DIVINE ESSENSE
i just
saw the most incredulous .... it began in
love all around me enveloped in the most delicious.... silken
embrace. i twist about
touching Him on every side my dears. No man this! i see what i
am feeling by and by but this is like the pleasure of silk on skin or chocolate
for those who can relate.... He allures my whole being in every
way. not just in one manner but touching every part of me within joyous
sensual erotic then laughter sobbing at the intensity of the desire of His
desire to pour out even more of Himself in love a sobbing of pain burning but
then great joy and every nuance in between these extremes.... both light
and heavy together, i lay as it were with the Son of
man then reaching up the father's love surrounding.... it was wild!
then i began to
see!!!!!!!!!!! ohhhhhhhhh
if feeling meant anything the sight of this was even
greater! i am in
a place perhaps from the outside it might look like a tube or column but from
within it just is. this place or
"person" is seen as a mist to my eyes like when on a heavy fog.
yet zillions of tiny lights sparkle... its
LIVING! but that's like black and
white.... then came the color! ohhhhhh my dears! like the
iridescence of the black bird crow or grackle is dark iridescence this was
light.... colors banding refracting iridescent in every possible tone and
hue across the entire spectrum of visible light.... With it was the sense
of TRUE
needless to say it faded enough for me to write this
al down and then i lay back and strands of this light
like bandages swirl around me and i lay all at once
in a cocoon of His making. it was such a place of utter rest ad security
that i just stopped breathing for several seconds
((thank God for the autonomic system)) but the bandages parted and now i saw a seablue sky a beautiful
day and in the sky what i thought was a lone angel
flying.... this "fella" was having a
ball!!!!!!! two sets of wings working in tandem
first catching the wind and up and the wrapping about the body and plummeting
down fanning out arresting the fall like a bird!!!!!!!!! but then i had to wonder if it was the sky or the sea for no bird
ever twisted around like a porpoise in the water in midair before but this
"fella" was.... suddenly it jackknifed
and the feet shot down and the lower half of a robe with it... the wings
clap open cupping to gently lower down lie parachute and then flip up and back
and disappear! not like birds wings do but like
as if they had a hatch or something and they closed into it? then i saw what i wonder if some
imagery was used to make me understand better.... but anyway were this
"fella" walked the ground seemed to come
alive and sprout and all... like life flowed from the feet. Now i thought it was angel but even when they are not all
blinding and such the skin still gives them away unless they are looking like
one of us. in which case then why would the skin
be striated and banded and such as if inked of the very essence i had JUST BEEN IN???? what
i saw was one of us!
as i linger knowing i have to get up and about there is the strong scent of
cedar and sweet spices... to bad i had to
get up.
but can you imagine? this
is what He revealed Himself like .... here in
this moment.
Mary E