Rated: R!! R!!!! R!!!!
Warnings: Okay, now this chapter is major violent and graphic. Like as in Kakarote (not Goku) and Chi Chi.
Setting: Goku was previously yelling "Whhhhy!!?" at himself and Chi Chi is running up the stairs to see what he’s screaming about.
Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the DBZ characters.
Continued…
"WHHHHHHHYY!!!!???" Goku screamed again.
"Goku! Goku!" Chi Chi panted as she raced up the stairs. She flung the bedroom door open.
Goku was in the corner of the room with one hand up against the wall for support and the other on his face.
"Goku? Are you alright?!" Chi Chi asked slowly walking forward.
He looked at her through the corner of his eye, his eye gleamed. Chi Chi froze, his eyes, the gaze looked too unrecognizable.
"Gok… Goku?" she stuttered unsurely.
His gaze tightened into a glare. He stood up, turned around and continued this glare.
"Goku what’s wrong? Don’t look at me like that." She quivered.
His eyebrows formed an angry face of content.
She put a hand on his shoulder. "Goku tell me what’s wrong," she said softly.
He batted her hand away. She rubbed her wrist lightly.
"How dare you even raise your voice at me! You have no authority to tell me what to do!!" he yelled raising a hand to strike her. Chi Chi gasped in fear and put her arms up in defense.
Goku’s eyes were wide. He looked at Chi Chi and his arm.
Chi Chi slowly opened her eyes to find Goku’s confused and scared face. She touched his cheek and decided he was "safe."
"Goku," she said sternly, putting his arm down manually.
He searched for words and an explanation although he hardly had one himself. "I didn’t know what I was doing! Chi Chi! Please don’t be afraid! I would never hurt you intentionally! Honest!" Goku blurted endlessly.
"I know! I know. Just please, Goku tell me what’s going on," she said sitting him and herself down.
"Well, you remember the whole story Roshi and Raditz told of the discovery I was Saiyajin right? Do you recall I bumped my head?" he asked sheepishly.
"Yes, why?"
"Well… that part of me has resurfaced. It’s almost, actually it is like having a split personality. I’ve been trying to control it the last few days. But that was closest I ever came to a complete split," he said.
She looked at him in amazement.
"I loose more and more control of it every time," he sulked to himself. "Chi Chi, I just don’t want you to get hurt, I don’t think the 'other me' would take sympathy towards you. If you want to leave until, well… until I can control this than I would understand. Just know, like I said before, that 'I' love you," Goku said turning away now.
"Goku?" Chi Chi asked.
"Yeah?" he mumbled.
"I’m not going to leave you. I want to be here for the times that you aren’t your 'other self' as you said. To me, it’s worth it," she concluded.
"But what if I… or actually he hurts you!?" he pleaded.
"If things look violent I’ll do my best to leave the house until 'he’s' gone."
There was a silence.
"Thank you Chi Chi," Goku said calmly.
"For?"
"For staying, I don’t know what I’d do alone."
She leaned over and hugged him. He didn’t let go for awhile.
"Just make sure, that when I start yelling or something that you are ready," he confirmed as he released her from his grip. "You know, I’m almost glad the kids don’t live here anymore. I wouldn’t want them to be afraid of their father too."
Chi Chi smiled. "Who said I was afraid of you?"
Goku frowned. "I know you’re not afraid of me, but just be careful okay?"
"Yeah, I will."
The next day…
"Here you are Goku," Chi Chi said happily as she placed Goku’s usual servings of food in front of him.
"Thanks dear!" he yelled with food already in his mouth. He scarfed it down and ate a "small" amount more than usual. "Woah, I actually think I ate to much," Goku said rubbing his stomach.
"You!? Eat too much? Yeah, in a million years," Chi Chi joked.
"Uh… I don’t feel to good." Goku sort of swayed a bit. "I’m going to go lie down." He wobbled a bit and collapsed on the couch.
"Goku are you okay!?" Chi Chi said running over to him.
"Get… back…" Goku choked out losing control again.
Chi Chi had enough time to step back and avoid a strike that soon hit the area she was previously occupying.
"What are you doing here woman!!?" he yelled.
"I… I live here," she stuttered out.
"Here!? I don’t know who you are!!! I would never let such a weak being into my territory!!" he yelled in her face, towering over her.
She didn’t want to make any sudden moves, like running. "I’m… your wife… Goku," she said.
"Goku!!? Are you really so lame as to miss-label me!!!?" he yelled in her face, grabbing her hand.
"Ka…..Kakarote," she said trying to pull her hand away. His grip was so tight, her wrist was bruising.
"Good! For that I won’t kill you… I’ll only beat some sense into you foolish female!" he yelled, raising his hand to strike.
