lifted a veil, and there they were. Their eyes were cat-like, and had
that same all seeing look in them. She could see other worlds in those
eyes, depth and understanding that no human could ever gain. She could
see colors that she had never heard of before, never seen.
That only lasted for a second, then it was gone. Rain
felt deeply honored, like she had seen something especially sacred and
secret. She swore not to tell anyone, she had a funny feeling that her
mother wouldn’t appreciate it. Yet, she felt a deep wanting to see
those eyes again.
As Rain thought about these things, she found her
feet walking. Soon she found herself in a wide field. It was not the
green hills that were in the front of her house. Not the Fields of
Green! A deep panic rose in her chest. Where was she? Why had she gone
this far? Was she so stupid not to stop at the bright red tree? That was
what her mother had always told her to do! She felt like crouching down
on her knees and bursting into tears. But her mother had told her to never
do that, even when she was in the worst predicament. Her mother was like
that. Never cry, never show any emotion but happiness. Happiness you
could show of course, people want to think that you are happy.
These rules were extremely hard for Rain, being the honest girl she was.
She looked around for a moment. Maybe she would see
the red tree. A horrific thought passed her mind. What if she had gone
by a way that hadn’t passed the red tree? Her eyes opened wide
and her mouth went open while her shoulders rose and her fingers spread.
She wasn’t seeing anything in the real world, just imagining the
events that would happen as she got home.
“Are you new around here?” the voice broke her
out of her mental slumber. She released her shocked expression.
“No.” she said honestly.
“Oh.” said the person in front of her, she now
saw it was a boy around the same age as her. His eyebrows went together,
rather looking like the point of a triangle.
“Then why are you here?” he said, trying to find
out an answer to another one of life’s mysteries.
“I’m lost.” she said bluntly, not adding any
details.
“What does your house look like?” he asked
curiously.
“I’m not allowed to tell.” said Rain feeling
utterly frustrated. The boy snapped his fingers in a long sweeping
motion muttering a rude word that sounded rather like he had just
learned it that morning and was using it as many times as he could if it
made sense.
“I know!” he said loudly. Rain jumped. “There’s
a red forest over there maybe you could-” she broke him off with a big
smile and a hug, then ran off, never to be seen again.
Rain however, was skipping with joy. Her face was in
a smile as wide as the sun and she was positively glowing. As she was
skipping through the village, a painter watched her and did a quick
sketch so he would never forget the way she smiled as if all her
troubles were gone. He hung the sketch on the wall in front of him and
started to paint her. The Earth-Born Angel, he called her.
Rain almost flew to the red forest. Her legs ran like
the wind as she passed through it, and soon found herself recognizing
the tree her mother always pointed out to her. Her grin grew wider than
it was already. She leaned her back against the tree and slid down it’s
trunk, smelling the fresh air around her.
Rain held her hands out as though she were welcoming
someone, eyes closed. She breathed through her nose for seven counts,
then out for five like she had taught herself to do when she wanted to
relax. Waves of stories and folklore passed through her mind like
butterflies on the wind, like dragons flying through the air! Like a
wolf running in the dense forest, or a lion pounding through the open
savannah! She leapt up in one step and twirled around, holding her arms
to the sky.
“Air! Help me to fly like the phoenix!” she
yelled at the top of her lungs.
“Air!” she heard something echo her.
“Water! Help me swim like a mermaid!” she yelled
once more.
“Water!” she heard run through the rippling
lakes and streams.
“Earth! Support me wherever I walk!” she
screamed.
“Earth!” she heard as the ground shook
beneath her.
“Fire! Protect me from evil!” she yelled as she
danced.
“Fire!” she heard flames crackling in her
ears.
Then she fell down laughing looking around at the
forest where she had spent her home, then looked up into the sky. It was
growing dark. Her grin fell. Her mother would be expecting her home by
now, she thought, racing.
Rain yanked on the doorknob for it to open. It didn’t!
She was panicked. What if her mother had locked her out because she was
so late? Her mind raced like a shooting star. She ran towards the window
and ratted on it, jumping up and down. Was her mother in danger?
“Open up!” she yelled. Someone looked down at her
by the window, it was her mother. As Amayaa turned away, Rain could see
her eyes rolling in their sockets. Rain looked down at her shoes
realizing how silly she had been. She walked slowly to the door. Amayaa
opened the door, one hand on her hip.
“Why were you yelling at the window?” she asked,
her lips pursed.
“It was locked.” whispered Rain.
“You could have, I don’t know, knocked?”
said Amayaa somewhat sarcastically. Rain was on the verge of tears. She
looked once more at her mother’s face, then ran to the washroom, hands
over her eyes.
Amayaa and Bronan’s relation grew and spread like a
dandelion, fast, furious, deadly, but beautiful. Their love for each
other was like a tree, strong and extremely hard to break, and
impossible to do so with your bare hands. They started to spend more and
more time together, and less and less with Rain, making her feel like
she wasn’t part of the small family she had had with her mother not so
long ago.
