Back to Home =p Welcome to RAin's website17 Apr 2007 Yeh rain-darkprophecies.blogspot.com has been revived!!! well for all my freinds pls relink me can??? I shall be using blogspot again... Erm btw all comment r apreciated ty =p =) =x 15 Apr 2007 Well some ppl may think im seeking attention... well i have to agree im some attention seeking person... however dun wry cos im not those irritating type de... all i juz wan is the attention from my parents... i feel tt they dun understand me enough... they think they love me but i dun feel much... they give me comfort and everything i wan but they did not give me wad i needed most... they keep trying to force me to walk a path i dun wan to... i like the way things r done now... i have so much loving frends...such a lovely dar... but i dun uds y my parents wan to change this... cannot use phone cannot stay with frends cannot this cannot tt... im like gg to be totally cut out from the outside world soon... so if u try to contact me but u cant u shd noe wad my parents did... its like i have to use the phone secretly in the dead of the night so tt they wun noe... i dun mind sacrficing abit of my bedtime so tt i can spend time with ppl i love... i really love my frends alot... i really wan to care for them... but i think tt there is smt stopping me... wad i needed most is my love ones by my side... imagine getting cut off with those u love onli getting to see them once a mth??? its very TIA de lor... haiz.. i hope tt this will stop soon... 14 Apr 2007 Haiz super sianz... thot can slp till 12... stupid got CL listening today... nvm forget abt it... sure fail de... anyway after come bk from sch Joshua call me... ask whther wan go watch Meet the Robinsons... Well duno y i agreed to watch lar... i dun norm go cinema watch such cartoon show de... anyway the show quite interesting and a bit funny bah... expecailly the pre-show... the mickey mouse de =) Spent $10 on arcade playing Datona, Dance dance revolution, time crisis 4, rock fever... aiya spend some money for entertainment dun think will die lar... diao... didi wan me treat him food for cinema??? lolz i dun look like ATM... haiz sianz... went off at 5 cos got church while the rest went play LAN... Gerald's team got trash cos my didi duno how play Dota de lolz... anyway all the pics still with Josh... oh anyway me go play maple le... buaix.... 13 Apr 2007 Haiz... me always tio bully de.... sommore tio bully by Juniors... stupid lor tt Jon tan ar..... call me emo... then still make the other sec 1 gang me.... then lata my frend and teachers see le say i bully small kids.... anyway for i have to say im still quite sad about yesterday bah... haiz... actually for those who saw me cry during the trip back.... i actually din cry becos we got bronze... i cried becos i was realy touched by u guys... although u guys were very dissapointed but ur morale was so high tt u could even sing the sch song and the montfortian giant cheer... i was really touched by this motivational spirit tt i cried throughout the whole ride lar.... so xia suay... cry in front of my juniors and seniors.... hahaz... me too emo liao lar... anyway i gtg again tmr stupid listening compre test... 12 Apr 2007 Smiles everyone =) we did our best we will have no regrets... Thank you band for giving me so much happiness and joy for the past few years... Thank you all alumni, teachers and all others for supporting us... And finally thank you Mr. Simen for giving the band so much support... Im so sorry that we couldnt bring tt gold bk for u... Pls dun blame anyone cos everyone did their best.... To everyone else msmmb is juz a bronze band but to me mssmb is already a gold band... MSSMB ROX 4EVER!!! Well enough about syf.... To all my juniors... The sec4s r gg to "xpire" liao. its gona be very soon. but pls remember tt we still love the band and we love u guys very much... we will try to come bk as and when possible... this yr is our impt yr cos we have o levs... but we will definitely come bk to help u... If u guys nid help and if the seniors cant help u, u can always come bk to us.. we will definitely help u... Anything help u nid whether scch work or band u can always come find me... i will sure help de... Jia You mssmb for the Next SYF!!! and since we sec4s r gg liao the sec3s r gona take over us... so pls respect and listen to them kaes??? I wanted to say it juz now but since everyone zao liao got no chance to say.... For all those reading this...pls help to spread to other band members ty.... Well enough of band le lar.... today dinner is song bo... 1 plate fried rice with chick cutlet... 1 whole roasted duck... Roasted meat.... Soup.... eat until dam full.... hahaz... anyway gtg slp le tmr still got sch.... 10 Apr 2007 Haiz... guys im not emo... and im not trying to be emo here... well i have to tell u firstly tt im not the happy-go-lucky person tt u always see me as... u may think im feeling happy.. but im not... in me is full of problems and sorrow... im not asking for ppl to respect me... all i juz wan is somone who can understand me... if there is really somone who is out there.... 9 Apr 2007 WAh so many events today.... Lala bdae my dad bdae... Tanjong Katong Girls SYF... wa gratz get gold... still pending GYH??? wa very nervous leh 3 more days our turn le.... this few days muz stay bk till 9 pm lor.... anyway i gtg slp le... very tired... couldnt slp last nite.... haiz.... duno y.... 6 Mar 2007 haiz... me very exhausted now... too many personal probs.... to all my frends... thank you for all the things tt u have done for me... i aprreciate it very much.... and to those i have hurt im really very sry... i hope tt u can forgive me and we can start afresh again.... i really dun wish to lose even more frends..... in my current position... i think im gg crazy soon.. i scared tt if i dun say wad i nid i may be unable to say it anymore.... i really love all my frends..... i love all the times weve been tru.... the laughters and joys... even helping to share ur sorrow.... i really hope tt we can