Behind a smile

strings of sanity....breaking slowly
hearing voices ....quick temptations
nightmarish insomniac...
paranoia taking over me...

Chorus:

To many things on my head... I cant rest...
what have I don't to my life
to many things to face on
need to keep it all... behind a smile...

Fits of anger...friends like strangers
feeling helpless...facing ineptness
cant help myself .. cant do nothing
dying sounds so nice

chorus(2x)