Years passed, leaves fell and seasons changed. Rain
and her mother soon became much like unfriendly roommates. Amayaa seemed
to want to get rid of Rain, which was something that Rain could not
understand. Sometimes she would cry herself to sleep thinking of her
mother, the time they had spent telling stories and learning. Learning
to read and write, learning about the ways of the world and the seasons,
and proper etiquette. Even though she said she did not want her daughter
to live like herself, it bothered her when she did not use the proper
etiquette.
Amayaa had promised Rain when she was little that
they would be together forever, but that promise had shattered at the
arrival of Bronan. Bronan seemed distressed at the distress his arrival
was causing, but would not do anything to threaten his relationship with
Amayaa.
Yet, all was fine. They were still living together,
although Rain found herself pushed into the living room to sleep in. Her
mother had been in a grumpy mood that morning, even to Bronan. Bronan
had silently backed off, acting a bit afraid of her.
Rain, though, couldn’t seem to understand why it
was happening. To get away she ran into the forest, but while she was
playing, she tripped and fell scraping her knee so badly it bled. She
then ran towards her mother to show her the scrape so she would make it
all better, but all she got was the strange response (to her), “You
have no reason to be complaining, because I’m bleeding for than you
are.” This left Rain extremely confused, what did she mean? So all she
could think to do was give her mother a blank stare.
Later on Bronan told her that she was having her ‘period’
which made her very grumpy. Rain immediately asked why, but all Bronan
could do was shrug.
“I hope I never get my period.” muttered
Rain, and Bronan laughed. He then reached for her shoulder and patted it
gently.
“All girls eventually have a period. It makes them
a woman.” said Bronan smiling, obviously thinking of Amayaa. “And
boy do some become women.” he whispered under his breath, making Rain
confused. Then again, today it was like everyone was trying to confuse
her. She just shrugged it off, thinking that he too had gotten his
period, maybe that was why he was so weird today.
The months after that were different. On the days
when she was supposed to be having her period, she wasn’t. It
made her even grumpier somehow, and she started to vomit every morning.
Rain immediately became concerned, and Bronan delighted. However, nobody
explained to Rain what was going on. It seemed like nobody wanted
to either. This annoyed Rain greatly.
One day as Rain was returning from the fields, she
heard Bronan talking. They were talking about strange things like
diapers and prams which made Rain a little excited. Was her mother
having a baby? She thrust open the door, a smile gleaming on her lips
unlike the small frown that had rested on her face for the past few
months.
The looks on Bronan and Amayaa’s faces were the
exact opposite from her. The smile slowly fell from Rain’s face like
the raindrop she was named for on a window. She did not say a word, not
wanting to bring bad luck upon herself.
“Rain.” said Amayaa in a silky sweet voice. “We
want you to leave.” she said this last bit so quietly that Rain had to
strain herself to hear it.
“Pardon, Ma?” she never called her mother Mummy
anymore. She was too offish for a name like that.
“I said, we want you out.” she said a little bit
louder this time. Rain was shocked.
“Why?” she said softly.
“We want our baby to be safe.” said Amayaa
coldly. Rain looked at Bronan, but he just nodded in agreement with his
lover.
“From… me?” she asked, shaking. “Why?”
“People are after you, and I don’t want my
daughter’s fate to be running forever!” said Amayaa pointing at the
door.
“But I am your daughter.” said Rain, tears
flowing from her eyes.
“My other daughter.” said Amayaa,
undoubtedly sure that her new child would be female. Rain had no choice
but to do as her mother said.
A storm had brewed up since the last time she had
been outside, which was only a few minutes before. Rain looked at the
pouring rain, then at her mother, hoping for one last night in the home
she had known all her life. After seeing she wouldn’t go easily,
Amayaa pushed her out.
Rain fell face first into the mud at the bottom of
the stairs of her cottage. She got up slowly and took one last look at
the place she called home. No more, she thought. She trudged along for a
few moments when she came upon a crossroads. On one hand there was the
forest with shelter, and on the other hand there was the green hills.
Her mother’s words came back to her, “People are after you, and I
don’t want my daughter’s fate to be running forever!” She
would do as he mother said, she would not go by the green roads where
she was in plain view. A chill ran up her back. Why were people looking
for her? She was just the average, run of the mill girl! Could it
be that she was running on the green fields? Or the forest? Well if they
were talking about the forest she had not done anything wrong!
She was kind to the forest! She even planted a tree every year!
Rain walked a little faster, a bit angry now. She was
good to both the green fields and the red forest, what else could
there be? Soon she was in a run, her legs flying across the soil, and
her mind racing through the air. She felt like screaming “I’m a good
person!” for all the world to hear. As far as she knew, only criminals
were sought out. What could she have done? She was only a kid!
Rain slowed down and did her breathing thing to calm
herself down. She shouldn’t get herself worked up about this! If they
caught her, then she would just tell them the truth, she was innocent!
Yet she had been kicked out of her very home.
There it was. The red tree that marked the beginning
of the red forest where the leaved remained red, the trunks were red,
and the leaves never fell. She went up to the red tree, and gave it a
hug.
