AngelicDemon: jedeeeeeeeeeeer
willy Koston: knapa mba?
AngelicDemon: kejedot pintu
willy Koston: 
willy Koston: memang mba ada2 aja.
AngelicDemon: br bangun mesti
willy Koston: uda dari tadi koq..
willy Koston: cman males OL aja..
willy Koston: 
willy Koston: uda mam mba?
AngelicDemon: udah dooong
AngelicDemon: mie ayammmmm
AngelicDemon: sluurp
willy Koston: hehe..
willy Koston: cara balikkin mood gmana seh mba?
AngelicDemon: knp will...
AngelicDemon: mood nya lagi jelek yeh
AngelicDemon: bosen ?
AngelicDemon: lemah?
AngelicDemon: letih?
AngelicDemon: lesu ?
willy Koston: yahh willy bosen sama smua ini...
willy Koston: pengen lari ..
AngelicDemon: bosen ama ?
willy Koston: tapi itu bkan laki2..
AngelicDemon: lebih spesifik lagi
willy Koston: bosen sama namanya situasi...
willy Koston: well i guess i never learned the lesson..
AngelicDemon: what lesson ?
willy Koston: yah tentang sgalanya...
willy Koston: di hidup qta ini..
AngelicDemon: termsuk gita kah ?
willy Koston: sometimes..
willy Koston: emank napa mba?
AngelicDemon: as i know klean khan mesra2 aja
willy Koston: mesra?? u must be kiddin me right?
willy Koston: coba baca dari awal blogya dia..
AngelicDemon: yg mba rasain khan gitu
AngelicDemon: udah
AngelicDemon: yah will
AngelicDemon: namanya juga cewe
willy Koston: ampe akhir.
willy Koston: we changed..
AngelicDemon: biasa maen pake perasaan
AngelicDemon: kalo lg mikir sesorg
AngelicDemon: bkn brt ngelupain willy pan ?
willy Koston: yah maybe aja ... ngelupain willy
AngelicDemon: ya engga dong
AngelicDemon: stiap org khan ga punya satu hub aja
AngelicDemon: hub ama willy pacaran
AngelicDemon: hub ama mba temenan
AngelicDemon: hub ama cowo lain temenan
AngelicDemon: ga salah kalo gita punya perasaan kangen ama temennya
AngelicDemon: yg penting gita ga brubah ama willy
AngelicDemon: ato willy dah mulai ngerasa hub kalian ada masalah ?
willy Koston: kalo dia berubah cman dia yg tau koq...
AngelicDemon: skrg ga liat gita nya deh
AngelicDemon: willy nya ndiri ?
willy Koston: willy uda parnooo...
willy Koston: jadi bawaan curiga mulu..
willy Koston: so it's useless kan kalo dipertahankan?
AngelicDemon: parno nya karena ?
willy Koston: baca donk blog dia..
AngelicDemon: karena dia ngomongin ttg mantan dia ???
willy Koston: yupp..
willy Koston: she wrote she can't forget him while she's with me...
willy Koston: well it hurts.
AngelicDemon: ga bisa ngelupain bukan brt masih cinta
AngelicDemon: ada memori yg mungkin terlalu sayang buat di lupain
AngelicDemon: let say skrg mba dah punya cowo baru
AngelicDemon: bukan brt mba ga kepikiran wim lho
AngelicDemon: bagemanapun mba ama wim pernah punya memori
AngelicDemon: tp bukan brt mba ga cinta ama pacar br mba
AngelicDemon: kita khan manusia will
AngelicDemon: ga bisa di format ulang kek pc gitu
willy Koston: well i always left behind all my memories..
AngelicDemon: tiap org beda2 willy sayang
AngelicDemon: itu khan willy
willy Koston: i did...
AngelicDemon: kalo emg gita org nya susah ngelupain org
AngelicDemon: willy ga bisa paksa dong
AngelicDemon: sekrg gini deh
AngelicDemon: kalo mba liat
AngelicDemon: willy ngerasa gitu krn willy dah ngira hub kaliah dah ga secure lagi ?
willy Koston: yup
willy Koston: kadang willy herann.
AngelicDemon: ga secure nya selain ttg mantan itu ?
willy Koston: sbenarnya cman bkan tentang mantan..
willy Koston: masalanya willy uda parno mba..
AngelicDemon: paranoid nya karena ?
willy Koston: kalo mo dcritain mahh panjang mba
AngelicDemon: pendeknya ja
AngelicDemon: a
willy Koston: intinya .. willy susah percaya sama someone kalo dia uda nyia2kan kepercayaan willy
AngelicDemon: en u think gita dah ga bisa di percaya lagi ?
willy Koston's status is now "lesson learned". (08/12/05 13:29)

willy Koston: yup
willy Koston: i asked her.. why dont we end this.
willy Koston: dia gak maoo... or what..
AngelicDemon: willy sendiri
AngelicDemon: rela kalo kemudia kalian ga jadian ?
willy Koston: dari pada gini...
willy Koston: i just want her 2 be happy..
willy Koston: dulu willy mikirnya gitu..
willy Koston: i thought i cant stand this pain..
willy Koston: rupanya nggak..
willy Koston: i'm weak..
willy Koston: i can't hold on..
AngelicDemon: willy bisa ngelepasin gita ?
willy Koston: i must .... walo pun it's hard for me..
AngelicDemon: rela dia jadian ama yg lain ?
AngelicDemon: trus ttg kalian dulu ?