be toghether till the end of life.... pls forgive me for the times i have hurt u....im really sry....really sry... 5 Mar 2007 Haiz... to those who ask about y i love soft toys so much... i shall ans ur qn... well to be honest i have very little friends... im like a loner.... dun ask me y but i think im destined to have little friends... all i wan is somone who understand and cares for me... since i have no one to share my probs with i turn these soft cuddlies instead... although i cant get a reply from them, but at least i have "someone" to share my prob with... at least i do not have to bottle up my probs... yes i do have probs but i have more probs than u think i have.... i cant really tell out cos i dun noe who i can trust... at least i noe these bears are trustworthy... No im not flirting around with my juniors at all...pls dun get the wrong idea... im juz finding somone to tok to... i really nid somone who i can rely on... i duno when this person may pop up... maybe i failed to realise tt this person may be already beside me... maybe i have yet to meet this person... all i juz hope is tt i can find this person soon... if not, even the warmest of light will be unable to fill up the coldness... 5 Mar 2007 Haiz... still owe somone a bdae present...so sry cant give u on time... me still trying to do now... hahaz... ppl hand still pain lar... cant do too fast... duno which idiot band me during PE lesson... nvm... i shall finish asap... 4 Mar 2007 haiz has my candle extinguished again??? y suddenly so dark de??? haiz... do u hate me??? do u really hate me so much??? haiz... duno y hand suddenly so numb now... cant type any longer... will cont tmr... 31 Mar 2007 Wa lao so tired... juz reached home lor.... today whole day outside... Morn went band xchange with whitley sec... made many new friends... reach sch at about 1+... went hg mall eat then went home bathe... then rush out to serangoon mrt to wait for my didi and benjamin teo... stupid didi lor... say meet at 3 then he himself come late... he say benjamin waiting outside barrier for him... then benjamin is beside me at the plaform lor lolz... diao we went PS...cos of didi i webt to help him "fish" 1 bear... then after $6 not even a single thing lor... Benjamin spent like close to $15 on his stacker game...then didi spend $6 total spent is $27 and we get onli like 1 puny 3.5 inch pooh bear... diao... mr bean is so sickening funny lar... haiz... wished tt somone was there with me... well... spent 1 hr looking for food... finally resided in Mac... eateat laughlaugh until benjamin din noe curry was dripping on his shirt...lmao... well nvm bk to making somones bdae prsent le... its about half done though... juz bought new materials... hahaz =p 27 Mar 2007 Sianz... tao tia dou tia everywheer tia...onli xim boi tia... sian... my head really very dizzy now... i very stressed out lar... anyone got any suggestions? well anyway im really tired liao... and still quite pissed off becos of yesterday... 26 Mar 2007 OMG!!! im so pissed off today!!!! y cant ppl juz do wad they r supposed to??? y always muz scream at them then they care??? f*** them @ssh0les!!! u think im trying to be funny ar? u think i wan collect band fund de isit??? u think i like to pump ppl or scold ppl ar? NO!!! i onli did wad im supposed to and if u giv me hell i will giv hell bk!!! 23 Mar 2007 Happy Bdae to Timmi!!! hahaz... was on phone last nite till 0000hrs to wish him lolz... Tc urself and may wadever u r doing go easy and smooth!!! today din go for uniform group program cos under MC.. Aloysius Low say shouldnt even come to sch at all lolz... i say flu and cough cannot have physical stuff but can learn mar.. then Simen lourds today cook curry for whole sch... its nice dao xiao lor... so spicy until i wan eat more lor... hahaz... anyway i gtg le bb.... 21 Mar 2007 Sianz 0.5... i juz blog 5 min ago...i walk out to living room... kick the curb= nice toe... bleeding and swollen... nice toe lar... 21 Mar 2007 Well after a talk with somone my "pissed off" finally cooled down... then after that my mum went to my room and started scolding... say i use phone use too much study study so little... lol she din noe that i couldnt study thats y i try to look for people to talk... looks like my parents still nid to catch up with me wor... aiya after hering her nagg, i suddenly realised how worried my parents were because of something... after reassuring them then everything mei shi le... Ps cant quote any parts of the talk as i dun feel like telling anyone bah... well i oso realised that my parents actually love me much more than i think... think that we lack much understanding bah... haiz...gtg study le...cant fail my tests again...for tt someone i shall pass all my tests!!! 20 Mar 2007 Haiz still very pissed today... now still looking for someone to talk to... Duno wad to do now lar... Who shd I call xia??? Nvm i try finish hw then go call..Nev do my hw for 1 week le... Sianz today take back class test another failure and the other juz pass... Hmph maybe lack of study bah... but this few days no mood study... Nvm... for somones sake i muz study hard for O levs =p 19 Mar 2007 haiz things r getting worse for me.... dun even noe wad may happen next... go problems come one after another... but the person who caused all this? always my fault suan le dun wan say anything le... go band help out during holidays, juz open stand from cover, stand pai, she wan me pay. no big deal but muz say until like my fault ar? ur stand sux ownself pai oso my fault band members dun wan pay band fund i chase them they keep dun wan bring oso my fault... ms ong toking to me after band mum cannot find me... come home nev ask jiu start scolding... my fault again ar??? nvm.... always my fault de... im not trying say everything not my fault... yes some of them may be my fault but im so pissed tt everything get pushed to me!!! haiz.. nvm i now so LL... go slp le bb 18 Mar 2007 Haiz... i feel something missing in my life... duno lar... keep thinking of tt thing.... the more i think the more tired i become... haiz... scared of losing it.... haiz... if onli time can stop here forever... if onli we can remain together forever... i juz nid u too much.... 18 Mar 2007 So sry to all those who asked me to go out... My parents juz wouldnt let me go out... Say must finish all my TYS then can... So sry for PSing u all... For those who saw me at HG mall yesterday i was there studing with my friend lar not slacking lolz... Hmmph today PR birthday... got KFC for lunch... sianz no ice cream cake... not fun.... now is rotting at home le... laopei go overseas again.. haha now can freely use phone le... 13 Mar 2007 who r u? u talk like me n sound like me... like same things...