“Goodbye.” she whispered. She wasn’t sure if
she was just imagining it, but she could have sworn she heard the trees
give their sorrows out to her. Rain broke down, collapsing onto the
roots of the red tree. She cried and cried, her tears blending with the
rain. She sobbed and moaned, hugging the tree. There were tear marks
running down her face, clearing the mud and looking like a pattern, as
though it was meant to be there. Rain hugged her knees to her
face rocking herself back and forth trying to comfort herself.
Eventually Rain had no tears left to cry. She just
lay there for a moment, staring at the cloudy sky. Then she got up,
knowing she wasn’t helping herself at all by lying there.
From the big red tree it wasn’t much of a walk to
reach a clearing, the clearing, Rain was sure. The clearing where
everyone had been so helpful to her. She could only stay there for one
night, though. It was too close to her own home, but she had to stay
there for a night. She needed shelter and clean clothes. What a mess I
must look, thought Rain. She sighed and walked into the clearing.
The artist looked out his window and saw a figure
emerge from the red trees. His face lit up. “Margaret!” he yelled. A
redheaded woman ran up the stairs quickly. She had a motherly look about
her, with her rosy red cheeks and a friendly grin, but one could tell
she was not to be toyed around with.
“Yeah?” she said holding some cups. “Have you
made some kind of revelation about the angel girl or something?” she
said with a mocking grin on her face. The artist didn’t notice the
grin.
“Yes!” he said virtually jumping in his seat.
“What is it then?” said Margaret.
“She’s right there!” he said squealing.
Margaret looked out the window, the girl outside didn’t look much like
the painting her husband had drawn. Margaret thought that maybe it was
because she was older now, but didn’t tell that to her husband, it
would ruin his image of her. He thought that she wouldn’t grow up,
that she was a real angel, not just a girl who acted like one.
As Margaret looked closer and look on her face became
a concerned one. She immediately took a motherly attitude on.
“Look at her! She needs proper clothes! She’s so
dirty! Lionel, we’re taking her in.” Lionel seemed delighted at
this.
“Yes!” but then again he had no control over the
matter, Margaret was a very independent woman. Margaret rushed down the
stairs holding her skirts up to keep from tripping. She thrust open the
door and ran towards the poor girl. Margaret took her hand and pulled
her along without even asking her name.
Rain was shocked when she had been pulled along the
gravel road by a woman she had never met before. She had expected she
would have to ask, beg, and grovel for a place to stay. As she was
pulled down the hallways of the cozy house she saw pictures of herself
all over the place. She shivered. Why was she everywhere? There were
pictures of her dancing in the rain, of her lying in the grass, and
lying against a red tree. It spooked her out. She wasn’t so sure she
wanted to be her anymore and felt like running away, but held still.
This might very well be her only chance of a place to stay.
The woman then opened a door with a brass doorknob.
It was a washroom, nothing like the rusty green one she had had at home,
but made with white marble and a white toilet as well as a marble sink.
To her, this was an emblem of wealth. She shivered again, were they the
people that were looking for her?
Margaret turned on one of the brass taps and steaming
hot water came out.
“Undress.” said Margaret.
“I-” said Rain, nervous.
“Dear lord, do you want a bath or not?” said
Margaret.
“Yes.” whispered Rain, she knew when not to argue
with an adult. Truth be told, Rain was a bit of a prude, she completely
disliked anyone seeing her bath or even go to the washroom.
When she was done undressing Margaret directed her to
go into the bath and scrubbed her down, talking the whole time. Rain
listened closely to what she talked about and answered in all the right
places. Who knew whether or not the information would be useful in the
future or not.
“And seven years ago the queen was assassinated,
fancy that! Although, some people think that maybe she just ran away or
something. I hope so. The King is dying! If only we could find her
child, or maybe one of the king’s children. Too bad he’s sterile,
though. If he weren’t, he’d probably have tons of little boys
running about waiting to become King! Oh I wish I were Queen! If I
were Queen I would never run away or anything. Just think of all the
fine jewelry a girl could have! And oh! I’d dress in the finest silk!
And my crown would be pure gold, and the stuff would be piling up in my
bank account! Oh! How lovely!” said Margaret talking and talking about
unimportant things like that, but Rain listened anyways.
“You’re done.” said Margaret. She drained the
water away, still talking about nothing at all, and took out a towel. It
was red and fluffy, the color was rich and pure and absolutely gorgeous.
Rain reached out to touch it hesitantly. It was so soft! Margaret
laughed drying her off.
“Like the towel, Hun?” she said jokingly.
“Yes, um,” said Rain not knowing what to call
her.
“Margaret, Hun.” said Margaret.
“Yes Margaret Hun.” quipped Rain. Margaret
laughed again.
“No dear, it’s just Margaret.”
“Oh.” said Rain blushing.
“Now, Hun, you’re lucky to be coming by so early,
cause we’re just about to have supper. I’ll get you dressed up in a
pretty little dress, and you’ll come have a nice big supper with us,
ok?” said Margaret.
