| Just Another Rambling |
| i am trying to breat through these invisible walls and unclasp the invisible chains that bind me down and hold me back all i want is my freedom my freedom is to not have to be scared of some homophobicanimal releasing his rage on me a slap in the face a kick in the stomach can't compare to the feelings i get when i am with my girl holding her in my arms neglecting anyone or anything else in the world when i can tell her that i love her and not worry about some sadistic punk wanting to kill me just because i am different i am still human tho and i have a heart that beats and my soul is intertwined with anothers just like yours but mine is a girl it's wrong it's merely a faze a forbidden love well you can't take this from me for i have been tempted too long and i am proud of who i am i despise the person that dare spit in my face and calls me a dyke i know that i have love in my heart and deep within myself where it can not be harmed i am me no word can describe who or what i am i do not try to camoflauge into this world of illusions and psuedo people because when you can't express how you feel you just trap yourself like a bird in a cage waiting to escape so no punch from a grown man or a taunt from an ignorant woman can prohibit me from being me and walking down the street hand in hand with the person that i love you can stare if you want point if you care but i won't mind because your worst nightmare is my reality and somehow it comforts me that i can control your life but you must understand that i am me and you can't change that i am chrissy |