Author:  Kira-chan
Part: teaser
Disclaimer:  I own not.
Pairings: Implied CloudxSephy, CloudxVincent
Summery:  Cloud has a tuff time delaying with something’s in his past....
Warnings: Hmm RAPE!!!!  You don’t like?  don’t Read then!! Lets see heavy Yaoi *smirk* and possible LEMON later! *hentai grin*

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::CLOUD::

I’ll never forget that day.  The day I returned to Shinra Mansion.  The old place is still as creepy as I remember.  At least of what I ‘CAN’ remember.  It’s all foggy now and for that I’m grateful.

There are many reasons why I’ll never forget the place.  For one I vaguely remember some sort of lab.  But my mental picture is blurry due to the mako fluid I was floating in. The blood of the planet was very strange feeling on my skin.  I still don’t know how I was kept alive while I was floating in the liquid.  I was one of Hojo’s lab rats, being kept in that stuff for his experiments.  I can still here that evil cackle of his and the screams of fear and pain of the others held there....  The rest of me myself might have been messed up.  Floating in an abyss of pain and fear, hearing HER Voice calling to me to set her
free.  But on the worst days in that place I was lucid.... Hojo enjoyed his work too much to be healthy...  Thankfully I don’t remember of that time.  I guess it was one of HIS Gifts.

Another reason I’ll never forget that awful nightmarish place is because it’s where I met my Koi.  *smile*  The first thing I noticed about his sleeping form his midnight black hair.  Still long and glorious as the day he first went to sleep in that black coffin.  Form fitting cloths that clung to every contour of his lithe well toned body... And how he scared the crap outta me when he suddenly sat up!

::VINCENT::

The first thing I had noticed apon waking was his eyes.  A glowing shade of Sapphire that I’ve never before seen.  Eyes that I could have easily drowned in if I had let myself.  I mentally smacked myself.  Why was I having such thoughts about a person I hadn’t even met?  I slept to atone for my sins.  I am then jarred awake, only to find a blond Angle awaiting me at the foot of my coffin.  Dressed as a SOLDIER.  I frowned at the thought.  For some reason I envision him enthroned on  a soft chair wearing the finest silks money could bye.  Awaiting the return of his lover.. Namely myself.

As we talk, I’m mentally shaking my head.  I had just met the handsome young man and I’m already giving him names of endearment and imagining myself with him!  Hojo must have altered me more then I had previously thought.  how can I have these fantasies even as I think of HER?  The great Lady love of my life, and one of the reasons for my self imposed slumber.

I tell them to leave this place and let me sleep.  They intrude twice more, slightly annoying but my spiky haired Angle is a stubborn one.  Finally they leave me and I relax. As I close my eyes I see him.  Determination and resolve rolled into a sexy and beautiful package.  No matter how nonchalant he acts, there is something in in his eyes that calls to me and begs me to take him in my embrace.  To wash away his nightmares with loving touches and tender kisses... The dream was shattered by the whimpers I hear in the office beyond these stone walls...

::CLOUD::

I heave a sigh of resignation and frustration.  Sephiroth was being a pain in the ass and confusing the hell outta me with his cryptic remarks.  I ground my teeth in frustration. The only thing that made sense is where he was going next.  And what did Jenova have to do with this?