night night night.

so dark and cold

no light, just dark

no moon tonight,

only cold rain and apathy.

half a world away you sleep,

not knowing my thoughts are with you.

just a voice in the night.

the cold night,

a voice that I cannot hear b/c the world has

thrown a suffocating web of grey on

everything.

am I alone?

alone on this rainy night, with no one to call a friend

when I need a friend the most....

alone in my despair.

so sad and lost.

confused and tired, but unable to sleep

b/c of the waves of torment crashing in my head?

tomorrow is but a dream that must endure the night in which I live and breathe.

it must not disappear as I awake in this world that does not love me.

this world that hates me.