(archery,bowling)same favourites... eat same food...(no prawn,no crab,no vege) hate same things(foot drill,sports) and they say he llok like me... who r u??? r u my conscience??? or r u my shadow??? yesterday play rakion oso lev at same time... juz who the hell r u??? y r u shadowing me??? 4 Mar 2007 Well very sian juz came bk from tuition.... head still spinning.... well since so many ppl still keep asking me wad i mean by my msn nicks and my blog... i shall simplify further by using this maths equation... for a simple straight line graph, Y=MX+C let Y= eternal happiness; X= Me; C= understanding Find gradient.......after u find M u will noe wad i want....i say like tt very obvious le... More clues: look at my past msn nicks..... Where is my light??? Im feeling so cold, wheres my flame that lights my heart.... Y?Y does no one understands me... So dun ask me more...i wun say liao..too obvious..if not i would have already gave direct ans liao.. 1 Mar 2007 Haiz... juz wan thk somone u all say until i tio ditch.....haiz... guess u guys still dun understand me..... im juz feeling cold... wheres my warmth??? where is the flame of my life??? i shall perish with darkness and frost.... 27 Feb 2007 I feel so tired...really very tired... im juz sick of studying so hard yet fail my tests... im juz sick of ppl calling me names or saying bad things everywhere I go for these 10 yrs...when can these nightmare stops??? Is there really no one who can understand me??? Is there no one whom I can share my troubles with??? In this blog I would like to thank someone, this special someone who brought hope and light to me... ever since I met that person...my life have changed... without the person I think I wouldn�t be sitting here today... I would have been in heaven by now�I shant tell who this person is... but tt person would always be in my heart forever... thank you very much for helping me in times of difficulties... thank you for giving me a chance to live on... thank you for listening and sharing my worries and troubles... thank you for bringing happiness in my life... and lastly thank you for everything u have done for me... i love u so much...im so sry I couldn�t do much to help u although u have done so much for me... I feel so terrible...u may think I have not felt ur kindness... but in fact u are the first one to melt my heart... u have helped me here and there in my life... u practically cause all my happiness in life... thank you very much for everything u do... if there is really something I can do for u... i will gladly try my best to help... if I have caused any misery or hurt to u I would like to apologise in front of everyone... if u think u r nth but juz 1 friend of mine I would like to say tt u r wrong... Im someone in this world who does not have many friends... i think tt friends r those who can support me and understand me in my life... if u still think u r juz 1 person to the world�let me tell u tt u are the world to me... thank you to all my other frendz who have oso helped me one way or another in my life... without u I would never have been wad I am today... lastly im not sure if I can be with u for long... there is always one day when everyone will have to leave one another... but I would like to tell u tt wadever happens u will always be tt special someone in my heart... and no one can replace this position away from u... thank you for everything and I love u... 19 Feb 2007 Yeah!!!! today went didi hse do 3rd job haha!!! now chief dit le yeh!!!haapy assaultling... 18 Feb 2007 Happy CNY to all!!! Argh!!! my didi hai me die lor...ask me go bain...diu..... lol...so pissed my safety charm went missing...poor 5%.... well today nth much won onli $2 in gambling... 16 Feb 2007 today sch end at 12.... went vivo with joshua gary they all...watch juz follow law... well make so many new friends haha.. met joseph teo fu yuan...banjamin... anyway quite fun lar... 10 Feb 2007 very long nev play maple le lar so today go play a while lor... my didi actually wan go hunt rose with me de... den hunt halfway sianz so we go werewolf... lol i tio dc then his MG just gone then wolf slash him den tiu.... lol....he about to lev up le so suay... well my ice lighting finally lev up le haha.... 9 Feb 2007 Song bo today simen lourdes crazy let us go home at 1130..... me and my 2 didis actually wan go bowling then duno y the glassroot bowling close... so we play arcade lor so cheap 40cents 1 game... aiya i treat them lor....play datona metal slug time crisis so fun....then later i cheong back sch go see the o lev results.... well then went to dinner(can call lunch cos i din eat lunch) with them lar... 5 Feb 2007 OMG of all ppl choose Gideon as my assisstant treasuere??? wth!!!! i collecting money for band fund then suddenly ms ong say Gideon from now on u r officially the assisstant treasurer omg!!! of all ppl y must him... then got ppl xtra say duno wad couples doing same job lol.... wth!!!! aiya me and other didi doing hw together haha... then he asking qn on msn lol.... nvm i really nid go slp le lol...very tired byes... 4 Jan 2007 haiz...my whole "family" like sick lor...Me still sick... got flu cough headache Haiz sry dar din mean to pass u my sickness oso.... my 2 didi oso sick...Joon tong tio stomach flu Gideon now no voice.... Argh now i noe y i tio stomach flu 2 weeks