Currently listening to:
�Different� by Kevin So
For years now I�ve been struggling
All the pushing all the shoving
Maybe I�m just pushing it too hard
I should sit back and wait
And leave it up to fate
Maybe there�s something different written in the cards
Maybe there�s something different
And maybe it�s meant to be
Maybe there�s something different from what I�ve dreamed
For years now I�ve been playing
This musician I�m portraying
Hoping that one day I�ll be a star
I should relax and not worry
Take a deep breath on this journey
Maybe there�s something different written in the cards
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As I listen to this song by Kevin So, I wonder if perhaps there's something different written in my cards. Maybe what I have planned really isn't for me at all. Or maybe it's what everyone else has planned for me that isn't for me. Why do people have so many expectations, and why do they matter so much to me?
My head keeps spinning in circles. And I've been finding it difficult to breathe when I think about it. When I think about the path I'm now on and wondering how in the world I've gotten here. Did I miss a turn? Did I make a complete circle? Have I made the wrong decisions? I don't think I have. I think the problem is I've been letting people decide for me. It's time to take a leap of faith . . . in myself. We'll see where it gets me.
I don�t what it is but I know I�m gonna be alright
This highway�s got five lanes and I�m ready to drive all night
As I watch the sun set slowly
I remember what a friend once told me
Where you should be is exactly where you are
Forget about the place you may be going
Forget about the chance you might be blowing
Maybe there�s something different written in the cards
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