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| Hey! today is Tuesday! HOO-ray! I'm @ cpcc now and I'm thinking that I only want to do this journal thing on Tuesdays and Thursdays now! man! When I come here I'm like, my computer is SLOW!!!! and also my computer @ home was like messing up the text on these pages too....so like, that's a bummer. maybe if i'm completely bored on a Sturday or something I'll come on and do this...but probably not....and if I did, it wouldn't be very interesting...it would just be like, "I'm BORED!!!!" Ha Ha Ha!! |
| I got up @ 5:45 today to pray....so that's like 5-ish right! of course right! It was so cool. I am definitely doing that like every day!!!! lol! it was great! God is so amazing. I went and sat down on the dock and it was all dark and kinda freaky (cuz there was this really loud hissing noise and it definitely sounded like a snake but I knew it wasn't b/c it kept going on like, the WHOLE time I was down there...so it was probably just bugs or something) but I wasn't scared b/c I was like "my God, who created all of this is protecting me!!!!" I prayed about everything and when it was 6:30 and I had to go up to the house to take a shower I was not a little bummed. ("not a little"=very, or alot!i got that cute-ish phrase from Foxe's book of martyr's) So yeah.. it was so awesome!! I love it when I have the time to think about the Lord and praise Him and worship Him for who He is!!! He is so AMAZING!!! I looked up at the sky like 15 min. after being down there cuz i was lookin' around @ all the God had made and i could still see the stars!!!! they were all sparkly and the foq or the lightness of the sky, i don't remember which, softly covered them after about 10 more min. and the moon!!!!!! the moon! I love the moon. Someone told me one time that it's a picture of christians. I so much long to be like the moon, reflecting the Son all through the night that is the my life here on this dark sinful earth!!!!!!! It's so like us that the moon sometimes can be clouded over or covered up by the earth so that the light from the sun can't be seen. I've been noticing that not a little in my life lately.....like so many times I'll turn my own way and in my relationships with people or i guess just my life in general (if they aren't the same thing...i think they are) i'll just be wanting to run the show and be me to people, and forget that the Lord Jesus is what my life is about. So many times I let the world in me or my own sinful desires cloud over or cover my reflection of Christ to others and that is wrong and it also makes my relationship w/Him (the one thing that matters and counts in this life) suffer and become distant. that's awful. So I want to encourage you today (whoever you are) to remember who the Son is that you are to be reflecting (if you have been saved by the blood of Jesus Christ) and to reflect with honor to Him and let Him have the glory in your life and remember what He did for You!. His glory is amazing.....the One who created the stars and the earth and the wildlife here and you and gave you a heartbeat and didn't just end there at creation.....He's alive and watching over you today and everyday and, if you have accepted the gift of His death and He is your personal Savior, He is LIVING INSIDE OF YOU!!!!!!! the all-powerful, loving, eternal God of the universe is in you!!!!! uh! I can't understand! but I know He's there and it's all because of God's love. what love........ |
| k, so not i am @ CPCC, gettin' ready to go to my english class....actually in an hour and a half...but it's the same difference to you, right?! right. life is kinda boring sometimes. Sarah just walked in...she was like sleeping in her car or something like that. talk about sarah-ish-ness!! lol! but it's ok though b/c she was up really late last night talking to my mom. aww. bonding!! lol. ok I better do some "business math" so i can go ahead and get started on that business!!!! JPC! what am I doing taking business math?!! i do not know....but hey! it's so easy.....oh yeah....THAT's WHY!!! lol! free ridin' woohoo! :o) lol! i'm a dork I know! |
| WHOA! I though I was out of room, but I was wrong!!! ok ok....i'll do my [email protected]! but first let me quick fill this up so I can be thinking, "HEY! I filled that chicken-noodle webpage UP today!!!! lol! sarah and I went to taco bell and i was like all having to go back out and get change from the car b/c it was 5.61 and i had a five (for both of us! sarah was like "We're sharing 2day!!!") and i didn't have ANY change except about 17 pennies...so yeah...THAT was good times! the mop lady there hates us!!! b/c we always walk in her mop trails! lol! ok she probably doesn't HATE us, but i'm sure she's like thinking 'grr' when we do that! bt it's like "wet floor" all over the taco bell @ like 2:30 b/c there's like no one there except us and about 10 other people.....ok that's some people but whatever...I have to go now b/c I AM out of space now! I know, you're like "good job fillin that up, girl!!" i am too. too-da-loo...cuz "it's time to say toodaloo" (with kinda cool but mostly cheesy british organ music...compliments of "lads"..I do like that one song that goes "I'm not going to throw it all away just to please today" though...that one's good...but only the words! lol! the organ music reminds me of my grandma!!! lol! TTYL, and have a Gr-r-r-r-r-reat day! :o) Love always in Him, Rachel ><> |