“Yes Margaret.” said Rain. Margaret picked up her
clothes and washed them in the sink. By the time she was finished with
them, they looked brand new. She tucked them under her arm and wrapped
Rain up in the soft towel that she like so much and steered her towards
her bedroom.
Margaret’s bedroom was gorgeous. The bed was finely
crafted and there was a thick and beautiful quilt placed on top of it.
There was a standing mirror with a frame made of gold, and a wooden
chest that was shiny and smooth. The walls were wooden up until the
middle, then there was a handle-like thing around the middle and on top
was a green flowered wallpaper.
Margaret left Rain standing while she fished through
her walk-in closet for something that would fit her. Finally a small “Aha!”
was made and she emerged.
“Try this on.” she said holding up a pretty blue
dress. “Perfect for a princess!” she said laughing. “Besides,”
she muttered, “My husband has high expectations of you.” So that was
who had made all the pictures! Thought Rain. She rushed behind the
portable wall and changed into the blue dress.
When she was done Rain came out and Margaret clapped
her hands delightedly. “Ooh! You look lovely! Now the gloves.” she
said slipping long, slender, white gloves onto her hands. “There we
go, now wait a second while I get changed.” said Margaret. She too
slid behind the portable wall and changed, throwing her clothing into
the air. While she was dressing up, Rain tried to figure out why she was
getting dressed again. Was it some kind of ritual or something? She didn’t
ask.
Margaret came out in an outfit much like Rain’s
except it was scarlet instead of blue. She seemed thinner than before,
but this was something Rain would not comment on, not in a million
years! Margaret then went to the dressing room table and dabbed a whole
lot of powder on her face. Seeing Rain’s questioning look, she
answered her query.
“It’s the latest fashion.” she said.
“Oh.” said Rain. Margaret smacked her well
powdered head with the palm of her hand.
“What is your name, dear?” she said.
“Rain.” said Rain honestly.
“Well then, Rain, come on downstairs and I’ll
introduce you to the family.” said Margaret taking Rain’s hand down
the stairs and into the dining room.
“Lionel, Richard, this is our guest, Rain.” Rain
looked around the room shyly feeling silly in the blue dress and long
gloves.
She looked over the man called Lionel, a middle aged
man with black hair and a long hooked nose giving you the impression of
an evil character in a story. In her mother’s stories the villains
were always hook nosed and black haired. Yet, you could tell he was
really a sweet man, and the pain stains on his hands confirmed that this
was Lionel and a painter. The one who had painted her all over the
place.
When she looked at the one called Richard, though,
she could hardly keep herself from gaping. This was the boy who had
helped her so long ago! He was a blonde boy with green eyes and a
slender face that seemed to have taken after his father, but his nose
was completely unlike him. At the moment he looked like his feet were
getting to be too big for him to walk around with and his shoulders were
slightly wider now, but she could definitely recognize him.
Richard just stood there, gaping.
“Shut your mouth, boy.” said Margaret smartly,
“It’s rude to stare.” Richard blushed and closed his mouth warily.
He looked over at his father. His father had a look of pure ecstasy on
his face. He would finally meet her!
“Now everybody acquaint yourselves and I’ll go
into the kitchen, bring in the food.” said Margaret already heading to
the kitchen. Everybody did as they were told, Margaret was clearly the
dominant figure in the family.
As soon as Margaret left the room Lionel held out his
hand, “I’m Lionel. Fantastic to meet you!” Rain reached for his
hand to shake (It’s always polite to return the shakes you are given)
and soon found it was a mistake for Lionel pumped it extremely hard.
After a while of pumping Rain felt she had to remove her hand, it was
getting rather sore.
By this time Margaret had returned from the kitchen
and was rolling her eyes. Dinner was much like the bath she had had,
Margaret was talking and talking and wasn’t letting anyone get a word
in. Occasionally Lionel would try and say something to rain but Margaret
would always interrupt saying that she didn’t want to tell him, and
why should she? Her past was her own business, this was a lot coming
from the village gossip.
When supper was over everyone retreated to their own
rooms and Margaret showed Rain a guest room on the first level. As she
was showing Rain to her rooms she started talking again.
“Will you tell me what happened?” she
asked.
“I can’t.” said Rain not willing to give
Margaret any juicy tidbits, gossip was dangerous. She could tell by now
she was a gossip. Rain cleared her throat.
“I thank you for your hospitality Margaret, but I’m
afraid I must leave as soon as possible. Tonight.” she said clarifying
herself. Rain watched Margaret’s expression turn from a little
irritated to extremely angry.
“How dare you!” she screeched. “I offer you a
place to live and wed and you just turn me down!” Rain was shocked.
“Wed?”
“Yes wed! You were to marry with my son Richard
when you both turned fourteen!” said Margaret screeching once more.