AngelicDemon: sayang dong
willy Koston: yahh dari pada gini..
AngelicDemon: ga nyeselll ???
AngelicDemon: pikir baik2 deh sblum melangkah
willy Koston: intinya i not the guy she wants...
willy Koston: she made me feel that i'm the one 
willy Koston: but it was through..
AngelicDemon: lagian will
AngelicDemon: kamu ama gita juga ga gitu kuat
AngelicDemon: kalian belum ketemu 
willy Koston: nah makanya... why she can't let me go.
AngelicDemon: yah mungkin dia bisa
willy Koston: willy herannya dsono..
AngelicDemon: cuma mungkin juga berat krn dah sayang ama willy
willy Koston: ya maybe ...
willy Koston: so what should i do?
AngelicDemon: kita skrg bicara dengan logika yah
AngelicDemon: as i'm trying to be a man
AngelicDemon: kondisi spt ini
willy Koston: yup
AngelicDemon: willy bisa blg willy cinta ama gita ?
AngelicDemon: as u never meet her
AngelicDemon: the conversation u both have only by air
willy Koston: i never meet her ... but i really love her..
willy Koston: she makes me feel special..
AngelicDemon: thats not love sweety
willy Koston: she makes me hole again...
AngelicDemon: thats lust
willy Koston: lust ??
willy Koston: apaan tuh?
AngelicDemon: tau tp ga tau apa di indonesian bisa 
AngelicDemon: willy tau ga siy cinta itu ?
willy Koston: kalo menurut mba apa?? soalnya defenisi org2 kan beda..
AngelicDemon: kalo mba tebak siy
AngelicDemon: willy ama gita sekedar pengisi kekosongan
AngelicDemon: saat ini willy butuh someone
AngelicDemon: gita juga
AngelicDemon: kalian saling mengisi
AngelicDemon: kalian saling melengkapi
AngelicDemon: tp kurang kuat buat di sebut cinta
willy Koston: well jujur ya mba...
AngelicDemon: yap
willy Koston: dsini ada cw yg ngejer2 willy..
AngelicDemon: tp willy konek nya ke gita
AngelicDemon: kalian aling klik
willy Koston: yah mantan HTSan willy..
AngelicDemon: tp will terlalu awal buat di sebut cinta
willy Koston: kalo konek kegita gak juga seh..
AngelicDemon: so
willy Koston: cman neh ex juga gitu.
AngelicDemon: willy bisa klaim u love gita ?
willy Koston: dulu willy uda percaya but dia maenin kepercayaan willy.
willy Koston: yupp
AngelicDemon: then love her
AngelicDemon: unconditionally
willy Koston: well i try... even it's hurts..
AngelicDemon: walopun gita blon bisa lupain mantan ?
willy Koston: i know that guy was she 1st love..
AngelicDemon: apalah artinya cinta pertama di banding cinta sejati
AngelicDemon: skrg
AngelicDemon: mau nya willy di mana
AngelicDemon: kita bicara pake hati deh skarang
willy Koston: may this last forever..
AngelicDemon: mau nya willy terus ato sementara temenan dulu sampe takdir nyatuin kalian ?
AngelicDemon: kalo jodoh ga lari kmana lho 
willy Koston: hahhh jodoh...
willy Koston: jodoh cman buat loserr..
AngelicDemon: wew
willy Koston: i'll fight for my love..
AngelicDemon: so
AngelicDemon: u gunna fight for her ga ?
AngelicDemon: ato let loose aja and find someone else u trust more ?
willy Koston: not just fight i'll give her heaven 
willy Koston: cuzz she deserve to get that...
AngelicDemon: what if her heaven isnt by ur side ?
willy Koston: it's ok... for me... as long i know that she's okey..
AngelicDemon: aran mbak yehhh
AngelicDemon: s
AngelicDemon: mau ga dpt saran ?
willy Koston: yup
AngelicDemon: cepetan ketemuan
willy Koston: iyee tan 
AngelicDemon: at least kalo dah ada real meeting
AngelicDemon: u got sumthing to bound u both
willy Koston: entar tgl 27 march..
willy Koston: i'll be there.. if i'm still alive..
AngelicDemon: dan selama des - maret
AngelicDemon: will u take any risk ?
willy Koston: i did take the risk when i started this relationship..
AngelicDemon: smisal salah satu dr klean jenuh ?
willy Koston: well it's ok with me....
willy Koston: soalnya i know how to deal with that feelings..
willy Koston: that's why i never jenuh..
AngelicDemon: kalo gita yg jenuh ?
AngelicDemon: wew
AngelicDemon: ilang
willy Koston: apaan ilang?
AngelicDemon: AngelicDemon: kalo gita yg jenuh ?
AngelicDemon: wew
AngelicDemon: ilang
willy Koston: apaan ilang?
willy Koston: nah apa yg ilang mba??
AngelicDemon: khan willy blon jawab dr td
AngelicDemon: smisal yg jenuh gita
AngelicDemon: gmana hayoo
willy Koston: oohh 
willy Koston: kan dia uda perna jenuh..
willy Koston: yg pada saat dia gak perna ngereply post willy dblog dia.
AngelicDemon: will u let her go kalo seandainya dia munkin aja dah ngerasa lelah ama hub klean ?
willy Koston: i will..
willy Koston: i told u ... i just want her 2 be happy..
willy Koston: even i'm not with her..
willy Koston: even it's hurts me like hell..