| I opened the door when you didnt answer Curled up on the floor dreaming I laid down next to you I smiled in my sleep Half awake you rolled over and covered me A natural, unconscious act I turned over and fit myself into you I smiled at your arm around my waist We were touching finally That woke us out of our half sleep worlds We laughed at cartoons and i bit your shoulder I smiled at discovering the smell of you You cleared the bed in innocence The feel of your body is bigger than i imagined Yes, i imagined I smiled at the warmth of you Caresses without intention i wanted to feel your skin Your belly flat and silky I smiled at the soft hair on your chest Anticipation of this moment Built up and now exhaling Giggling like school children I smiled at our nervousness Sleepily fading once, twice, three times Four. And the fourth! You had warned that we needed to keep our senses about us I smiled at our inability to stop touching I forgot myself I kissed you with out thinking I froze for a moment I smiled at my fingers wiping the kiss from your lips You brushed my hair from my forehead Thick with sweat From the love we made I smiled at your fingers I?d never sleep next to you Had to be apart To stop touching you I smiled at you hugging me Tilted my face up Rain drizzled on my cheek And then on my lips I smiled at the sky A petal fell in my path And i looked up A tree with no leaves I smiled at white flowers A squirrel dove into the leaves on the ground His tail curling out He held his new found treasure gently I smiled at him scurrying up a tree Red tulips and insomnia Black birds with bright orange beaks Because of you I am smiling because of you |