“And my husband adores you, you know! No, you are not going to leave,
you are staying right here!” Margaret headed out the door, Rain
running after the door, but before she could get there the door was
closed and Margaret had locked. Rain screamed trying to get out, she did
not want to stay here for the rest of her life, but the door wouldn’t
open. Rain panicked, she kicked and screamed pounding on the door and
trying to yank it open, nothing was working. Rain ran over to the
window, it was open. She looked down, the ground was close enough to
jump. She took a deep breath in and changed into her normal clothes. She
took a deep breath and jumped onto the soft grass.
So once again, the Earth Born Angel left the village,
although this time she was headed in the other direction, and going
there fast.
Days of walking in the pouring rain had not improved
her health, nor had it her hunger. There were no people to turn to,
either, just a huge amount of trees. Trees, trees, and more trees. Rain
completely understood why there weren’t any houses here, but why didn’t
they just cut the trees down? She had never felt that a tree should be
cut down in a life, but there’s a first time for everything.
Maybe those were the people who were looking
for her. She wasn’t sure, but she knew that no matter what happened to
her, she didn’t want to be caught by them.
Rain wondered for quite a while longer that day, mud
sloshing at her heels. Soon it started to seem brighter, Rain wasn’t
too sure if it was just hope or sheer desperation that had made her see
this, but she hoped with all her heart that she was right.
She was. Not much later she found herself at the edge
of the forest. She felt like rushing out with her arms spread but her
mother’s words stayed in her mind, someone was looking for her.
Instead of doing what she wished, the nine year old girl found she had
to learn control. She stepped out slowly as though she were in a
bustling marketplace. It looked safe to her, but then again she didn’t
even know what the danger was.
Lately she had found reasons to distrust those around
her, not that there were many right now. In fact, it almost looked as
though there was no one around. Rain gave a sigh of relief and
started to skip, finding it a bit difficult with the amount of weight
pulling at the bottoms of her pant legs. Thinking of her resolve to
learn to run faster she tried to now, racing herself. She then got the
notion into her head that racing herself was no fun, why not the wind?
So Rain was running as speedily as she could while
watching the invisible shapes of the wind surrounding her. It was fun,
so she decided to do it more often.
While she was busy running without looking around
her, she almost missed a farmhouse, but luckily decided to stop for a
bit and saw the house. Her face brightened. Then it slid to a frown. She
had thought that Margaret was a safe person to border with, but ended up
trying to lock her up. She did not want to fall prey to a situation like
that again. She had to chance it though, she needed a place to stay and
there wasn’t another one for miles.
Rain wasn’t sure why she was so motivated to run,
but ever since she had heard that someone was after her, that was all
she seemed to want to do. It was like someone was whispering in her ear,
run Rain, disappear like the rain itself, do not show your face,
but Rain knew she could not run forever. No one can. Especially not her,
she liked the company of people, even if it was only one person.
Rain took a deep breath and knocked on the door.
Slowly the door opened, revealing an old woman with wrinkly skin and a
hard, determined face. She was smaller than Rain, and wore a farmer’s
outfit.
“Who is it?” she said in her craggy voice.
“Rain, ma’am.” said Rain politely doing her
best curtsey.
“For what?” she asked.
“I was wondering if I may stay here for a while, I
have no place to stay.” she said using her best grammar.
“Why?” said the old woman rudely.
“I’ve been wandering the woods for a long time, I
would like to stay here for a night if you would allow me to do so.”
said Rain holding back tears, she wanted to stay here badly, she didn’t
know why. The old woman looked satisfied.
“Come in.” she said. Somehow, she looked down her
nose at Rain, even though it’s physically impossible. She walked away,
obviously expecting Rain to follow her, she did. The old woman had the
gait of a confident young woman. She bent down and removed some of the
rug to reveal a trap door. She unlocked it and went down the steps. She
gestured for Rain to follow her and took a lit torch off the side walls.
Rain furrowed her brow, wondering if this was a trap or something. The
old woman glared and gestured harder. Rain sighed and went down the
steps. The old woman closed the rug on top of them then locked the trap
door.
When they reached the bottom of the stairs the old
lady walked down a long hallway and rang a bell next to a door. Then she
unlocked the door and entered the next room, which was another long
hallway, but this time there were rooms on either side, each with a lock
on the door. Then she led Rain down another set of stairs and opened
another door. She gestured Rain to come inside.
There were men and women all sitting at tables with
food on their plates and some with mugs in their hands. They looked thin
and scraggly, worn out like an old owl, old but still growing strong.
There were children of all ages, teens, toddlers, and some who were her
own age. Most were dirty and the men were not shaven. Rain was
horrified, what was wrong with these people? They looked ill! Why were
they all under ground like that? The walls were grimy with a few flies
flying around the people, as though they were waiting for a piece of
flesh. Rain was scared. She was not used to being in such a dirty place.
She touched the walls quickly, they were not dirt either! They were very
smooth stone! There should not be such filth in stone! Rain looked
around disapprovingly. She could tell the people around her were
starting to get nervous. When Rain looked back at the old woman, she
realized she had closed the door.
“Everybody, this is Rain. Rain, by name is Mildred.
