To live in silence,
waiting for the day when the world learns to accept what has no reason.
To give in hope,
Pleading for someone to acknowledge that your life is more than taking in stagnant air.
Twisting in an inescapable womb of self doubt and self loathing.
Screaming out in a voice with no meaning. Save me, help me, touch me, heal me.
No one answers.
Some try to save, to reach past the silence and out to me.
Offer their hand to lift me up.
How I wish I could take the hand that is offered.
 The mangled, twisted thing inside of me trying to form a soul, something screams.
I scream.
Tears fall but the reason is lost to the world. It is simply a time for tears.
A world for tears.
Understanding escapes this world, some try for it and fail
some sit back and watch the show.
Is this evolution?
This blood soaked Earth bathed in lies and lives lost, bathed in hate and false sympathy?
How much has this growth cost?
What have we been willing to pay?
Why can't I reach out into the dregs of a once great world and find a place?
I scream.
In my silent tomb I wail out my frustration.
And the watchers watch
and the world dies
and I scream