The Gaze of the Soul

Martha Kilpatrick

 

Mary filled her sight with Jesus. The eye of her being had no double vision, seeing the world and God... both.

 

She saw with concentration, one Object, the Important, ignoring the unimportant.

 

The gaze of her inner soul fixed on Him, held no competing vision.

 

The eye of your soul is not in physical vision. It is in the focus of thoughts, the obsession of the heart... in secret.

 

Where your eye is turned is the certain direction of all your future. What you see is what you follow. Where you look is where you go. The object of your focus is even... what you become.

 

Humanity is always consumed with something, riveted to some internal essence.

 

Our nature is devotion -- creatures of worship, bowing subjects to something chosen worthy of love.

 

The eye of human nature is fixed in sick infatuation with the unworthy object of... self.

 

Mary gathered the fragments of her scattered sanity, left the complexity of logic, the endless boredom of her predictable self and in simplicity, with single focus gazed on Jesus.

 

The seeing of her mind, the center of her heart was a Person, not an idea, not a doctrine nor a religion.

 

As David of old, she had formed her purpose to seek after Him, to know Him intimately, by a passionate choice to "behold the beauty of the Lord." Psalm 27:4

 

To fill her being with consideration of One other than her all demanding self.

 

She had found One whose mystery held her imagination captive and there was no reason to look in any other direction.

 

"If your eye be single, your body will be filled with light." Matthew 6:22

 

And she was.

 

 

Excerpted from  the book

Adoration/Mary of Bethany - The untold story

published by SeedSowers

 


 

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