You may call me Millie. We are the alliance of the queen. Do you have a
problem with the queen?” she said condescendingly. Rain thought it
might be a trick question, but she didn’t know what she was supposed
to do.
“I do not even know who she is, Millie.” said
Rain honestly. Millie’s eyebrows shot up.
“You do not know of the queen?” she said as
though she did not believe it.
“No.” said Rain, a flush rising to her cheeks.
How embarrassing this was, not to know of their queen! “Who is she?”
she asked, hoping that she wouldn’t be left out.
“The daughter of Queen Amayaa.” she said
stubbornly as though people had tried to change her mind before, but it
had never worked. This got Rain excited.
“My ma’s name is Amayaa!” she said excitedly.
Her mother had the same name as the queen’s mother! Millie and another
woman looked at each other. Talking burst out from the people in the
crowd. Rain was confused, why was it so special that her Ma’s name was
Amayaa? Tons of people must be named Amayaa! Especially if it was a queen’s
name.
Millie’s eyes swept around the room. “I see that
everyone is done their meals, you may leave. Alanna, Sahara, you may
stay.” she said speaking to some of the people heading out the door.
There was a loud call of “Do I have to?” and a
“Yes, you do, now come on.” and a yelp. When everybody left Millie
closed the door and sat down with Rain, a girl, and a young woman.
“Rain, this is Alanna.” she said gesturing to the
blonde girl. Alanna smiled showing her dimples and waved. Alanna looked
at the woman next to her expectantly. Millie sighed, “Rain, this is
Sahara. Yes Alanna, you may stop looking now.” the girl turned her
head and moved it around as if it were sore. Millie just rolled her
eyes. “Stop acting Alanna.” Alanna propped her elbows on the table
in front of her and mimicked,
“Stop acting, Alanna, do this Alanna, do that,
Alanna!” in a falsetto voice. Millie ignored her. She turned to
Sahara.
“Could you explain to the girl who we are and what
we do?” Sahara nodded obediently.
“We are the Queen’s Alliance. The daughter of the
‘deceased’ Queen. We do not support a King because all the men up
for the throne are not rightful. The queen was the one who inherited the
blood, not the King, so it is her line that should receive the throne,
it is our job to do so. When we find the Queen we shall return her to
the throne. We will then make it clear that she is the Queen and
no one has the right to take her away from her kingdom.” she said as
though she were reciting a script. Millie nodded in approval.
“What’s your story?” asked Alanna eagerly. Rain
immediately launched into her story, she felt she could trust these
people instantly. As she got further into the tale, everyone’s
eyebrows were raised so high you could barely see them anymore.
“and that’s how I landed up here.” said Rain
finishing off.
“Oh my god, that Margaret woman sounds horrible.”
said Alanna wrinkling up her nose. Sahara just glared at Alanna while
keeping her back in it’s perfect posture. Millie looked towards Rain
kindly.
“Promise us you will tell no one what you told us
today.” she said softening her craggy voice.
“Why?” said Rain. Her mother had always told her
to ask whenever someone asked her to sign a contract, and this was a lot
like signing a contract.
“It’s for your safety. Unless you really trust
them, do not tell them what you told us. Alanna, do not tell
anyone. Not even your friends.” she said reading her mind once more.
“Do expect me to be a loner for the rest of my life
or something?” she said cockily. Millie looked at her in a way that
told her to be serious. “Fine.” said Alanna popping her cheek
irritated.
“Rain, I shall lead you to your room for tonight.”
she opened the door and turned sideways going into yet another
passageway. She stopped at a door just like all the rest and unlocked it’s
door. Somehow it seemed a little bit more complicated than the others,
and opened the door. It was a simple room with all the necessities for a
human including running water. Rain clapped her hands. She had been
hoping for a bath.
“Thank you!” she said giving Millie a hug. Millie
seemed to glow as she closed the door behind her. Rain rushed straight
to the bath though, relaxing in the warm water. She washed herself in
utmost privacy, just how she liked it. She rinsed her clothes afterwards
and let them dry and went to sleep in a nightgown left on a dresser. It
was a bit big, but she wore it anyways. Rain fell asleep right away.
In the morning she got up and went straight to what
she assumed was the Great Hall. As she came in everyone quieted down.
She didn’t like it. Rain searched the room for Alanna and went up to
her.
“May I sit next to you?” she asked.
“Sure.” said Alanna grinning as she patted the
empty space next to her. “Guys, this is Rai. Rai, this is Annie,
Carla, Shandi and Sissi.” the girls chorused a cheerful “Hi.” and
each shook her hand.
“Have you seen Lord Kane?” said Carla with a
seductive look on her face. She winked at a boy behind her.
“How could we not! When he stops by to see Millie,
the roof shakes!” said Alanna.
“But have you seen him, Miss Mildred Alanna
Stamond?” she said in her husky voice. Alanna blushed, her red hair
seeming to flame all the more.
“I have.” perked up Shandi, obviously the
peacemaker of the group. “He’s ugly!” Alanna grinned, regaining
her confidence.
