Currently listening to:
All is quiet. My brother is sleeping in the next room,
and my darn computer doesn't come with an inlet for headphones.
I don't know what I was thinking when I purchased it two years ago.
Obviously I wasn't.
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I had a long conversation with my best friend tonight, and I always think it�s interesting when friends or family members address your character flaws in hopes of "making you a better person". Actually, I know that wasn�t my friend�s intention, but it was interesting to hear her take on it nonetheless (although it was a reiteration of the flaws I�m very well aware of).
First of all, I deal poorly with conflict. How so? I don�t deal with them. That�s the problem. I just put the situation aside and say on with it. If I�m upset or someone is upset with me, I don�t even bother addressing it nor do I try to talk it through. Yes�I need to work on that. But it�s also come to my attention that some people think there�s something wrong with the fact I rarely get upset or bothered by others even at all. Really? Is that a problem? I didn't know it was. Well, I�m just very laid back and open minded about things, hence people rarely upset me with anything they say or do (unless it�s personally offensive to me or anyone I care deeply for).
My short attention span also appears to be a problem in terms of commitment. To a place, a job, a person. I�m always yearning for something new and different. And this isn�t necessarily something bad, but if you�re planning on eventually settling down and having a family, it might help if you could:
No. 1 � Stay with a person long enough to qualify even as a date or a second date for that matter.
No. 2� Stop living out of boxes and live in one place longer than one year.
No. 3 � Work at one company and not be sick of it in the first month.
Geez. It's pretty darn amazing I can even sit in front of a computer as long as I do.
I am also stubborn to no means. I won�t elaborate. I don�t have time to write a novel and certainly no one has the patience to read it.
Ahh�so many more I could list, but these minor imperfections and personality blemishes make me who I am. Of course, I am constantly striving to �better� myself, but in the meantime, I�ll continue on in my stubborn ways. And thank you to my dear friend, Michelle, for having stuck by my stubborn side through all these zany years. But after having read to her the recent excerpts from my dream log, she's probably wondering, "What have I gotten myself into?" But don't worry. Only my dreams are strange, not me.
Really.
I promise.
Cross my heart and hope to die. Okay, forget I said that.
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