Dream


so lonely and cold, waiting for you to return, 
not sure of where I belong.
wanting only to feel you, hear you, smell you, taste you.
burning for you with open arms and closed eyes.
always hungering for an embrace that may never come.
so cold and afraid.
I dont want to be alone anymore.
I dont want to  be alone.
I just want you here, with me, but I cant see you, 
and in my dreams your voice is so far away.
need you so bad.
clouded world that keeps me from you is 
overwhelming my senses, until I can hardly remember what you were, 
if you were ever here at all.
are you just a dream, an apparition, borne of lonliness and despair, 
or is it me....doomed because you awoke, and I still remain????