“See Carla? I wasn’t wrong. I’m sure the reason
Millie keeps us kids down here is to keep us from his atrocious bad
looks!” she leaned forward. “Millie has a painting of him in her
bedroom that he forced her to keep. So yes, Carla, I have seen
him.” there seemed to be a subtle, but intense, battle between them
for leadership.
All the girls at the table hooted clapping their
hands. Despite their volume they were hardly noticed by everyone around
them, for everyone else was extremely loud, too. After everyone calmed
down Sissi looked around.
“I saw Shawn and Andrea making out in the hallway.”
said Sissi. Annie looked at her with wide eyes.
“Why?” Sissi grinned.
“I ‘needed the washroom’.” Annie giggled.
Sissi looked around again.
“Actually I’ve been spying on Shawn for a while.”
the whole table burst into laughter. “What?” she said in mock
innocence, “He’s cute!” everyone snorted.
“Yeah, if you like dorks with up-turned noses, then
he’s cute.” said Alanna. Rain sat watching quietly. She did not feel
comfortable with them talking about other people like this.
“I don’t think we should be gossiping like that.”
said Rain quietly. Carla glared at her.
“Why should we listen to you, squirt?” she said
waiting for Alanna’s usual insulting comment. It didn’t happen.
Carla looked at Alanna as if to cue her, but all she got was a glare in
return.
“We should listen to the kid.” said Alanna. Carla
rolled her eyes, but stopped gossiping.
Sissi looked under the table and stayed there for a
while saying “ooh!” and “ah!” she came back up holding a little
worm. Carla and Shandi screamed, almost falling off their chairs. Sissi
started to laugh so hard she was clutching her sides. Annie picked up
her cue and started giggling. Alanna had immediately started snorting.
Anything bad that happened to Carla was to her advantage. They were
enemies disguised as friends, wolves dressed in sheep’s clothing.
When Carla calmed down she instantly remarked, “That
was disgusting Alanna.”
“Maybe so,” said Alanna with a sly grin on her
face, “but you should have seen your face, Carla.
“We must have looked pretty ridiculous!” said
Shandi starting to laugh. Meanwhile Rain was feeling a little bored. She
wanted to do something else. Something interesting. They
were talking about nothing at all! They were just insulting each other.
Women should not do that, her Ma had said.
It was soon pretty obvious that Rain was starting to
doze off. Alanna found herself glancing at Rain every so often. All of a
sudden Rain felt a tap on her shoulder and nearly jumped in her seat.
She turned her heard to have a look at who it was, it was Millie.
“I think you should be going now.” said Millie
with a straight face.
“Okay.” said Rain getting up. “Bye!” she said
cheerfully.
Carla leaned in as soon as Rain went, “She seemed
pretty happy about leaving us, didn’t she?” she said with an evil
glint in her eye.
“No Carla, she was crying with invisible tears.”
said Alanna sarcastically, secretly relieved that Rain was gone. Having
someone like her at the table really put a pressure on her.
Rain went back to her bedroom and gathered all her
things. Millie came up to her and put a brown bag with straps on the
back and put it on Rain. “When is your birthday, Rain?” she said
curiously.
“The fourth of June, Millie. Why?” she asked in
return. A look of satisfaction came upon Millie’s face.
“No reason, just wondering.” she led the girl
upstairs. “I have a few things to tell you, girl. Tell no one of what
was down there, tell no one your story, or your mother’s name. The
only people you should even think of staying with are the gypsies.”
“Why?” asked Rain.
“The gypsies believe in the queen, but do not
disdain those who do not. They are people who will help only if they
feel it will benefit themselves, and do not believe in killing each
other. Just trust them, Rain. It’s for your own good.” she said
patting her back and setting her off unhappily. Millie shut the door
quietly looking outside.
Rain walked for a little while, her spirits much
improved. She walked and walked, her eyes closed and her hair flowing in
the wind, turning her hair into little wisps. The cool, sharp air went
into her face like a welcoming touch, and the sun shone like a fire,
crackling and giving a warm feeling, yet totally safe. Rain held her
eyes closed, not realizing the time passing. While her eyes were closed
she passed many houses, and it became to get darker, but one cannot see
these things with their eyes closed.
There was a sudden splash under Rain’s feet and her
eyes snapped open. She felt herself slipping and sliding, and she was
yelling and screaming like a lunatic trying to keep her balance. She
didn’t even know where she was, all she knew was there was water on
her toes and wind ramming into her face like a bunch of icy needles.
Then she slipped, plunging into icy cold water, her screams muffled. She
flailed her arms franticly, but Rain didn’t know how to swim. She had
never lived near a pond or river, so she had never learned, and at the
point in her life when she could have been saved by that small trait,
she didn’t know how. Rain felt her body go limp, being turned over by
the waves, pulling her down the river. Her lungs were screaming for
oxygen, but Rain didn’t know how to get any, she was just falling,
falling. The river then became faster and faster and slipped to two
turnoffs, one was calm, peaceful water. The other was a raging
waterfall.
