cutting my wrist is all I thought
three to four years tormenting did it
I broke in my mind and hatred filled my blood
within my soul it was dark and empty
my love faded and my heart vanished
all the days I lived destroyed by other's words
all my years of trust destructed by lies
now all I really wanna do is die
I wanna die and run from this life
find the darkest place to hind and runaway
get away from my fears
I sit back with the knife to my wrist
I try to think what�s there to hold me back
Nothing comes to mind I pull the knife closer
it begins to scrape the skin until it burns
I look back and remember how much the world has hated me
then I realize what a mistake they have made
The blood begins to flow
the blade is covered now and I grind my teeth for the pain
then I drift away
now I have died, I hope your all happy
but I will haunt you when you come to the other side
that is, when I die
as I am trapped on this planet
I am liven as a bandit
not knowing my limit in life that sacrifices are made
then I look up at my planet and find it fade
as I am trapped on this planet
I can not fight it
knowing that I don't belong here
and I weaken with every thought of fear
I try to find my way
and some how I know why my planet is so far away
I just know theirs no way out
and that's why I always doubt
so now and forever
my planet will be found never
as I try to hold my powers in
they tend to release and throw me into a bin
as I sit here wondering why I am here and not there
so I have to bear
that I am here to protect the earth
until my planet has its rebirth
Don't tell me to die
when you�re the one telling the lie
I told the truth, but you say it�s a lie
I guess I must make a sacrifice
but when I die
my soul will stay behind
and when I go
I hope you know
the real death
will be yours not mine
so as I take my last breath
I wish and pray
that your life isn't black and grey
as I say my last words
I die and drift off to the other side