ago... My didi tio stomach flu now cos he finish medication then come again... He told me 2 weeks ago he have le...wth no wonder i tio!!! i share flute with him argh!!! Well i not blaming him lar...not his fault he oso duno mar... well TC everyone.... Anyway today my cousin bdae...and his present from GOD??? a fall from his bike... injured everywhere helmet crash...lol....he was avoiding on coming car... anyway me gg to his bdae party le bb... 3 Jan 2007 Well today i found new didi..he is my junior Joon Tong this yr sec 1 oso play flute de... Well..we were smsing each other when run out of smses so we call lor.. toktok about ourself lar...can call socialising bah... today went help out with band....wah can die xia...the sec 1 so noisy and idiotic lor... then we have a "icebreaker" soccer and captain ball... sian pants split...embarrassing heng no one see... thought me a lesson dun play with long pants.... call laopei fetch me shorts lor... 31 Jan 2007 lol...me sick, didi sick...lol.... Haiz....really cant slp lor...woke up in middle of night.... duno y this few days like tt.... 30 Jan 2007 My valentine gift from GOD....fever...throat pain....cough....flu....headache....haiz.....love sick!!!! Well this few nights cant slp well...as usual kept by some things so cant slp haiz....been feeling very tired in sch and i always wake up so alte this few days... well...wad can i do??? as usual i can do nthing....haiz.... 27 Jan 2007 Argh!!!! y u all like to bully my didi and my dar de!!!! haiz...sry.... ur dar and korkor very useless cant help u :'(.... argh!!!! u all wan find somone bully then find me lar... leave my love ones alone!!!! y am i so useless??? y cant i do something???? PLS LEAVE them alone!!if i ever hear u bully them again u WILL GET IT FROM ME!! Didi , dar, anyone bully u tell me i will make them PAY!!!! 27 Jan 2007 Wah!!! Last time loggout lev 68 now loggin checkcheck lev 70 liao!!!! So many zombie tooth ar!!! Think can do xchange quest till xia ar!!! Anyway thks to whoever who played for me...TY.....Anyway life still as sucky.. Mon have Amaths and geog test...muz study...ok le i go off bb 21 Jan 2007 Today celebrate jiejie bdae...lol ask us meet at 11am I waited 30 min then they come...well went kbox till 5pm...go esplanade walkwalk... tim so sry bout ur stomach and hand well i last night guessed tt something will happen... haiz as usual guess was right... Haiz...Today no mood lar... walk home feel so light... cos i found out my heart went missing...nvm i not saying out...personal matters In MRT gg home my heart is like <\3 to 100 pieces...reach home is 1mil pieces... Haiz sim tia(if i have 1 which i dun hae le) read Tims blog... Haiz...when my friends are hurt i can feel it de... how can i do nth and watch my close friends get hurt...But what can i do??? Haiz... Me so useless and dumb...Yang wo zhang da shi mei yong de laopei laobu lang fei le li qi... Cant even help my friends...me so useless... Tim ar pls stop doing this can??? Talk to me if there is any problem dun bottle everything up...like tt very ez chibaboom de leh... PLS stop saying u wan die lar... if u die me how??? i cant live without friends... "y do we treasure things when they are gone" well this is human nature... this is humans most dagerous and most impulsive habit...this is y humans muz try to treasure things when we have them and not take anything for granted... as i am trying to treasure all my friends and all my love ones... pls treasure urs too and UR LIFE... we onli have 1 life after it is gone we cant take it bk... try to benefit from life and do the happy things rather then think about the past and hate ur life (i am once like tt...i noe wad it feels like...tts y i try to forget my bad pasts so tt it will not affect those around me...hope u will do tt too...) u shd noe wad my past is about...i dun like to talk about it... if u really wan to be happy... i suggest u leave all ur unhappiness and start a new life... i noe tt ur life is not tt gd...but if wan to forget the past make an effort to do so... tts y i dun talk about anything tt is gone le...be it exams or anything personal... wads gone is gone... we cant do anything to change the past... but we can do smt to change the future and the present... pls think about wad i have juz said... hope it helps u with ur life... I am easily affected by things and ppl around me leh...pls stop this.. i cant take it anymore... PS i muz stop le...My keyboard gg shock tian le... (water conduct electricity...so does tears...) I MUZ DO SMT!!! I CANT LET MY LOVE ONES GO ON LIKE TT!!! IF THERE IS SMT I CAN DO PLS SAY :( AND PLS TAKE CARE OF URSELF...NICE STOMACH AGAIN... 19 Jan 2007 Happy Bdae Daphne jiejie!!! oh the PPC i pass u on SUN bah cant pass to u now... 15 Jan 2007 Well today i juz spawn in maple then got this someone call firecleric ask me if to cc...lame...nvm lor i go there well no harm trying... he then ask darrkshadow if i got bf...i knew wad he wanted... i said no(its the truth anyway i broke up long ago)...as usual guess right...he wan me be his gf... lev 100 not bad lar...but i rejected... well so many ppl ask me y but i guess im not into relationships... every 3 mths 1 break...cant go on like this lar... well life is like this and like that lor...see what cloud float to what cloud lor... 4th Jan Well ppl cant blog everytime le but will try on every Weekend bye!!! 6 Jan 2007 Well today i felt like the happiest day of my life xia!!! Woke up about 330am? dar sms me say wan tok then we tok till 430am well wadever lar Me and dear back again!!!WEll so happy until last night sleep until so SWEET =p well hen kai xin jui shi le!!! hope today lasts forever!!! Love u dar 1314 MUAKX!!! 31 Dec 2006 to 01 Jan 2007 Today got so much fun got countdown but we did it in maple haha. Well helping ahma to finish her quest and lev up. brought deardear somewhere and well went to buy "act cute shirts" went heneseys act noob haha today was the happiest day of my life xia. hope everyday was like that. slept so peacefully and woke up at about 1030?? well gg watch night in the museum le bb. Oh ya b4 i forget HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! 