"Goku!! Stop!!!" she yelled with tears in her eyes.
His arm swung at her, but in mid flight slowed down as Goku regained control. It hit her cheek with only a small amount of power, but well enough to bring pain. Goku grabbed his head and rubbed his eyes. He looked down.
His hand was on Chi Chi’s bruised wrist, her free arm was up to her cheek, and tears were running down her face. He loosened the grip on her wrist and didn’t know what to say, not remembering what he had done. He just put his arm around her shoulder and pulled her close.
"Chi Chi…" He pulled her wrist up to his lips and lightly brushed them against it. Her crying lightened a bit. "Please… don’t cry," he said, stroking her cheek and putting her hand down.
He brushed her hair with his fingers. "It’s me again, I won’t hurt you," he said quietly.
She looked up and leaned forward as he did. She stopped crying as they kissed.
"I’m sorry…" he said.
"I know, but… it wasn’t your fault… it wasn’t even you," she forgave.
"I’m so sorry, please be careful."
"I will."
For the next few days, it was the same deal.
At least once a day Goku would lose control, and every day it got worse.
But Chi Chi never left.
There were hits that hurt quite a bit, there was constant yelling and even throwing things. Nothing valuable broke though.
The thing she hated most was when "Kakarote" "flirted" with her. It was more like sexual harassment to her, he would call her names and once even tried to kiss her, but snapped out of it while she struggled.
If it was Goku, she wouldn’t mind… (well maybe the insults) but, she didn’t consider this Goku at all. It was like a complete stranger, <and a mean one at that>, coming to their home every day and threatening her.
Her tears were affecting him less and less, and every time he remained for a longer amount of time, even if it was mere minutes. The worst minutes of her life.
That night, they got into bed. Goku (or Kakarote) had previously hit Chi Chi again.
She always forgave him, but he never forgave himself.
"I can’t believe that I can’t over power MYSELF!" Goku complained cruelly to himself.
"You will, you’ve always over powered your 'opponents' before," she said getting into her nightgown and he got out of his usual outfit and stripped down to his boxers and undershirt.
"You know Chi Chi… I’m amazed you stay around here," he said as she snuggled under his right arm.
"Why?" she asked.
"Because… just the fact of how rough things get. I’ve even hurt you and yet you stay," he said with a sigh.
"You haven’t hurt me, Goku. You never would, that’s why I stay," she said sweetly. "You were the one I fell in love with, I don’t care what kind of a catch there is," she said, up to his chest.
"And that’s why I fell in love with you," he said.
He kissed her for a seemingly long while. He gently wrapped his arms around her waist and up her back. She felt so safe in his arms, but his hand was a little to rough on her shoulder.
"Goku that hurts stop it silly," she said, eyes still closed. There wasn’t an answer.
His hand when up and down her back, but dragged a little roughly. "Goku knock it off, not so hard," she protested. She didn’t like his handling, it felt to weird. "Goku…" Her eyes widened as she looked at his face.
"You!! Get away from me!! Let me go you pervert!!!! Help!!!" she pleaded, but his arms were too strong.
His smile was so evil and dirty. It wasn’t Goku, it didn’t even look like Goku to her. It was like being in the arms of some stranger off the street.
"Let me go!!!" she cried still struggling.
"I make the orders around here woman! I’ll do what I want!! You even said you were my wife and live here, so why not?!" he evilly joked.
"You’re not my husband! Goku is!!! And YOU don’t live here!! Leave me alone!!!" she screamed kicking and still trying to get loose. He held on with unbelievable strength. "No! Let me go!" she still yelled.
<If only Goku was here… Goku always rescues me!! I want Goku, this guy scares me!> Chi Chi yelled in her head.
He ran his hands up her back again and fiddled with the left strap of her nightgown. It was the most dirty and unclean feeling she ever had. "Uh! Get away from me!!! You horrible man!!! Let me go!!! Don’t touch me you hear!!!?" she screamed.
"Oh, you’re so scary," he said sarcastically.
He looked like Goku, had Goku’s body, he had Goku’s voice. But she knew his smile, she knew his laugh, she knew his body all to well to fall for this. She had Goku’s personality locked away inside of her, and this guy wasn’t Goku at all. He was stronger than her, mean, aggressive, and could kill her if he wanted, it scared her. She was helpless and her opinion meant nothing to him.
"Leave me alone!! Goku help!!" she screamed even though she knew Goku wasn’t there she still called out to him.
He turned her over and pressed her down.