Rain had no control over the situation, and soon
found herself slipping over the edge of the river, being beaten like a
dead dog. By this time Rain’s body had gone into auto mode, she had
fainted. Then she fell into the water at the bottom of the falls. As she
fell into the water her hair sprayed up and the pure impact hurt like a
bomb going off. But Rain was only half alive.
She did not feel pain, nor happiness at the ride
being over, she could only see the black of that around her in the
surreal world of her mind.
Rain lay on the soft grass and opened her eyes. She
got up slowly as though time was going at merely a quarter of the speed.
She was in a beautiful forest, with lush grass covering every inch of
ground and bamboo and trees sprouting up everywhere. There were exotic
flowers of all shapes and sizes blooming everywhere. Off trees, bushes
and from the ground. It was like she had just walked into a jungle
paradise.
Rain reached for a flower petal, but she couldn’t
feel it’s silky smoothness. Rain was instantly alarmed, she should be
able to feel it! A scary thought entered her mind, was she dead? She
pushed the thought away like a nasty bug. It was not possible, she could
not be dead. She shook her head thinking of her mother and how horribly
upset she would be if she found out. Then she remembered, her mother had
thrown her out. How could she have forgotten? It had been so many years
since then, almost a millennia in her mind. All she wanted to do was
sleep, sleep and forget her worries and wonders. She wouldn’t. As much
as her body ached for it she found she could not. If she wasn’t dead
now, that would certainly kill her! Her mind was in a state where it
could not even see the slightest bit of logic in anything. She ran to
the nearest tree and hugged it as hard as she could. “Please keep me
awake, please keep me awake!” she muttered as though this would keep
her alive.
“Do you think she’s okay?” heard Rain.
“I don’t know! Why are you asking me, Hannah! You’re
the nurse!” said another voice joking. There was a playful slap and
the man yelled “Ow!”
“George, you and your silly antics.” said Hannah.
She sighed quietly. “You know, I’m really worried about the kid. She
looks as though she’s been beaten pretty badly. I don’t think she’d
be able to walk for months!” Rain’s mind was screaming, months? She
would surely get caught if it took so long to get better! She wanted to
open her eyes and prove to them that she could get up, that she was
alright, and that she could leave.
“After the amount of time that’s passed since we
found her, I wouldn’t even think she’s alive.” said George.
“Five days isn’t that long a time in the medical
world, but she has survived for that long.” she said gently. There was
a rustle of something, hair presumably.
“Still a long time to be unconscious.” Rain’s
mind was racing. She had been unconscious for five days!?!? What
if someone came to the door right now? Unthinkingly, Rain tried to get
up. A sudden pain shot up through her back and she couldn’t move.
“She’s awake!” cried Hannah joyfully. “George,
get a hot cloth and cook up some broth.” ordered Hannah. Rain could
hear George walk away to do as his wife asked. “Try and open your
eyes.” whispered Hannah soothingly. Rain struggled to do as she said.
Bright light forced it’s way into her eyes and she
winced and struggled to keep them open. When her eyes finally adjusted
to the light, she saw Hannah. Hannah was a small woman, but looked
extremely strong. She had dark brown hair and dark friendly blue eyes.
She had short eyelashes and a confidant posture. Hannah looked very
young, and yet she was more mature than Rain thought she could ever be.
She was one of those people who were older than their years, and yet so
much younger at the same time.
“George! Hurry up!” she yelled, hurting Rain’s
ears. Rain winced unhappily, she sure had a loud voice when she wanted
it to be. An extremely tall man hurried into the room. He, unlike his
wife was tall and muscular, wherein Hannah was small and wiry, he had a
red beard and a playful smile that danced across his lips and eyes. Rain
liked him the instant she saw him.
“Hullo. Pleased to meet you. My name’s George,
and yours is…” he said with the same playful voice she had heard
earlier.
“Rain.” she croaked in a voice very unlike her
own. Hannah clucked to herself as she placed the hot cloth on Rain’s
forehead.
“Poor girl almost has laryngitis. You’d better
not talk, missy.” she said as she checked Rain’s temperature.
“Yes ma’am.” said Rain, croaking. Hannah
clucked again.
“Shush now, I don’t want you hurting your throat
any more.” she said as she got out a stick-like thing. “Say ah!”
she said putting the stick in her mouth.
“Ah!” said Rain slightly alarmed. What was she
doing? It felt as though she were going to stick it down her throat.
Hannah must have seen her alarmed look, because she
said something about her not sticking anything down anyone’s throat,
but Rain wasn’t really listening. Her mind was wandering, thinking
about where she had been before she had woken up. It had seemed so real,
and yet, it wasn’t. True, but not. It was a mystery to her, so far
away from reality, but it seemed like it was real. Almost as though it
was her reality.
As soon as Hannah finished checking her up she was
given the chicken soup which tasted like a delicacy, especially after
all of her mother’s horrible meals. Sure, Bronan had made food that
tasted slightly better but not by much. Hannah, on the other hand
was an excellent cook. Rain wasn’t sure why but the couple had a
deeply comforting feel. They were so calm and it was obvious they loved
each other very much.