30 Dec 2006 Happy bdae Aaron haha. well today woke up at 1Pm well duno lar last few nights nev slp much too much fun in chalet.well chalet pics haven been uploaded yet well if time permits i will do so. quarreled with PR again. i told him " If you think u r smart then there will be no more dumb people in the world. afterall u r the dumbest of them all =p" Go read ppls blog... Doing Garys "quiz" from his archives nstructions :name 20 ppl you cn think of at the top of ur head. don't read the qns below before you write 1.Timothy 2.Joshua 3.Weeong 4.Rainald(Never say me cannot mar) 5.Gavilan 6.Edward 7.Gary 8.Clifford 9.Joseph Koh 10.Ray 11.Gideon 12.Ryan Louis Lee 13.Gerald 14.Kenneth Cheng 15.Aaron Tan 16.Ivan Ng 17.Daphne 18.Gek Teng(Lala) 19.Peck Yi Ming 20.Marcus Tan what would you do if you never meet 1? -My life would never have been So happy and meaningful what would you do if 20 and 9 dated? -OMG Wtf cant think of tt did you ever like 3? -Wth maybe maybe not duno dun wan ans lame qn would 6 and 17 make a gd couple? -Well Maybe come to think of it like can leh describe 3. -Cute Shuai vry frendly fun but sometimes very violent?? do you think 8 is attractive ?- Lol attractive meaning?. Well can say shuai oso but i not interested no thks something about 7.- Always Smiles :) keep the good work do you know any of 12's family members ? - Never knew any of his family what's 18's fav ?- Erm not sure but i got feeling it is food and one of them is Seafood!!! what would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you ? -Wth duno leh not sure what language does 15 speak ?- Singlish, Chinese, and lastly Rubbish!!! who is 9 going out with ?- Lol i not ji ja puo i dun pry into ppls private stuff how old is 16 now ?- 14 when was the last time you talk to 13 ?- 29 Dec 2006 would you date 11 ?- Wth y so many stupid qn de??? would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11 ?- Wth lame Qn dun which to ans what sch does 3 go to ?- Montfort Sec Lar where does 6 live ?- Somewhere in Hougang i think Whats ur favourite thing about 5 ?- Do everything oso gd play flute play o2 play maple have you seen 1 naked ?- Hmph think not lar lol another lame qn 29 Dec 2006 First to wake up see clock 1015 Wth 1000 muz leave chalet leh... Woke everyone well packpack go home...On com onli to find maple down so playplay Dota... 28 Dec 2006 Suppose to go Escape Theme Park well everyone still sleeping how go !2 noon le leh...stay in chalet lor... Tio rape in room by korkor so pain and tired ant HOT!!!... rain stop Walk out chalet rain liao no umbrella me korkor Pecky Beaver and Lala tio dreanched Haiz nvm la qi kui let ppl see sexy body cos i wearing white ...Well not much lar play Datona...Dance in "freezer" with jiejie and Lala Sneak in play Pool...Went night swim... Weeong tio bully again...Me tio bully by weeong oso in pool Play Taidi till 3am call Mac 4am went back sleep found bloster and Pillow loss again... This time too tired lar then koon 27 Dec 2006 Morn wake up call Mac delivery Weeong sleeping like a log... Found his leg at my **** tried to wake him dun wan then i help him pay and order lor..Eat le me and Weeong went sleep again then woke up found Gavilan And Hanwen taking pic of me and Weeong... Joseph came and brought DVD.Wth Eragon!!!!juz watched yesterday!!! Well bbq again...tonight Bolster and pillow got stolen by Gavi... Cant sleep... 26 Dec 2006 Finally the day has come.Juz finished packing bag in the morning... Went watch Eragon, Went Lan play dota... Went home bathe getting ready to go chalet.. Dad saw 4 bags of chalet stuff Chua dio say too many bags so i took his luggage and stuffed all my thing in.. Drank 40% then whole night so high. duno what happened onli remember Suppose to sleep with Sec 4s then SOME ppl ask me go other room.No choice join Sec2s... Cant slp whole night stupid WeeOng korkor hug so tight my whole leg numb cant move...Haiz very hot xia... Actually room very peaceful den Shermann duno y come in then so squeezy tried to steal my pillow and bolster(pillow and bolster refer to Weeong) 25 Dec 2006 Happy Xmas everyone!!! well midnight me Tim and Lala took SS at happyville.upload pics anoother time again. Tim tio Dc then whole xmas tree gone muz redo again... Went Daphne jiejie chalet for bbq dinner. Din eat much wasnt hungry anyway.Met Isabell jiejie(daphne guild Ldr) well nth much juz as ordinary xmas as the others accept that Timothy very happy cos he tio 20K xmas edition PPC 17 Dec 2006 Haiz today deardear angry with me :'(haiz. misunderstanding again.. always tio misunderstood by everyone de..i juz said faker then deardear thot i scold f***er..Haiz..ok lar all my fault ok.. Haiz problems after problems..1st 1 haven solve 2nd 1 appear haiz.. dear dun angry le lar..haiz tonight cant slp again le.. Juz uploaded 1% of the pics i took in Disneyworld. purposely uploaded first to make my cousin pissed off haha Disney pics this way =>cu73 p1c5 17 Dec 2006 hmph today nth to do. change hotel le so got internet haha. hmph muz pack stuff tmr fly bk singapore le...well anyway gtg slp tmr morn flight buaix cya on 20th Dec 2006 0030hr (+8 gmt)... 17 Dec 2006 Sry dear me here bo internet cant msn you. So sry? Anyway today me went to see Niagara falls haha. Woke up too late haha. Muz have dreamt too much LOL? Anyway the Scenery very nice here haha hope u guys can enjoy it too so I took many pics. Lol. PS cant upload pics no internet?Me now typing blog in Microsoft words lar so next time EZ transfer to blog haha?Anyway dear dunnit worry about me lar here not that cold got enough warm clothes so I quite ok. Hmm me at Canada side of Falls so after woke up go Lunch go taketake pics then went to USA side? So cool got double rainbow (can see easily from the pics)? Go USA walkwalk buybuy shopshop eateat then come bk hotel le? Went swim(eeeew no chio bu to see de all so phui)? Went starbucks?then koon le haha? 16 Dec 2006 Today fly from Florida to Toronto�Sian plane again? 