"Goku!!!! Goku!!! Goku help!!! Help I need you!!!!" she creamed and cried. She was in complete panic. <Oh my god! What if I’m raped!? By my own husband!? No, this isn’t even Goku, what am I saying!? This is a complete stranger! I don’t know this man!! Goku! Goku were are you when I need you!?>
Chi Chi was crying and didn’t know what to do. She couldn’t even move her fingers. He was so strong and mean, she was just too scared to even think. "Goku! Goku please!! Help… help me!"
She started running out of breath. He was holding her down do hard that he was knocking the wind out of her lungs, he was so heavy.
He smiled at her his evil smile again. It burnt a hole of fear right into her heart. He touched her shoulder and slid her left strap down a ways nearly revealing what was underneath.
"GOKU!!!!! Help meeeeeeeeeee!!!! Goku please help!!!!!!" she cried as loud as she could using all of her breath. She gasped for air regaining little.
"Oh God, Goku please!!!!" she whispered. She whispered his name over and over until she was in hysterics.
"Goku’s" face flinched a little almost as if confused. His ear ached a little. "Damn woman! No one can hear you, shut up!!!" he scowled.
"Goku… Goku help me," she said out of breath. She started to cry hard tears. The moonlight reflected off them with sparkles.
"Goku" starred at them.
"Goku help me…"
He shook his head and continued with her other strap.
"Goku!"
He put his hand down her shoulder roughly.
"Goku! Goku don’t let him hurt me!" More sparkling tears fell from her eyes pouring down to the floor.
"Goku" furiously shook his head and grabbed it in pain. "AHHH!! What have you done!!? I’ll kill you!!" he yelled in pain as he grasped his throbbing head. It was like three times the pain of a migraine.
She didn’t notice what was going on, it scared her. "Goku!! Goku help me!!" she cried in fear.
He raised his hand to strike again and formed it into a fist as his hand smoked with energy.
She squinted her eyes, waiting to die.
He swung.
*Poof!*
He hit the pillow by her head.
She didn’t know if she was dead or alive, she looked up and around wearily.
Goku had his fist in the pillow leaning over her panting. The exact moment he hit the pillow half of the weight on her vanished. He gasped for air harshly as sweat trickled down the side of his face.
She examined his face, his eyebrows loosely placed in an expression of pain, his eyes closed hard, and his mouth struggled to intake air. She carefully studied his body, his muscles were loose and pulsing, she could see his chest increase with every careful breath. It was him. With her now free she lifted her hand weakly and brought it to his cheek.
His faced relaxed a little but he still gasped for breath. She smoothed his features and stroked his face brushing his bangs out of his face.
She smiled weakly up at him. He managed a smile back.
He let himself relax on her, this she didn’t mind. After awhile, he regained his breath. He looked down at her and examined the "damage". Her nightgown was still off her shoulders and she had a bruise on the back of her shoulder along with the others on her arms and legs. He touched her shoulder were the bruise was nervously.
"Ouch…" she lightly whined. He pulled his hand back.
She relaxed at the feeling of his normal body weight if he hadn’t "came to", she didn’t think she could’ve held out under the previous pressure. Her body felt like jello, but she managed. She leaned up best she could and kissed him. He supported her back though they were both worn out.
"Is it over?" she asked him.
"I… I think so. I could hear you… and I managed to regain control completely. But I guess I should thank you too, although I apologize for taking so long," he said wearily.
"I never want to go through that again. I was so afraid. You don’t know how thankful I am you heard me! You couldn’t imagine how frightening it was! I didn’t know how you could save me, I didn’t really know who he was, and he was so much stronger than me." She fought back tears again.
"No, don’t cry. I was scared too, but I’m here now. I’d never let anything like that happen again," he comforted her, easily releasing her back from his hands.
They both thought awhile.
"Could you see me?" she asked curiously.
"Not really, it flickered a little. I could hear you though, and that’s what made me try to get control." He sighed.
"You have quite the little pervert in you," she said. Goku looked at her with an offended and red face. "Kidding! I was just kidding!"
She sighed. He still blushed.
"You’re sure it’s over?" she asked quietly again.
"Yeah. He’s gone," he replied.
"Good… I don’t like… you, or the other one, at least," she said oddly.
"What a compliment," he said sarcastically.
She leaned back and made a little noise as the pillow touched her bruise on her shoulder.
"Oh… sorry about that, I don’t remember that part," he said contently.
"Let’s look to the future and NOT the past? Please?" she said with her voice giggling a bit.
"That sounds good to me, were was I?" he began.
"You were doing a dirty thing," she joked.
"Dirty?"
She nodded.
"Well, I’ll start over then?"
She nodded. "That sounds like a future I could look forward to." She smiled.
The End
A little bit of a different story huh? Yeah, it came to me while I was "sleeping" in English class. Bored as hell, as usual, so I made use of it and this is what I got out of it! Crazy, huh?