| Today without you I know the truth I don?t want to tell you I don?t want to type it And I have no choice scared of what I feel afraid I am changing terrified of losing you ashamed that I didn?t tell you I love you I have to close my eyes so that I don?t see it written there I believe that I could spend the rest of my life with you Close my eyes But I am afraid of that Afraid of letting you in farther Because I know you do not want me Not the way I want you too Why did you have to say that Prettier when I am crying I never wanted to cry in front of you But god did it hurt Why did you have to kiss me After I had said my goodbye You made it rain I want to know why you kissed me |