2 planes to reach sommore?sian leg pain back pain? haiz?took 1 hr for me to reach hotel.. by the time is evening le. Went down to seesee Niagara Falls.. cool so nice got lighting sommore and even got firework. Wow such a gd welcome haha lol�anyway very tired and pain so went to slpzzzz 14 & 15 Dec 2006 Well since got 2 more day passes so went bk to Disney well went to take those nice rides and went bk to those nev sit de. well took alot pic again... Aiya dar dun angry loe lar calm dwn ok? i coming bk SG very soon le.... 13 Dec 2006 well finish with all 4 Diseny theme park le. well went to Universal Studios. so fun .well as usual sit roller coastals alone... well quite fun lar at least better than Disney.. 12 Dec 2006 well since weekday le so return to themepark went Disney MGM studio... 10 & 11 Dec 2006 Since this two days are weekends in America so cant go themeparks sure lagg like xiao (PS play too much maple i mean jamm with ppl) so i went to FOS (Full Of Shit??? haha no lar its Factory Outlet Store oh ya launch postponed to today so we went there tonight to test our luck. haha today hengheng launch well the feling dam song lor.. haha can go see video in my blog... pls go here =>watch the video of space shuttle discovery lanuch pictures not yet uploaded should be done anytime. pls send me email to comment about the video. thks 9 Dec 2006 Went Kennedy Space station today seesee. haha coincidence today is launch day for Space Shuttle Discovery tyco haha. Sian all queue so long so many ppl come see launch... Wth wait until 9pm and last 5 min b4 launch u tell me launch cancelled becos of wind??? wth... traffic jammm zzzz reach hotel 2am koon.... 6 to 8 Dec 2006 Enjoying myself in Disney world well went to magic kingdom Epcot centre and Animal kingdom. well quite fun yet quite boring..most of things for Gina.. well took many photos(i will post on blog later on bah)... PS cant buy disney toys lar so EXXXX.Well Still having jetlag... food sux everytime eat burger... 6 Dec 2006 Reach America le?Not that cold�OMG luggage lost no more winter clothes�Lol?anyway here got free broadband can msn and blog haha�Haiz me now very tired go koon le buaix. 5 Dec 2006 Wa like tt onli few ppl wish me happy bdae de. lol... anyway on plane so sian. hmph having jet lag. well i reach Orlando at morn(SG time) well Florida time in 4 dec nite. haha long bdae i have. well celebrated with my family and my relatives on video conference??? well kk from now on i still stick to SG time and date lar so dunnit confuse everyone. 3 Dec 206 Well said BB to all my friends... gg off tmr 6am.. haiz dar dun sad le lar.. i come bk very fast de lar. dun cry.. 24 Nov 2006 Today go Suntec for Scvenger hunt. so Suay Tim and Gavi split up if not sure very fun.Well Tim foloed me group. Haha Tim sure knows the way round Orchard area (sure go there alot times de)thks to Gary i could finish this part 1. Get receipts that total up to $15.25 (Completed. coffee + Rainald's MosShake and Gary Apple Pie from PS's Mos Burger) 2. Collect 20 different flyers (Completed. We took them whenever we passed by any shops) 3. Find a hair that is 20cm in length and take a picture with the person whom you obtained the hair from (Completed. Rainald went and asked the lady at HSBC. Picture was taken with Rainald) i think my group is the only group that finished this 4. Get 5 GV tickets with different movie titles (Completed. Timothy, Gerald, and Joshua went to PS's GV and asked the ticketing guy there) 5. Find a 10 cent coin that was made in 1971 (Failed. Can't find) 6. Get a HSBC Credit Card application form (Completed. We just took from the shop/whatever thing its called) 7. Find 3 paper cups from Starbucks Cafe (Completed. Timothy went to take from Suntec City's Starbucks) 8. Find 6 ice-blended coffee cup from Coffee Bean (Completed. Timothy, Gideon, Gerald, and Rainald bought drinks from there. Then we asked for two more cups,lol) 9. Get a Mos Burger serviette with a lady's lip print on it (Completed.Rainald used McDonald's chilli sauce at did it himself) 10. Go to the cold storage at Takashimaya and search for food items beginning with each letter of the alphabet. List them down on a paper and record the price for each item (Completed) 11. Get a paper bag from Pop Doh (Completed. Found at Taka's food court area. Gerald bought some bread from there, but they didn't have paper bags, so we just got a Taka bag. Mrs Tan accepted it) 12. Collect 20 bottle caps (Failed.Waste time one, 1 point only) 13. Find a chocolate bar wrapper (Completed. Timothy bought a chocolate bar from Millenia Walk's Candy Empire) 14. Find a paper bag (Completed. We used Coffee Bean's paper bag) 15. Collect 10 satay sticks (Completed. Bought a packet of satay sticks from PS's Carrefour) 16. Find a Y-shaped twig (Completed. Found during the walk to Parliament house) 17. Find a French fry that is 8.5 in length (Completed. Found at Singapore River's McDonalds with Joshua's large-sized fries) 18. Find this picture(gona upload another day) and take a photo of it with the group 19. Locate a circular sculpture that can undergo slimming when viewed from a different angle. Take a candid group photo with the sculpture (Failed. Rainald Knew where it was but forgot how walk there) 20. Find a pillar sculpture that is made up of 100 pieces of marble, each measuring 16cmx140cmx140cm. The marbles are arranged as a stack that spirals upwards. The angle of rotation for each square is 3.6 degrees. (Completed. We completed this along with task No. 8. When we sat inside Coffee Bean drinking, we saw the sculpture from the window, lucky us) 21. Find the Merlion and take a photo that depicts the group leader 'spitting' water from his mouth. (Completed. Took a picture of Rainald spitting water. Gideon was under him drinking the water as a bonus) 22. Find a serviette from the Top of the M restaurant. (Failed. It was closed and they say that they dun have any serveiites at all) 23. Take a group photo with e