| For the girl I will never have (you know who you are) I wish that you could see me right now. All I can do is think of you. Ever since you left that e-mail I have been wondering about you. I wish I could hold you in my arms and tell you how much I like you. I want to surprise you and come from behind, wrap my arms around your waist and kiss your neck whispering to you the things I know you want to hear. I want to be one with you, hold your hand and show you all of the things you cannot see yet. You are so beautiful, I feel so lucky, but is it luck or fate? I feel as though I should have acted quicker, told you how I felt when I met you. Would you still feel the same? I wish I could see you right now, have you here beside me. I want to show you all I have to offer, I want to give myself to you. When I saw you that day my blood started to run faster through my body and my heart beated until it was coming out of my chest. I didn't think I was going to be able to speak, but I had so many things to say. I wanted to jump over the counter and grasp you in my arms, but I couldn't. I had to hold myself together, I had to find some control over my body. If it wasn't for that bracelet I would have been lost! I was lost. You have re-kindled my spirit and lit my heart on fire. I want to look into your eyes, I want to touch your soft skin, I want to smell your sweet smell. I just want to be with you. I want to lay on the grass with you and look at the stars. I want to take you to the lake and hear the soft waves come in and out as I hold you in my arms. These are just some of the things I want to do with you beside me. I want you to be part of my life! I just want to be with you. Your voice is like a tease. I know there is so much beauty on the other end of the phone becuse I can hear it in your voice. I just want to reach through and kiss your soft sweet lips. I want to prove to you how much I like you. I want to show up on your doorstep woth a rose in my hand, I want to know all of the things that make you happy, so I can put a smile on your face everyday. I want to know all of the things that make you said, so I know to avoid them. I want to make you the happiest person in the world! I just want to be with you. by Raine |