following landmarks as the background Esplanade CHIJMES Istana Parliament House Statue of Sir Stamford Raffles (Completed. I tell you ah, this is the most tiring task la. We walked like 20km around town) 24. Take a picture of one of your members riding on the I-Gallop (Completed. The kind staff at Millenia Walk's OSIM let us take a picture of Gideon on the I-Gallop) 25. Find the Bah Kut Teh store at Boat Quay and take a group photo with the signboard as the background. (Completed. We only found this after like 2 big circles around the riverwalk area) 26. Get the latest pamphlet of the Singtel mobile phone offer (Completed. Found this at plaza singapura) 27. Get the price of the Marriott Gold Rewards Card (Passed Rainald and Gideon went thru the Storm to ask the people) 28. Take a 30 second video of the group singing a Christmas song in front of a big Christmas Tree with decorated with many stars (Failed. No time to sing) 29. Find out the price of Don's black pepper chicken pie (Completed. Found this at Suntec City) 30. Locate Mrs Cassandra Tan's car. (Failed. It was parked at her home) this task so lame lor lol in the end we all got late. Stupid taxi cant find de. call taxi oso so slow. then taxi driver drive like xiao almost Kaboom!!! Me and Gideon so kia then we sat there mana burn hearing the drvier point mid finger and scold f*** CB KNN wa lao. so vulgar xia 23 Nov 2006 Haha today band camp. lol so suay me and Gideon in same group lol. oso got Joshua Gary and Gerald (haha G&G twins lol). well alot of fun.Me group leader then Timothy and Gavi folo my group during the first nite's night walk.then some KPL complain we take MRT cos no sweat.Lol of cos lar ppl slowlyslowly walk mar kan cheonng for wad manman lai lar. Oh ya forgot to say we visited Ang Mo Kio sec for band xchange. Whitley sec oso there. lol.All like so Pro.. Nov 2006 Well i just got to know my jiejie and met her haha. 1 whole group of ppl go Gavi hse lol. Me tim ahma jiejie marcus alien....i think tts all cant really rmg le. well go there see Gavi Levling up... see jiejie died twice...playplay with Yuki(Gavi's dog)... 17 Jun 2006 well today I go Genting Gideon went Melaca. well lost in touch first next few days.... Omg saw KPL at Genting with his family 16 Jun 2006 Well today Montfiesta 9 haiz duno y so nervous haha shd be becos first time playing solo bah. then i start shivering then Gideon was the one who tell me dun worry... then we spend whole day after rehearsal and before concert talking together. well the whole day kinda fun bah. chatting... eating... well until at night, i tio thrown inside the pond outside Victoria Concert Hall. haiz phone pai wth my first phone!!! 6 mths then pai le. 15 Jun 2006 Tonight we all meet in maple again Ludibrium just came out so the 3 of us went there explore. well i wanted make sommone jealous so... gave Gideon 1 Kfan. then both of us using. Malgene fell for the trick haha. well looking for maple bf (cos darrkshadow is gal) so i ask Gideon if he can be my maple bf. well he agreed. stupid Malgene keep calling us g**. i threaten him i gona kill him tmr then he stop lol. then he threaten bk gona bully Gideon tmr so i say if he dare i gona kill him. lol as usual dumb ass fell for trick again. haiz then Malgene go slp me and Gideon climb dwn EOS tower then climb up again. then we go peach Island take wedding pic(haha like very early hor juz knew each ther few days onli)...zzzz Jun 2006 Next day go band straight away go scold them for making me wait. haiz excuses.. parents dun let them play... haiz ok lor tonight meet again. tonight me and Gideon on9 first. well chat alot whoile waiting for Malgene. in the end he so late then on9. hhmph.... Jun 2006 Well as usual duno y everytime half yr gone then mingle with sec 1s. this time i overheard two juniors talking about MapleStory (sry but they were talking so loud tt so many ppl can hear). the first one is Gideon the other is Malgene. duno wad they quarreling about. forgot le STML again. well i joined there sitting ith them talking about maple. well we decided to meet on maple to KS each other see who better. haiz whole nite those two stupid idiots make me wait whole nite they nev go on9..... May 2006 hmph wierd from then on duno y everyday on the phone with tim. talking about sch work and band stuff hmph. May 2006 well studying for SS and history when suddenly very hard to study. tried to reduce stress by calling ppl. first 1 in mind is timothy. haha got ppl talk and oso got ppl teach on phone haha. 03 Jan 2006 Wth 3 yrs gone le now Sec 3. hmph wearing long pants le. haha omg the class timetable so long.... hw list oso so long.... hmph finally me cliford and daron reunited in same class le hor? haha. haiz too bad jin kiat din go 3E1 with us. Dec 2005 well again i celebrated me bdae overseas. this time go korea. wow din noe skiing was so fun yet tiring. well Lotte world was fun. missed everland cos plane arrived late. haiz Jul 2005 Well out of a sudden Timothy and me started talking after Montfiesta. Humans r wierd...zzzz Jun 2005 Well i dun talk to my juniors until the band camp. well tts y band camp r the best time when everyone can build friendship u know. well i met a guy name Neo Wee Ong. chatted a bit talked about Pri sch, band stuff etc. well got along quite well. he later became my korkor... anyway he younger than me 1 mth onli to me doesnt make much diff anyway. after kenneth cheng's batch left, gavilan took over as band major while Peck yi ming became drum major. well anyway they r gd choices too. erm friendship with timothy like started to get worse. dun talk much le. haiz it salmost like losing another friend le. haiz so many setbacks in so short time. well to tell u the truth the onli sec 3 i knew were jin bin and timothy. well so since jin bin very quiet and tim like nev talk to me liao so i went and tried to make new friends. well anyway it succeded if not till today i would onli know tim jin bin and wee ong. Jan 2005 Hmmph new teacher. Low Siew Leng... teach since. well she doesnt teach well like ppl to copy everything from her powerpoint slide. wads the oint of copying when its is all in the textbook? wierd teacher but quite kind. well dun judge a book by its cover. she may well look like a bulldog tts what ppl use to call her but she is actually very kind u know. well its just not very nice to bully a teacher u noe. she took so much time to prepare those slides so we should be aprreciative... 04 Jan 2005 Well lesons became longer but more intresting. Homeworks increse X2. well recess suddenly more dull. friends from sec 1 still hanging together haha. but seniors time slot now change so cant talk to them le. 03 Jan 2005 A fresh new year again. haiz miss my friends during the holiday. well sometimes still get to talk or even find them on9 on Neopets???? lol as usual today intro stuff again.... this year they jumble everyone into diff classes me go 2E3. wth this class sux got some stupid ppl like Sooria Mathhew Koh Jonathan Koh Aloysius Lee. wth so noisy and chaotic. well dun mix around with ppl like them so not many new friends,onli got harold lewellyn sydney roy?? this year like losing friends haiz. all split into diff classes. well lucky got clifford and jinkiat in my class. well still gd friends. Year 2004 Well the other events i really cant remember liao all very sian de lar. if i ever remember then i put in lor. haha STML trouble. anyway for te whole year life was the same routine mon to fri sch sat sun rest well always like tt. even sch is like regular lol. but still remember got 3rd in whole lev though Jan 2004 Well band prac during holidays= no rest haiz... anyway Kenneth became Band Major so SL post gift to Gerald Chan. Drum major is Wilson Lin. well congratz... XX DEC 2003 Go bintan well quite fun lar. anyway onli few days haha. wa after a few days i reach singpore tsunami strike wth so mny ppl die so scary xia. XX Jan 2004 Well after the first day in band well, time to hit school again. Sec 1 life was like so cool, more freedom and not much homework haha. well since pri sch i always hated to go to sch. but suddenly my mindset changed. from then on i always looed forward to the fun in school especailly recess where i can interect with my peers. usually after light refreshments, me and my usual group of friends, clifford, daron, hwee xiang, tze chuan( smart ass) and derek etc,etc, we always hanged together to play games, chaptek, soccer, gay catching? (the last one being catcher b4 bell rings will be the gay for the day. well most of the times it is derek(piggy). haha cant run so no wonder.... well sometimes on alternate days i hang out with my seniors from band. well should say senior as i only knew timothy kwa. lol haha he is a good senior though. very friendly and very shuai oso. No i dun have a weakness for guys WTH!!! i say ppl shuai cannot ar??? haiz some ppl jealous isit??? well recess for the whole year wad like this XX Jan 2004 Paiseh as u already know i suffer from STML its no surprise i always forget the dates (tts y i dun do well in history) however my heart tells me it is one of the saturdays. Well anyway on to cut the long story short, on tt day is the first day of band. well as usaul choosing of instruments... hhmh well this year we were allowed to choose the instruments we like to go. but "judges" decisions r final. well i dun have much knowledge about music but i have always yearned to learn to play the flute since young. so i decided to test my luk. b4 i ever step into the foyer, well i actually told God that if i do not get into flute section, i would quit band. haha. well fortunately or unfortunately to SOME PPL,... anyway arent i still in band? so u should know wad happened =p haha. kaes as some ppl requested i shall retell the story. erm surprisingly i can still keep some memories un"brainwashed" well on the first day all recruits were separated into groups well lucky for me my group visited the flute section first, haha so since i am the onli person in my group interested in flute so happy me sitting there 10 min listening to Kenneth. well i tried playing the flute. hhpmp u can still call me a noob then (well now still a noob compared to kenneth then). well i still rememebered him saying that he saw some talent in me and asked if i wanted to join flute. so there i am now... still in band haha.another sec 1 Qing Long entered flute. then some xtras bought a flute just to make Mr. Ng Eng Kee let him go flute. well duno y Qing Long got kicked out of flute in June 10 Jan 2004 Hehe today is choosing our CCA. i wanted to get into choir badly but haiz my dad say i should go into band no harm trying at least if i dun like it i can still quit. but well i have long forgotten about quitting le. XX Jan 2004 Not sure about precise date but on tt day i met a new friend Clifford. well he kinda cute but very fun to play with and talk to. He's now my best friend though. 05 Jan 2004 Well today is the first day of lessons haha. well as usual first days no homework all about intro and stuff..... 02 Jan 2004 to 04 JAN 2004 Haha today we having Sec 1 oreintation camp. fortunately make new friends like Hwee Xiang. Had a lot of laughter. lol ever since we met hwee xiang me and daron called him vegi boy which in the end almost our whole cohort called him vegi boy. sounds mean but how mean can Sec 1s be anyway? 02 Jan 2004 OMG first day in secondary school. well go 1E1 so scary xia i onli know a few ppl in my class. the form teacher Ms.Ang Guat Hong ar look so firece. stare there lke gg to kill u like tt. Well anyway at least still got old friends like Daron Chua to talk to. Not tt i antisocial juz tt i still very shy. FYI i knew Daron like since Pri 1 so can still communicate although losing touch since Pri 4. 05 Dec 1991 to 01 Jan 2004 Well many event happened but unfortunatley i sufer from short term memory loss commonly known as STML or Dory illness 05 Dec 1991 Hi guys today i was born into this world. My purpose to enter this beloved world is to show love and bring smiles to everyone in the world. Back to Home =p